Your charms are diverting my love

Be aground

I can't wait to meet Nadira. I wonder what Nadira will say. This afternoon, after coming home from Anyer I went straight to Nadira. I just drove Vita home, then I went straight to see Nadira at her house.

Nadira greeted me with a warm embrace as usual, but a little different. The hug was only for a moment, usually he hugged me for a long time, but this time for a while.

“Come in, Mas,” invite Nadira. “What do you drink?” ask Nadira.

“Let's go, I miss you.” I hugged Nadira again, and carrying Nadira into my lap, she sat on my lap facing me.

We faced each other, I adorned Nadira with a burning passion. Whether I miss his body so much, I control him, until he sighed softly as I made him.

“I miss you, Darling.” Whisper me, then back to peppering Nadira. Then locked the door to Nadira's house.

“Miss you too,” whispered.

We were getting hotter, I couldn't control myself, I kept on controlling Nadira's body, until I took off all of Nadira's body cover without a single one left on her body. We were both innocent and enjoyed each other's touch.

“Do you want it, Mas?” ask Nadira.

“Can?”

“Hmmm .. do it if you want, Mas.”

I took Nadira to her room, I laid her down, I peppered her under my body again. His moans and sighs made me want him even more. I started with my game, I directed my body parallel to it, to do the unification, this is the first time I will do it, Nadira too.

“Sorry, Nad!” I stopped him unilaterally, I got out of Nadira's body. I came out of his room, I really did not understand why there was a shadow of Vita in front of me, his smile that made me realize, that I would make a mistake.

I went to the bathroom, cleaned my body, and then I put my clothes back on. I was completely crazy this afternoon. If only Vita's shadow had not appeared, I would have tarnished Nadira earlier, and my relationship with Nadira would have been tarnished. Yes, although Nadira will be mine, I will marry after parting with Vita, but I am wrong if I do it now.

I went back to Nadira's room. I saw her crying, with her body covered in a blanket.

“I'm sorry, Nad.” I approached Nadira, and I hugged her.

“Yes, it's okay, we shouldn't do it, Mas,” he replied sobbing.

“I'm not ready, I'm afraid. Later I will do it if we are married, soon, in two or three months my business with Vita in court will be finished, you are patient, yes?” my spoken.

“Front month my transfer letter has gone down, Mas,” said Nadira. “Sorry, it looks like our relationship just got here, Mas.”

Nadira's words made my heart flinch. What does it mean to get here? Breaking up? What letter of transfer?

“What do you mean, Nad?” my many.

Nadira was sobbing in my arms. I don't know why she was crying like that. He hugged me tightly. “I'm sorry, Mas,” he said softly.

“Sorry for?”

“I've been betrothed to my parents. I have already rejected it, because I will introduce you to them. I'm telling you who you really are. But mom and dad forbid me, I can't take you away from your wife, even if you're the one who wants to part with your wife. I have no choice but to obey them, Mom. Actually I've wanted to convey from a few months ago that I have taken care of my transfer letter. But, since you were determined to separate from Vita, I didn't say, and I kept convincing my parents to accept you. It turned out that they didn't want to know, I had to accept the match. And, next month I am not here, all the items in this house are also partly sent to my mother's house,” explained Nadira.

I can't believe Nadira will be betrothed. He never told me anything, he kept it to himself.

“Antar me to your house, I will marry you, Nad! I can't, I can't accept you being set up!”

“Can't, Mas,” answers.

“Don't be crazy, Mas! I don't want to ruin your marriage! You don't divorce her, Mas. Do not divorce Vita, you have to cancel your divorce,” said Nadira.

“No, Nad! I'm still going to divorce Vita, please don't be gini, Nad!”

“Sorry, my decision is inviolable, Mas. I'm going to stay home, move to teach, and I'm going to accept my matchmaking with the man my parents chose,” Nadira said.

“Nad, I beg you, let's go to my house. I'll tell mom and dad, I'll marry you, Nadira!”

“Can't, Mas. Once not fixed no!”

I rubbed my face rough. I can't be like this. I love Nadira so much, no matter what I do, that I can marry Nadira.

“Let's just say we're like this last one, Mas. Forget all about us. There will be no more of us, Mas, I have given my parents a decision, if I accept to be betrothed, and next month I will receive his proposal,” Nadira said.

“Gak, Nad. I don't want to, I will continue to fight for our relationship,” I said.

“That I should be fighting for is my relationship with Vita, which is obvious. And our relationship? Our relationship is not clear at all, Mom! What to fight for? You should fight for the integrity of your household, Mas. Do not even fight for our relationship is not clear, and it never seems to be clear,” said Nadira.

True, said Nadira, my relationship with him there is no clarity at all. Even if it was made clear, it would take a long time, not to mention my family and family, would it agree? Of course not. As for me with Vita, our relationship was clear, it was just that there was no love in our relationship.

“Learn to love your wife, Mas. I know you can actually love him. She is a good woman,” said Nadira.

“I can't, Nad. Please try, Nad. We have to fight for this relationship,”, I asked.

“What to fight for anyway, Mas? Nothing, Mas!” peekik Nadira's.

“There, Nad. Our relationship must be fought, we have started it long ago, time must stop like this, Nad?”

“Indeed should be, Mas. Our relationship should get here. Don't continue.”

I don't care what Nadira says. I will still fight for it. Somehow, even though Nadira did not want to.

“I will keep trying to fight for our relationship, Nad!”

“I can't, Mas. Sorry I can't. Don't be like this, Mum. You must not regret. Vita was the best choice of your parents. Even that man, who will be betrothed to me, he's the best choice of my parents.”

“Nad, I can't!”

“You should be able to, Mas. Go home, fix everything with Vita. You have to love her, learn to love her. Don't disappoint your parents, Mom. I'm the same, I don't want to disappoint my parents.”

That's right Nadira said, I have to learn to love Vita, and I also can't disappoint my parents as well as Vita's parents.

“Go home, fix your marriage with Vita, don't divorce her. Leave me, Mas. I want to be alone,” he said. “Dan, that's what I'm going to say from last night, but you didn't answer my phone, it didn't feel worth talking about on the phone either, so I chose to talk straight like this,” Nadira said.

“Yes I'm going home, I'm also going to talk to mom and dad about us. I don't want our relationship to go to waste halfway like this, Nad!”

“Because it should be like this our relationship mas. Kandas in the middle of the road. I'm sorry, want you to try to defend it, I still can't!”

I don't know why it's like this. I guess once Nadira finds out I've filed a lawsuit, Nadira will be happy, and will try to maintain this relationship until my affair with Vita is over. Turns out he was leaving, moving schools, too.