The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 9 Sorry I left

    After I met the key, I rushed to go home, even though there were so many questions in my mind, what my day could only stroke my chest.

"""I never regret marrying her"""

Two hours drive, I finally arrived at our house.

That's the atmosphere of our house, maybe only I miss this house even the owner has forgotten this place.

""""" hmmmmmmmmmmmm

I'm heading east of this house to my room.

" just want to sleep in peace tonight, so that tomorrow you can leave for London, to take the university entrance test.

" good evening to you far away, may your days be happy and always be happy.

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

The night went by so fast and now the clock is showing at 5:00am, I hear my alaram sounding, as soon as I get up and go to the bathroom.

My flight schedule today is 7:00am.

tock..............

tock.....

"miss..., smut cia from behind the door.

"Cia come in, I answered while choosing the clothes I will be under.

"where are you going? why is Miss packing?, asked curiously

"Cia please help me tidy up my clothes in the suitcase, I will today meet my parents for a few days, so as long as I leave you I give up and I will call you when I get back,

"But what about sir?

" if your master asks about me, just say I'm fine and please don't say that I've gone to see my parents.

"well miss.

" cia ..tr thanks, all this time you have helped me a lot with patience.

"sama-sama, this is my responsibility.

...............6.6.30...............

"cia get me to the airport immediately.

"well miss.

On the way I kept thinking that noldi would come and prevent me from leaving, but it turned out to be just my imagination.

"well miss.

Without hesitation I stepped into the airport directly to the lobby to find out the flight information that became my destination.

There was a sense of tightness in my chest..., but why? do I not want to leave this country?

" i don't know ............

Finally the plane was about to take off, I just smiled sorely, to get away from all this.

I carried all my memories with him in my diary without leaving any trace at all.

"mama I miss your embrace so much.I hurt my mom so much.my thesis was not even a tear in my eyes.

I would never have looked for you. If there was no place in your heart like I put you in my heart, then I say goodbye I'm sorry I left.

"loving you in silence makes me feel tremendous pain.

When we fall in love, then we begin to forget that Love can make you fly high and can throw you into the bottom of the abyss.

During the flight I thought only of my plans for tomorrow, plans for my college, plans for work, and plans for a better life without it.

Because being used to being alone keeps me from missing the crowds, I want to focus on my goals in my new country ,

Loving Brother Noldi taught me many things, gave me the opportunity to be a partner in life, although not considered.

The long journey was finally over, I immediately rushed out of the airport and towards the taxi that was waiting for me that would take me to my new residence.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

the city of London, I came.My thesis is in my heart with a small smile.

"God help me, my hiss.

 I can be happy without you ....

.....what I love you, let only me know what it's like.............

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