The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 20 Hot Night

Kindly to the readers, respond with an adult attitude, every scene in this episode, let us be wise together in understanding what the author conveys.........

　

At 8:00pm, though,

Finally this stomach filled as well, satisfied that I have never eaten this devour, whether marked what this is, I do not want to think of anything else at this time, I better get some rest, I will rest immediately, tomorrow is my day off, I want to enjoy it by resting and indulging in my soft bed, indulging in freedom.

Well, you know I have a bad habit at home, when I am in the room I am used to using bikini only, all that is my way to give my body freedom to come into direct contact with the cool air,and also stretched my muscles and veins that stiffened because it wrestled with the cloths that always covered it.

Freedom day, I use a bikini that is one finger behind and three fingers in front to cover my sensitive area, and of course a bra that matches its underware that measures around 55, he said, it's all because my chest is large and of course beautiful, because I like swimming makes my body shape very beautiful plus the skin is milky white and long hair.

I didn't feel uncomfortable because I was in the room, as usual using a bikini for me was common.

I'm going to fall asleep soon, but I have to put up a alarm, hurry up to pick up the phone and set the alarm, suddenly, krekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.....

I was shocked by the sound of the door opening, I immediately turned around and how shocked it was when I saw who was there, it turned out.....

　

" you?

" what are you doing here? ask me not to believe, why did you get in here, did the guards not see you?

" caca alfarasyah did you forget, who are you talking to?, who are you talking to?,

" his eyes freak me out, what's your max?

" what's my max? is it wrong to visit my wife?

" sister knows me?..... asked me with full annoyance

" of course, I'm too easy to be forgetful.

" but well, your welcome was stunning.

" until it embarrassed me, because of the condition of the clothes I was wearing, immediately I ran small towards the mattress to take a blanket to cover my body, but what my day,brother Noldi swiftly pulled my arms which suddenly made me fall into his arms........UNTIE ME.......

" oh.....have you forgotten, when you were 15 years old, you ever showed your body to me? why are you feeling ashamed now? look at him sharply while releasing me,

" sister............stop, jerkku,all pass and sit on the edge of the mattress, he keeps standing by the sofa while leaning back.

　

FLASHBACKS..........

" Today my father, mother and brother will go to the kitchen to attend the wedding invitation of his business colleague, and of course there is only me in the room, and also the servants and of course the bodyguards.

This afternoon I was so upset as to not, the man I secretly loved chatting and laughing with the other woman in front of me, wanted to feel like I was burning that woman, well he was a vera ....the new waiter in our house, I saw him, pissed me off.

maybe this was a disgraceful and disgusting story for a kid my age at the time, but somehow my anger kept my sane veins out of control again,

I went to my room, in my room I vented my frustration.We'll see if you can still laugh....

" at 6:00pm

" hello.

" hello caca, what's on the phone, can you help? ask from across there

" sister, sister, help me.............

" caca.....caca....what is it?

" sister meet me, I'm home, I need a sister.

" well caca, wait brother will be there.

tut...

In the meantime I ask all the servants not to climb the second floor of our house until tomorrow morning, if anyone breaks it will receive the consequences, he said, I shouted at the servants and cynically looked at the vera.

 After that I rushed back to my room, preparing everything, to make Brother Noldi my own.

You know what I'm doing?

I stripped myself naked in the room, I wanted to see what kind of reaction Brother Noldi had with all this, I hope with this he will not approach any woman...

tock.......

the sound of a knock, and of course it's him.......

Before telling Sister Noldi to come in, I first took a position to stand on a mattress with a naked body and used a blanket to cover it.

" come in, sahutku ...

" the door is open, what's wrong? what can I help you with? ask her while stepping in.

"stop sitting there,,, my orders go to him, please take off brother's shirt, and roll up brother's pants, my orders again

" immediately I opened the blanket that covered my naked body, but my shame showed me this beautiful body like a thread towards kak noldi, this is a crazy idea .

" caca.....but, what are you doing ? have you gone crazy? tanyanya bertilubi,

" well, I answered him as I walked up to him, I pulled his hand ,taking a touch of his palm, is the vera hand smoother than mine? ask me with anger.

" what's your max? caca put your clothes on, don't be silly....

no. Let's look at me, brother....

" just caca, soon he wants to go but I'm quick to push the key button on the door remote and close automatically.

　

" doesn't you know, I hate if you're with any woman, I don't like it, but you did it with vera

" what's your max, doing what? I just gave Vera the keys to the warehouse, just now,

" but why did you grab his hand? just pissed

" because I put the key there.Puassssssssssss, he was upset.

" sister, can you accept this feeling of mine?

" what feeling is your max , her heart while sitting on the sofa, while turning her face away from me because of my condition that does not use clothes. He ordered, but I didn't want to, he came up to me and slapped me trying to wake me up.

"PLAK.... huuuuuhuhuhuhuuuuuuuuuuuuu, THE SICKNESS OF THE SLAP LANDED SWEETLY ON MY PIPIP.

"Brother slapped me? while crying makes me keep crying....

" sister Noldi approached me, you are still easy you do not understand anything, me and your brother besides our coworkers are also friends, while approaching towards me and wiping my tears,

" my sister likes you, I want my sister to be my only one, my only one,

" caca, put your clothes on, it's not good for you

" do you not like me? just pissed

" caca ..you don't understand anything yet.

" sister alright I won't do this anymore., but will you please fulfill my request for this time only, I asked with a hopeful look.

" all right, what do you want? tanyakanya.

" sister I want to take a bath, but I want to take a bath with brother, to treat this heartache.

" caca you've gone sane.anyhow,,,

"tampa waited for an answer, I put my hand on his neck, and he forced me to lift me to the bathroom.

" sister let's take a bath together, I promise this is the last time I'm this crazy because of my feelings.I can't forget what happened today, but not me, this will be my memory with my brother and my first love, too, I said while looking at him

At that age, my body was very proportional, my body was very good and did not forget my chest was size 45. For everyone it's probably crazy, but for me it's amazing.

in silence this bathroom is a witness where I vent my heartache because of his rejection,

" sister, let us soak, I have prepared the rose water, I said to him

" caca, what's your max, this is unnatural

"i pulled her along with me, too,

you know what happened ....

" we soaked for 3 hours, in a sensual position, brother Noldi hugged me and I really enjoyed it,

while soaking ..we occasionally talk lightly,

"caca, what's on your mind? ask her while rubbing my back.

" sister, I like you very much, but you let me down, feeling sad, at least until tomorrow morning, even though it's only a short time, but it's been memorable for me all my life.Thank you brother, I said, closing my eyes..

" you know, all this is going to hurt you, don't do this again with anyone, when you grow up I will take responsibility for you, so be patient, don't be silly anymore.

" sister, thank you for today.

　

　

SERIATED................

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