The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 47 Different Sensations

"Only those who are in love know what it feels like when on a long journey your hands are held and never released, it felt like the heart was racing as the two pairs of eyeballs clashed against each other's gaze and etched a shamelessly sweet smile".

We are currently traveling home. I feel the happiest woman in the world, with the effect that I lean my head on the shoulder of Brother Noldi, I inhale the distinctive aroma of the body of kak noldi fragrance that makes my world like death when not smelling the aroma. Because the trip is a bit far, while leaning my head open the snack that was kak Noldi had bought in case I would feel hungry on the way, if later I feel hungry on the way, while driving noldi continued to rub my head and occasionally kiss him and I also occasionally feed the food I eat into his mouth, I know kak Noldi not so fond of snacks, but for my sake he also did.

"Sister, if our children are twins, do you want twin boys, what are twin girls or twin boys girls? ask me happily

"Darling that I want is always just one you and our baby is always healthy, hick or girl all the same I will still be a father, and you will still be a mother, she said,

"sister, if our son is a boy I want him to be born exactly with a sister, and if the girl I want him to still be born exactly like a sister.

"why can that be, don't you want to look like our son?noldi asked somewhat curiously,

"Of course I want to but only a little because my brother knows our son is the epitome of my love for my sister, I said spoiled

"honey,..........you are so ambitious as me, why?

"Because I like everything you have, the way you have with my family, you're so brave, handsome, smart, even though you don't have it easy, but I know you love me.

"Where do you know that I love you? all this time we rarely met from the beginning we married, right?

"I know that you don't love me, you must have divorced me and another brother wouldn't have touched me if you didn't love me, right?

"Thank you, she said short.

Not feeling we were almost at the area where we lived, brother Noldi slowly turned the car towards the alley of our house.

" hfffffffffffffffffffffffffffff, finally to my side

"are you tired, baby ?t anya noldi

"no, sister, I'm just a little sleepy, but I'm still hungry to eat green grapes, while struggling spoiled.

"well baby, you keep bathing in the room first, then the brother who brought his wine to the room, and do not forget the doctor's advice today, drink his vitamin and get ready for the night, very dear kangen.

"why dear, said noldi who followed me from behind, do you not miss her, she smiled.

"of course it's all about my brother missing him, I said shyly as I headed upstairs to the room.

    When I arrived in the room, I immediately tidied up my bag and also put the vitamins given by the doctor on the table, and went straight to the bathroom to refresh this body that was a bit tired.

Long enough I was in the bathroom to finish the ritual bath, let the fragrance smell like a flower of love.

"ca..........honey.........cock the bath too long? noldi's voice from behind the door, made me as soon as possible to get out of the bathroom

"he ...kak bertaar again, while using the pajama bath towards the door.

"let's quickly put on her clothes, let in a cold, our baby girl, took my hand, for fear that I felt dizzy from being in the bathroom too long.

"sister, where's the wine? I asked because my saliva seemed to be dripping, making his pangs eat wine.

"there is a dear spelling, tidy the hair first maru eat well, continued kak noldi and immediately passed to the bathroom to immediately clean themselves.

Lord, take care of us always, keep our happiness intact.

"Darling, the wine hasn't been eaten yet? noldi's voice made me a little surprised, and noldi realized that

"oh, he's brother

"what's wrong? what are you thinking? ask noldi curiously

"Sister, promise me wherever you go should take me, too, I said a little shrewdly

"well baby, come here, I'm a bribe

"i also followed Brother Noldi sitting while watching and also while eating wine bribed by brother noldi.