The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 10 Selection Exam

"Like the roar of the waves crashing into the reef like that it feels like this heart, being blown away, being released and crashing again.

In this life there are many stories and various forms of the story, as well as what happened to me.

My first day in this country started with taking the university entrance selection exam. Everything I needed I had prepared long ago, because now I really have to be independent no more assistants and also I have to be prepared to be able to make money for my future living expenses.

The cost of education here is very expensive and the plan is that I will take 3 different majors at once, not without reason all that so that I can feel my talent and interest in every field that I take.

"I may not be able to become a professional athlete but at least the blood of business people that flows in my body is one of the big capital for me, my father and mother are tough business people as well as my extended family.

The selection exam this time only lasted 2 hours for each major so I spent 6 hours on campus just to do the selection exam, but it didn't matter to me. I deliberately took the first wave selection exam even though the distance for the new school year is still 3 months away but I want my business on campus to be completed as soon as possible to fit in the new school year ,I'll just do the registration.

Anyway, I also have to have time to get around this city, while adjusting I also look at job vacancies that might require my energy.

It may be difficult for me to work while I am alert but I must be able to, I want my father and mother and brother to be able to understand if I can also survive the thrill of life.

""""Dad I don't know about my decision to move to London, not even noldi""""

 I understand that my decision today will give me trouble later on if my parents find out. Especially now that I am leaving with the status of still the wife of a businessman who could be associated with his good name where the life I will live is not like the life of a person who is one level with me.

"There was not the slightest fear in my mind, all I knew was that I had to be independent.

"Everyone I care about is busy with their own life, busy with their own problems, so why can't I be busy with my own problems.

"Before Sister Noldi left me at home, she gave me a credit card that was unlimited in use, but I put it back on her bedroom table, because I had nothing to use.

"Eventually the campus business was finished, rushed me to leave the campus to go down the streets around my campus complex to my apartment which is only about 1km from campus.

"I'm going to buy a bike, as my vehicle to college and work. I could've bought a car, but....

for now I think it's enough bicycles .

"Dad, sister.I miss you so much, my thesis is in my heart"

"I arrived in front of my apartment, I planned to stay a week in this apartment before I moved to the villa in the east direction of my campus. I want to stay in the Divilla so that the atmosphere is calmer and also comfortable.

"When do I like solitude.

If the sun tirelessly illuminates the universe, why should I give up on my current condition.

　

　

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