The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 41 The Greatest Secret

"Every time we go through in this life everything is biased, only what makes it beautiful is when the usual time you fill with a beautiful story,from these stories it will be a story that if you remember it can make you smile yourself, angry yourself, cry yourself".

Today was very quiet, because this morning brother franc pamit to go finish his work, leave me alone here with the fruit of my love that is still reflected in the warmth of my womb.At a time as quiet as this I remember my mother,papa and also my brother, besides that what I miss the most is my husband brother Noldi.

In a quiet moment like this I remember all the time I spent with Brother Noldi,although until this moment I always doubted whether brother Noldi loved me or just because his friendship with brother teo that made him resigned to be by my side,because what I know around sister Noldi a lot of women who are willing to spoil her, and until now I never know what life like kak noldi out there.

God, am I wrong if I want my man to be mine.

Noldi was the only man I wanted to be my husband to, because when I was growing up I was a teenager and had already started to have an interest in the opposite sex,my heart is captivated by the figure of noldi who is always there every day whether it is at home, or sometimes there is also when my brother and I are on vacation somewhere.

FLASHBACKS

Caca,in the business world our family name is one of the families that counts.

Because they are accustomed to a luxurious life and a stressful social environment where friendship is limited only to equal people.

Now I am growing up where I can feel the name of attraction with the opposite sex.

Today will be held a party, where all the children of the richest people in Asia from the age of 15 years and above, this party is usually held once a year,and at that time I had to attend the event because kak teo and kak iky there are activities outside, I really understand that for sure this time I will be delivered by my brother's best friend well ...who else if not noldi, handsome man who I like, actually I do not want to join this party but because kak teo asked kak noldi who accompanied me then I would be happy to come along.

"caca.

"he's a brother, I said,

"later at 7.00pm get ready well later to the party ushered in noldi, so brother and others will be very busy, so do not sulk well, well,keep up kak teo while passing me and followed by olek kak iky and also kak noldi.

At 6:00pm

Quickly I woke up and went to the bathroom, because today I had to look as beautiful as possible, because there will be a big event where this is the first time I will go with the man of my dreams,I have to look charming.

At 7:00pm

"tok.tok.tok, the sound from outside my room door, as soon as I open the door.

"he is...non there is a master Noldi waiting for you to be brought, said bi inah.

"well bi, I replied , then immediately take a hand bag and follow bi ina to go downstairs.

"hay brother, my clothes go towards noldi's brother, my brother,

"hmmmmmmmmmmmm, the connection, the,

"honestly he's so handsome and that smell makes me tremble even more,

"ayo ..

"she's a sister, I said as I followed her from behind.

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wow......party this time in a five-star discotheque, not without reason all this because this party is themed freedom.

During the party, I just sat there watching noldi chat with his friends, but suddenly a sexy woman approached them and the woman was swaying spoiled on noldi's shoulder,I who saw her was very angry and cursed the woman, who she was, what she was, I muttered in my heart.

The more late at night the hotter these hearts look at their sacredness, I did not realize my hand grabbed the glass containing drinks on the table and gulped it down, cihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bitter, suddenly my head was dizzy, and made my body feel hot, my body felt hot,what's in my brain is the emotion of seeing Brother Noldi so comfortable with that woman, I'm jealous.

Trudgingly I walked towards the table where noldi and his friends were,

"Hey********, point me at brother noldi

'ca..

"hey bastard, this is all because of you, so my crying is out, even though I am at this age easily have to feel this pain, my babbling while pulling the hand of the woman who was slipped into the hand of sister noldi, noldi,Take off the cheap base.

"uh.....whoa loh, come - come play aja, boca basics.

"loe who's who.ha asked me.

"oh...loh ngak know cave woman noldi, understand loh, sana go.

"spontaneously aq fell to the floor, due to the influence of the drink.

Raimon, I'm sorry to bring back first you guys continue first, it can be bad if you know his sister is drunk.

"okay bro, bro,

"but nol............do not bring him home if you see his sister's situation like this, he also yah, gimana nih?

"oyah stayin aja in my apartment, tomorrow morning I inter said raimon, while smiling cunningly

"shit loh............

At 10:00

"caca...ayo woke up, I felt a hand patting my cheek, but what my day, my emotions still felt.

"what the hell, my baby when we were in the car.

"my brother will take you home, if he can't be humbled by your brother.

"no.

"where are you going?

"come home with my sister, please,

"don't be crazy caca............

"if you don't want to put me down here, let me find my own place, while banging noldi's shoulder.