The Pain of Loving in Silence
Episode 26 Crying
" On the love I have for you, maybe you can't feel how big it is, but all I know is that I keep trying to stay fine even if you don't notice my presence by your side"
At 5:30 pm
God,,,,,,,,, the,,,,,,,,
is it fair for me to keep letting this taste for him, who is poisoning me more and more, a feeling I have with many hopes of happiness.
Today I cry because of you, but let today I cry only for today, after that for tomorrow I will not shed my tears again for you.
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am I the only one who loves him too much?
am I the only one who is too stupid for love?
am I the only one expecting it too much?
I DON'T KNOW...WHAT I KNOW IS HOW TIGHT IT FEELS ...
HFFF......think it makes me very hungry,ahhh want the taste of eating sour so that this sour heart taste can be neutral again.
aunty........
"she's a miss.....
"auntie I want to eat leathery soy sauce....
"oh...well non,, the baby will make, what else will be filled besides soy sauce? ask aunt ina
"aq want to add pieces of lime as well as mango mengkal bik, sahutku........
" well,non.......
I don't know what's going on, I'm dying to taste that sour taste...............
"non...call bik ina, here's the order..
" thank you bik,, woo let us eat together, bargain me to bik thisa......
"hmmmmmmmmmmmmm thanks non, but bibik can't,, it's very sour miss.........
"hmmmmmm...this is very fresh bik,
"no thanks non, while passing into the kitchen.
bibik ina is a new assistant who works in this villa, to help me cook and also take care of housework.bik ina this PRT that I got from the service of a special labor provider from INDONESIA.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,,,,,,uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, why.
At 7:30 pm
room ambience,,
almost a month this noldi didn't see me, what made him not want to come back.
ukkkkuaggggggggggggggg...taste of this nausea again..
just threw up......
" bik ina..................
" he's non............
"bik...........BUkkkkkkkkkkkkk .
" What happened.........wake up miss, nona?
panic.bik ina very panicked, miss caca fell unconscious.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,,
"non...finally non-conscious also, the child is afraid, the mother suddenly fainted.
"DON't freak out too much bik,aq is very tired bik and it makes me very drop.
" all right, non, do I need to call a doctor? ask bik ina
" thank you bik ina.
" well non...
"bik.....today I don't want to eat dinner, so please aunt eat alone.
" good non.sahut bik ina.
" oyah bik please tomorrow morning at 5.00 am bagunin me well, because want to exercise.
" good non.
right now I have to live well so he knows I don't need him.
" i hope you are happy wherever you are now.
