The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 48 The way I like it

Like a rose whose buds can't wait to bloom, that's what my heart is like right now, even if you're afraid

as long as you stay close to her, the fragrance that makes it hard for you to turn away is true love".

After our wedding that time, noldi rarely had time to be with me, she was busy with her world. Even to take the time to give me news he didn't do it at all, I didn't understand it until I was always angry that I felt that I had no meaning for her and also no place for me in her life, back then I never asked the position of marriage

we're in his life.

    But now it is like a blessing when the bitter heart is turbulent, with this pregnancy kak noldi became a figure who

it was amazing, and it made me realize that all this time I was the only one who didn't understand it.

" sister., call me as I wrestle spoiled in the arms of Brother Noldi, while chewing on the fruit of that vine

put noldi in my mouth.

"he's a darling what's wrong? ask her back

"Does sister love me? I was curious, and this was a question I asked him many times

"hmmmmmmmmmmm, is this question so important to you?

"of course, sister, I want to know how far I've been loved by my husband.

"come on, caca.

just,not.

    Hearing the answer of brother Noldi earlier, immediately changed my mood, the feeling was that there was a circle that would drip from my eye fertilizer, then I slowly moved from my current sitting position and chose to switch to the side of noldi and back, to just control my mood, and I closed my eyes as if I was asleep, but that's my way of not showing that I'm sad to hear an answer

brother noldi.

"ca. ca..

    God, it hurts so much if I don't deserve him, I murmured in my heart while hugging the bolted pillow in my arms, hoping to be an outlet for my frustration, and I'm still cool in my silence.

 Brother Noldi moved out of his place earlier, slowly I listened to his footsteps, and well. I don't know what she's thinking about with my suddenly changed attitude.

Not long after, brother Noldi came back again, and stepped towards me and positioned himself facing me while hugging and kissing me, but I was still strong to hold on in my silence.

" Dear.

    While pulling the blanket wrapped in my body, Brother Noldi tried to make my face can be seen, and the effort was successful, my face was still wet with tears plastered in front of him.

" Dear, what's wrong, he asked

"i was still faithful in my silence and tried to turn away from him to set my gaze in the other direction, but it had not yet happened, Brother Noldi first held my face with his hands firmly,while improving his sitting position next to me.

"Darling, what's wrong? why are you crying, what pain do you feel? try big brother, with an attitude that does not feel wrong at all.

"i'm fine with shaking his hand, and I'm back in the blanket, but it's not noldi if I can't be romantic and make me melt.

It didn't take long for his two burly hands to curl around my body, brother Noldi leaned his head there, while making me tremble violently, this sensation, this breath and this scent, made me tremble violently, but I didn't reject that warm embrace. Still faithfully brother Noldi hugged me in a way that made me a little nervous.

" please forgive brother maybe you are very disappointed with the answer brother earlier, but you know, brother loves you very much, more than you can understand.

" Contactably hearing that saying carved a smile on my lips, I knew it was my guinea pig in my heart, as I slowly turned my body and Brother Noldi followed my movements, I turned to face him with a smile, I turned to face him, noldi wiped the rest of my tears and tidied up my hair that covered my cheeks. Thank you, brother, I love you too.

" Sister knows that, he said with a smile at me.

     That charismatic smile was very tempting, Without the cue we started that unification the scent of love that only those who were filled with the tempest of longing could feel, I was so shocked, I was so shocked, but I am happy and well, I also with iklashnya give everything that kak noldi want, considering my condition which now contains very carefully kak noldi doing everything. Brother Noldi kept stroking my hair, we looked in silence, the desire of longing was so passionate in the unification of taste, all the touch he gave me so drifting, so, the sturdy chest and firm fields there, make anyone who sees it want to lean there.

"For those of you who are in love, understand that love is very unique, the expression of love is very real but unusual,if your heart is shaking it does not mean you are in love because there is a possibility that love is like a beautiful rose but thorny, understand this for those of you who are in love."