The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 38 FRANS

"Not to divide or give or attract others to approach me, or understand me, but I need friends now, because I realize I no longer have another life to depend on".

at 19:30

As promised by Frans, he'll meet me when he's done working to bring the leatherback.

FRENCH, FRANS,

I know Frans just as I know kak noldi, so that teo has many friends who are his confidants at the same time,so brother Noldi and brother frans are both the closest people to kak teo just a different field of work, so I'm used to them.

ting...dong....tingdong..........

"hmmmmm.hey, wait a minute, I said from behind the door, while walking slowly.

"aitzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, you long open the door, you know anyway you usually also da run around, he exclaimed ketus

"he.he.s.sorry, I said with a very cute face ,,, I know brother francs will not sulk again.

"nih,,,,,,,, guide your order, what the hell is it in the country of people looking for leatherback?the tanks are curious

While walking towards the kitchen I directed brother franc to help me wash the leatherback he was carrying.

"let's wash it first, then I tell you, 'yeahbukku.

"alright ca, whatever you are.

Currently having friends who want to help me with my current condition alone, already one thanks at least someone who cares about me.

"sister yuk, we sit in the guest room, while carrying starfruit in the bowl, my heart

"okay ready, followed the frans from behind following me,

Although in terms of appearance the style of the frans is slightly different from kak nold, but the frans also really care about me, because it used to often take me to school with kak teo and also kak noldi.

"ca.ada what the hell asked brother francs......

"sir ..I am pregnant,,,,,,,,,,, I said with courage.

"what???????????????answer in surprise

"well...are you brother, this is all because of brother's best friend, brother noldi?connect me while eating star fruit

"ohhhhhhhhh.........the story you crave again? so ask for leatherback?but how do you ask the same me, why not call kak noldi aja? the question is full of research, though,

"no, no. .. Does he care about me?

"well ca............... if he does not care why also planted tuh seed dirahim you?chirping

"no idea, maybe forgetfulness times.

"ca...........juka you who really want to marry her? why are you so lazy to talk about him now?

"franssssssssssss,aq need friends,aq just can believe ama you doang,please.......tingal here well, do you not want if you know if you do not care about me?ayohs..

"ca.....no that's not it, noldi misunderstood because I was here, she knows how.o.gah temprison husband loe.

"come on, brother, what if I do? and my baby also why-why who wants responsibility, at least you will be an uncle to my son, I said while whining.

"if so, I've gone home there, don't play here again.

"well, I've been mengambek, already tomorrow I moved my stuff from my apartment, keseini.capnya lesuh

"sister franss, sleeping in the next room well, where the usual brother if here, there will still be clothes that can be used, today nginap here well.

"but ca.....tomorrow I can't do loh, if ngak mampus I'm in mara bokap.kilah kak frans.

"sister......only brother can I trust, I don't know mama papa with my brother all diamerika and kak noldi I no longer care about him, I don't care about him, I need a friend to tell me everything about my current situation, brother, if you want to be okay, just go home, said me as I passed to the top of my room.

"he's fine.he's fine...I parked the car first, said brother fransssss while pulling my hand because I think I'm craving.

"get ready, I said with a sweet smile, a sign of victory

    I realize I can't tie people to always care about me but I need friends to tell stories, ask questions and also people who are ready to listen to my babble.

I missed Brother Noldi so much, remembering that it made me cry, no matter what I thought, I asked him to leave me, but I missed him.

"ca.

"he's brother,loe why cry, don't cry nih aq da come, he said again

"ih.......what the heck, who's crying, my neighbor, took my eyes.

"let's eat first, brother francs, so you are now easily pregnant, so you must eat right, let your child be healthy in there, taking my hand leading towards the stairs to the kitchen .

"sister, can you cook? my question is full of search.

"oh ca..........if not able to cook continuously, in my apartment who masakin? he answered while cutting vegetables.

"well, you know, you have a lot of money to hire a maid or eat out, my neighbor .

"aitzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz is as bad as me.ca .

"well, brother, if brother is bad, why do I ask for the help of brother cobak, my smile.

"it..................

tara...........

"ca,ni yuk eat, these vegetables and also salmon, let the intake of nutrients is enough for you and your baby, be healthy.

"wah...kak is good at cooking too, thanks brother, said me while eating voraciously.

"ca........you why the hell? what's your problem with Noldi?ask frans

"sister don't make me sad anymore, I don't want to talk about it, I just want to focus forward for my son and also the effort I want to walk, I said while chewing.

"ahhhhhhhhhhh........try? ca lo will have a lot of money, Chloe the rest ask the same brother teo.mama papa you or not the same husband you also must be in love even more , do not work anymore, continued brother frans.

"but my brother doesn't want to depend on them, I don't know that money is not enough I also need attention and that's what they don't give me, my neighbor.

"okay.....finish your meal, then we obrolin your plan for the future, continued Frans.