The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 51 And you are the only owner of this heart

"And I began to understand how beautiful togetherness is, when there are two hands that lovingly, full of love always hold you, always hold you,this is not advice about romance but this is a reality that is often difficult to express, if you love me do not leave me stay with me here.

As usual we spend our time together, telling stories and also sharing busyness.

" honey, today there is a meeting with some clients, at the head office, you want to come? ask noldi towards me.

"hmmmmmm, big brother who left, I was afraid that I would hinder big brother in my sister's work.

"honey, you are not a hindrance in all my activities, you are my life, if you want you can come with me to the office, bawar kak noldi.

"sister, I just want to be home, I'm afraid I'm going to get bored there and it's going to ruin my mood and it's going to affect our baby, I'm waiting for my brother to come home.

"alright baby, take a shower first, don't forget to prepare clothes for me, while passing to the bathroom.

"alright, brother, my neighbor hurriedly prepared clothes for him.

As is our custom every morning, I rushed to the kitchen to prepare the breakfast menu for this morning, then served it.

hmmmm, this soothing fragrance, this fragrance the body of kak noldi, the fragrance that always makes me feel calm and happy, I happily wait for kak noldi at the dinner table .

"honey ..., call brother Noldi from the stairs that run towards me at the dinner table.

" sister, you have breakfast before leaving, while preparing food for brother noldi on his plate.

"Honey ..keep yourself well at home rest and do not travel out of the house, and do not forget to take the vitamins.

"good brother, my,

"honey.call brother noldi, but I'm busy with my own thoughts, baby what's wrong, I'm still quiet.

Brother Noldi passed and well I can be sure, brother Noldi will leave soon, because it is still busy with my own thoughts, I did not drive him to the door and also regretted it, he said, This heart doesn't feel like being away from him for a second, I'm afraid that when he leaves he'll forget to come home and I don't know when to see me again. Suddenly I was very surprised, when there was a burly hand that hugged me from behind, I realized from my thoughts then looked up and that sweet smile, well who else if not noldi, brother, like a dream I murmured, because all I knew was that brother Noldi had already left for the office, but when he wanted to wake up my daydream, his voice suddenly made me turn my head again to make sure that it was not my imagination, he said, and well this is real.

"sister....wasn't it brother to the office from earlier? ask me to make sure.

" dear... brother ngak will be able to go to work, if sister's wife is pensive, what's the matter asked kak noldi.

"sister.do not know why, this heart is very sad, today brother will be outside the house and I can not be with brother, brother, I was afraid that when my brother was busy out there he would forget to go home and I was afraid that he would be gone a long time ago and I knew when he would be back, as I used to say, I said,making my tears not flow, suddenly my mood was very sad.

" dear , today there is only a meeting, brother, and will finish it and will come home soon and see you.Son never promised never to leave you and will always take you wherever you go and only go when you allow it, so do not grieve anymore dear.Come hurry up, please, come with me to the office, later you can rest in my work room, there you can watch tv or read books while resting, after the meeting we will go to the beauty salon, how about? tawar kak noldi

 "well, brother, I walked with Noldi who accompanied me to go up to the room to change my clothes.

At this time my mood improved again, because finally what I was worried about noldi can understand it.

 "Darling as bright as a shower, in an hour we have to get to the office, he said,

"well, brother, I said as I walked happily into the bathroom.

It did not take long, I immediately approached noldi who was sitting on the sofa room waiting for me, I also immediately used my clothes and well, it was very stealing the attention of noldi, brother, because at this time I no longer use clothes that are too open, but I use clothes that still accentuate my curves but with a slightly forward stomach, although my womb is just entering the 4th week but has begun to stand out a little ahead because, like the results of the doctor's examination there will be a possibility we have twins.

" Dear, you are so sexy and beautiful, said noldi from behind as she looked down at me and hugged me while kissing my neck and rubbing my stomach, dear you know you are the full owner of my heart, stay happy, peck noldi and hold my hand and immediately take my bag on the table, then we rushed to the office.