The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 44 Time with Him

"Many events in life that we do not understand when we always struggle to find happiness, but what we want is not achieved then sadness, sadness,despair comes to reality like a slap in this life and in fact happiness is created not sought".

    Seeing him there right now beside me, pampered tugging moved me, not feeling my tears dripping not out of sadness but out of happiness, God may all these be blessings that accompany the presence of the fruit of our love in this womb.

With a smile I went from the bed to the ground floor to prepare the lunch menu today,because I really understand whatever I serve him will he eat with pleasure even though the taste of the cuisine I make is not as good as the restaurant cuisine, but I am happy when he smiles while finishing his food.

Today I do not forget to drink milk and also special vitamins for pregnant women so that nutrients for the fetus remain fulfilled.

The cuisine I made this time was very simple, because it was pregnant so it made me feel a little nauseous when smelling the fragrances of spices so I decided to make omlet and also ozeng-oseng mushroom.

Because the cool cooking makes me forget, if brother Noldi is still asleep in the room, suddenly I smell a very refreshing and soothing fragrance and well... the fragrance was getting closer and hmmmmmmmmmm the cool touch landed right on my neck, a romantic hug.

"sister, as for me gerogi, all shy but willing.

"he dear, he continued while still hugging me intimately.

"let us eat, I asked as I tried to step but was restrained when for a moment noldi turned my body to face him and well,,,, morning kiss landed sweetly on my lips, I was honestly very embarrassed, I was so embarrassed,but noldi held my face while continuing to******* my lips while looking at my face, my heart skipped a beat and made me reflexively close my eyes, noldi's breath made my brain drugged.

"sadly..call him while ending his morning kiss, I mean we eat first, later we continue, he embrace my hand to the dining table.

"hmmmmmmmmmmm, I just blushed in embarrassment.Take a meal I kept thinking about the atmosphere when in the kitchen earlier, I felt something different that happened with brother Noldi, usually he is not this romantic, he is not,but I'm so happy to make me smile to myself.

"honey.kok smile yourself, call brother noldi while making me ashamed .

"hmmmmm, my brother is so happy, I said with a red face.

"sorry because all this time I was too busy to forget that you really need me, but I promise this time until forever I will always make you a priority, because you and our children must be happy.

"unpromise, my neighbor

"he loves big brother promise, so you don't think too much so that our children are always healthy, and also you are always healthy, later we will visit your parents to America, you miss them right? but after you give birth, because it is not good for you to travel it will make you very tired.

"thank you, brother.

"Honey rest on top later let brother finish his desk, he ordered

"good brother, my neighbor looked at him and went by.

It's not that I don't believe noldi can do homework, but I'm amazed by his attitude, very romantic and very mature, it's true that all this time I didn't understand it.

While waiting for Brother Noldi, I decided to freshen up, so I decided to take a shower.

When I was busy looking for a change of clothes, the sound of the door was open and well, that's kak noldi, at this time my position can be said to be very open, because it only uses the interior because it is still cool looking for clothes to use.

"Honey ..later catch a cold, hunt down his clothes, ask kak noldi while continuing to look at me.

"well, brother, I'm still looking for the clothes I want to wear but I'm still confused which one I should wear, can you help me to choose, my husband spoiled, my husband,

"Alright baby, take a step towards me.

""but not noldi if there is no sweet surprise,while hugging me brother Noldi picky clothes hanging in the closet and well his clothes fell on a t-shirt without subordinates and well if I wear it can be knee-length.

"sadly wear this alone, while thrusting the tee shirt, and smiling very sweet.

"seriously...tanyaku, why should this?

"he baby, you can't wear clothes that are too tight that's not so comfortable for you and our baby.

"the answer made me amazed.

"to put that shirt on, brother Noldi smiled and rubbed my stomach and God was something very beautiful for me.

I'm so happy, God,.......................

Holding my hand, brother Noldi led me to the dresser, and sat me right in front of the mirror, while pulling the towel that wrapped my hair, and then drying it, I smiled and I saw the reflection of my noldi's face in the glass.

"sad ...why keep looking at me? ask her with a smile

"ohhhhhhhh, I am so happy that you spend time with me, I said with a smile

"i too, dear, he added

"sister I want to watch tv I said, while looking at him

"well baby, after the hair is dry we just watch, smile.