The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 39 FRANS 2

"Because I am not a beggar and not a beggar, though life torments me with the taste I have, yet all I know is that my little heart remains intact for her".

3:00 at dawn

tok...tok..tok.." I knocked on Frans' room door, because somehow I wanted to hear noldi's voice, brother,hopefully the Frans can find a way to make noldi want to talk to me, all these effects of pregnancy, pregnancy bbau husband, listen to his voice, he wants everything about her.

"hmmmmmmmmmmmmm, so that brother frans while opening the door, what's the matter ca.

"frans, I can't sleep, my neighbor

"continue, frans

"i miss noldi I want to hear his voice, klau ngak I can not sleep, help telfonin kak noldi yah, I do not have his number.

"well after ca............suami himself does not have his phone number, you are serious wife what? yahhh, it must be rude because it is still sleepy

Indeed this is very silly but want how else, the baby miss his papa, honestly this feeling increasingly tempting.

"trikkkkkkkkk, trikkkkkkkkkkkkkkk,

"sorry the number you are going to is busy, please call in 5 minutes again, replied the operator who answered.

"no sense, Frans asked me to come closer,

"ca...the number is busy again, so come see this vidio, here is your husband's voice there, the next tomorrow I call again, please,

"i came closer and instantly, there was a sense of satisfaction in me after hearing the voice of the vidio ,and it turns out that the vidio was the vidio when kak teo and kak noldi kak franc same kak made a business trip to Italy at that time,honestly I can not deny the smile and laughter of noldi kangen, sweet once, once unconsciously my tears dripped.

"Sister franc, I miss him, miss brother noldi, while sobbing, I miss him,

"ca ..ayo go to bed first tomorrow I make sure you meet him, Frans said as he passed

"because of the shock of Frans' words, my leave is gone, seriously my sister, my neighbor

"he's ca.liat aja tomorrow .Sleep there.

"well, brother, my neighbor then left brother Frans.

Lately I've been very fond of noldi's brother, maybe because of the baby's birth, so wherever I'm upset with him, he's still the father of my baby, and I honestly miss him.

Recalling for a moment during our debate back then, was it too outrageous of me to tell him to leave me? But why brother Noldi did not mind and he did not give an explanation, making me all confused to interpret my current position.

Is there another woman out there who makes him lazy to go home or what is out there he already has a happier life than living with me here.

Until this moment, the love I have never changed for him, only brother Noldi who is able to destroy my heart and feelings.

Do I ask for help a brother teo, to give him a warning, But I also fear kak teo will be angry because everything that happens between me and brother noldi is my desire.

Whatever happens my love remains for her, I am not lost in my feelings but my world is her, my love is she is all her.

For a moment if I remember everything, I can smile myself, the feeling of falling in love is most beautiful, where when you want to be the person he is looking at, remembering his name can make you smile yourself, the feeling of falling in love is most beautiful,misbehavior when passing by him and being spoiled when near him.