The Pain of Loving in Silence

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'If in loneliness you bite me, what can you remember about me? will you remember my voice, my smile or just a glimpse of my image.If your heart feels empty is there a gap for me to stop in? have you ever felt a painful vibration just as the feeling of a blown wound was gone but it will perch again?'

Tgl 13 july, 06.00am

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" Slamat mornin' sir,

"For Cia, where is the boy?

"Excuse me sir, who do you mean?

" The boy I've been asking you to look after him, why don't I see him?

"ohhh..nona caca, sorry mister miss caca went to see her parents and the lady told me that the lady said thanks because all this time the master had allowed her to occupy the master's house.

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"WHAT????? WHEN DID HE LEAVE THE CIA?

" It's been almost a month, sir

" why didn't you tell me?

"i wanted to tell you, but the lady asked not to disturb you at work.

"Cia ... are you stupid, you work for me and my orders are the rules why you don't obey them?

" i'm sorry, sir, but the lady just wanted you to meet her, but since the departure of the master at that time made the lady understand that her presence only troubles the master, so he chose to take care of himself without bothering the master anymore.

" all this time what did he do? did his parents call him?

"nona just spent her time finishing her education and spent her free time to the east of this house in the most shrunken room on this side of the house master, and occasionally her parents called , 'em ,but just asking how you are, sir.

"Why did he move to another room?

" I don't know, sir, I'm just following my lady's request, sir.

" Alright Cia, help you tidy up the things that are in my suitcase.

 "well sir, Cia rushed away.

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"Hello...

" hello*********..(sister Teo).

" are you with Caca ?

" What's your max ********.....

" not that she's your wife, why are you asking me? These two years he's been with you.don't tell me my sister is missing, if it happens you know what the consequences are like?...

"Damn it. (sung kak noldi with a soft voice).

 tut's...

tutt (telephone disconnected)

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Why am I this stupid, that little girl dared to leave without telling me what she was thinking.

   Where should I look for him, if I call his master's people, then I will be the one who is silent for letting their child disappear.

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"he sir, is there something you need?

"Frans.please find out the whereabouts of the caca, he left Indonesia three weeks ago, you checked all the flight data three weeks ago and look for his whereabouts, he said, don't forget I want the results tonight.

" good sir...

tut's....

tut's....

WHY'D HE LEAVE?

That little girl never lived alone, what would happen to her out there.

 " I'm sorry sir.., said Cia from behind.

" what's up Cia?

" lady left the debit card you gave her.

FUCKIN........

 BRUKKKKKKKK...

  The door of the room slammed.

Why is this room so quiet, why does he not sleep in this room, why is there not the slightest trace of him left in this house, did he forget that he was a wife.

 Wait if I find you, I'll make you go nowhere.

"i have never looked upon her as a wife for me, not without reason but I just want to avoid her so she doesn't keep whining because it's going to make me go wild.

"Especially Caca is very young and has not graduated from school, if I am with her every day I can devour her at any time, does she not understand that she is very tempting, she said, at that time he was still very easy but his body was very beautiful in view, unfortunately I liked it.

" It was very desirable that I devoured that beautiful body on the bridal night, but I didn't want to because all that my relationship with her brother was a mess.

CRING............

KRINGGGGGGGGGGG.....................

"Hello frans, what about your assignment?

" it's all good, sir,

" good, so did you find her whereabouts?

" he is sir, miss is in London, I will send you his exact address and some other information.

" all right frans.

tut.............

tut...............

'i want you here until this room is filled with the scent of your body, which is like opium to me'