The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 30 Don't bother me

"Do not always focus and measure everything in the past, because the past is not the end of everything but the past will have no meaning when you decide to walk into the future".

Morning sweet.............

well it's that voice again, who else if not the jackson.

morning, morning is weird, morning,

"caca.................why do you think? ask jackson

"not your business.....

"caca,,,

"hm,

maybe having friends will be fun, besides we are one campus and also we are neighbors, at least we have to be on good terms.

"ayo, I was waiting for you, come here, Jack continued.

I rushed down the stairs to get there, to Jack's house.

JECK'S HOUSE..........

"Come in, take it...

"thank you, said.

"let's smile a little I won't bite you, I just want to get to know you well,

"oky.smmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm my smile, turns out you're good too, my welcome

"oh...ayolah c.........

While eating, we talked once in a while.,

"oh.that's brother teo, my brother, he came from America, but last night was back, there was a sudden job

"ohhhhhhhhh, I thought your boyfriend.

huh...huh,

"nihhhhhhh drinking ca.

"thank you jack, my neighbor.I want to go back first well, I have a promise to go to the theme place.

"do you want me to take you, bargain jack,

"no thanks.

Rushing I passed to my house, because I did not feel too good to linger in the house of jack, which turned out to be jack also lives alone, just like me.

HMMMMMMMM....today I think I will stay at home, I want to compile some books I bought yesterday, let's be easy when I need it.

Today ,, bik ina is no longer working here, because bik ina must return to Indonesia .

While humming I unpacked all my groceries yesterday and started putting them on the table, accidentally, I opened the drawer and found the watch there, and bussssssssssssssssssssssss........

noldi's watch?with a smile I remember,,,,,,,,,,, what I was thinking.

honestly I keep missing him, I miss him a lot.

But I was wondering, out there what noldi really does, and what his work environment looks like.

if you remember why 1 month I have not come this month? suddenly I took a wheel and immediately calculated the date and yaps turned out, again two new days the date came the month.

I was so afraid that if I got pregnant, because of the events of that time, let alone living alone, it would be very difficult for me.

What the heck was I thinking, I tried to shake my consciousness, while heading to the bathroom to wash my face.