The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 42 The Greatest Secret 2

Right now I'm still conscious, I can see clearly that noldi lifted me out of the car, with his ad I put my hand around his neck, like someone drunk with romance, like someone,but really the drink that I drank earlier made my head dizzy and also my body was very dizzy.

"caca let's get up, hear those words while lowering me on the sofa, sister Noldi passed by taking a glass of water and also milk to recover my hangover, and well at least that helped a lot.

"sister.....where is this?ask me

"this is in my apartment, he replied

"sister, can I ask you something?

"hmmmmmmmmmm, what's up

"who was that woman, so what is she your woman?

"what are you asking, it's none of your business.

"ahhhhhhhhh, why is it none of my business, of course my business, I said rudely, I don't know I like big brother, I love big brother,

"caca..

"sister..caca is not a child anymore, I am an adult, brother is it wrong I have this feeling for brother?ask me with a prank.

"caca....please understand this whatever it is you and I are different, and also me and your brother are good friends, so please don't be weird.

"Oh well if that's what you want, then I get up and come closer to Brother Noldi who is sitting on the sofa over there,

"sister, can I ask you something?I'm slow, I'm slow,

"hmmmmmmmm, what's more caca...........

"grandfather what can I spend tonight with brother, here, I want before this day ends I want to be with brother.

"glass, you know what the hell, you know you're a student your age is still 16 years old, weird.

"what's sister afraid of? or the brother of a loser.

"caca......so you say I'm a loser or a coward that I obviously disagree with you.

Everything I did today was all because of my emotions, the party's ceremony, why other women could casually embrace it, embrace it, whereas I couldn't, even if I offered.

All this time all I wanted was for sure I got, challenging me to give to others.

brother I want to take a shower, can I borrow a towel? much

"it's in the cupboard, take it, the order

IN THE BATHROOM.................

While crying in the shower, as if to remove the tightness that is in my heart, how not , my love for my man was rejected with real.

On the other hand, I remember the words of one of my best friends, who said that if a man touched a woman, then the man would lose control and everything would change, whether this was the right decision.

The end of tonight will be the beginning of our love.

Without feeling awkward, I went to the sofa, using a towel that wrapped my body.

I stood firmly, in the hope that tonight Brother Noldi would take a glance at me,

"caca.....snapped brother noldi, behave politely, wear your clothes, do not equate here and in your personal space, there I am here.

"Keep if there's a big brother why, isn't brother not interested in me?sahutku.

"glass, come here.

Pulling my hand, brother Noldi asked me to go into his room, and sat me down at his dressing table, and he took a comb and combed my hair,

"glass, you're my best friend's sister, it's not good for you to have a personal relationship with me, it'll mess things up, while combing my hair.

"sister, but I like brother, I reply

"glass, you're too innocent to know the limits in that liking, today you're not like the caca I've known all along.

"he, all this time I have only been silent with my feelings, but now no longer , too short of taste, while sobbing I face towards Brother Noldi.

"glass what's wrong?

"i don't know if she loves my sister so much, why can't she look at me or what because of that woman who was with my sister, my neighbor

"stop the caca, while passing to the window of the room.

I was about to catch up with noldi to the window but, noldi quickly turned towards me, took my hand and I fell in his arms, the smell of noldi's body was very tempting, making my nerves stiffen.

"what do you want, for all this?

"sister if I can be honest, I want my brother to be mine completely, or don't give me a hint that I'm in your life.

Without a cue Brother Noldi kissed my lips,DEG....my heart stopped beating, my first kiss, I did with him, the longer the lips stuck to make me realize,I casually gave her access and returned the kiss, the longer it took me to dissolve and I spontaneously stepped in to give her deeper access. I saw Brother Noldi close his eyes and and continue to****** my lips, consciously I slowly take off the shirt that noldi was wearing earlier, without rejection.

When the shirt came off, I took off the towel I was wearing and fell on the floor, my plain body in front of him, I did it for the night and the beginning of our story,

"glass what are you doing?

"sister, after this night has passed I want you to remember it.

With that reaction

"glass, put on your clothes, this kiss is enough, don't overdo it, it will be very painful, for you.

"Thank you for calming me down.

before marrying noldi, we had grown up with him, even in this apartment became a second home for me, just to remember my love I often come here.