The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 32 Unusual taste

"As far as you go, leave everything, then believe me you're getting closer to it all,there will be an energy that will pull you back and it is a fastener that will never come off even if you throw and keep running, you will definitely come back with the same taste even in different situations,that's the pull of love".

At 4:00pm

today is not as bad as I thought, thanks to Jack at least I went to college very quiet. As it passed leaving the loyal jack looking at me with that smile, but well without forgetting I say thank you. Jack quickly walked to his house.

I don't know why today my feelings are tickling in my heart but it's hard to say and also interpret, all the while passing towards the door of the house.

"krekkkkkkkkkkk, dumbstruck and shocked, because the door is not locked, as I remember this morning before leaving for college, the door is locked. While being careful I went in and went straight through the ground floor of my house, just to make sure everything was okay and no one else came in, having finished checking and everything was nothing strange,I passed to the top floor where my room was, taking the stairs slowly I checked every corner of the room and nothing strange, I went to my room, when I got there everything was safe ,but somehow my heart beat so fast, it made my chest pound.

It felt tiring because of the anxiety earlier, so I decided to change my clothes using thinner clothes, after which I put this body dry while closing my eyes.

krekkkkkkkkkkkk, the sound of the door opening from the direction of the bathroom, I who heard it sayup-sayup immediately got up and stood on alert. Slowly I made sure, and well..The two legs were limp at once to find the fact that someone was walking near me and of course all the calmness that I was trying to build up all this time was broken not left ,the color of the man walking towards me was noldi's brother.

 He did not change at all, his sweetness made the recesses of my soul rustle because of this longing, very painful to tell.Smooth hair and a stocky body facing me by using the winding of a towel in the carry part, very painful to tell,this amazingly seductive charisma, hfffffffff this heart-wrenching swish torments me.

There was no small circle that flowed without permission from my eyes, all the tightness that I had been holding alone was ready to overflow because I saw it, I immediately rushed to go to leave it from the room, leaving it from the room, but she quickly grabbed my hand and I fell into her arms, by rebuking and trying to get away from her.

"honey....do you not miss this husband of your longing, this ruler of your heart, said noldi without the slightest guilt.

"miss what? do I deserve to miss you? while I am at this time always confused as to what I am in your life do I have a little place in your world, am I not enough to be a meaning for you?, is it not enough for you?,while unbearably my anger overflowed while being accompanied by these teardrops, expressed all my emotions because of it.

"honey.... I know I was wrong, let's talk, brother Noldi, take a hug and immerse his face into my neck.

"talk what, my embrace with ketus,,, talk about how stupid I keep waiting, how much pain I have from missing you, who always expects you to understand what I want?....while continuing to say I vent all my anger,

"Why do I also miss this scent, the scent of my noldi's body while remaining still I just stare at it,

"sadly forgive me,,,, for all the circumstances that you are in, and also sorry for continuing to be tormented in the mind, you have flecks, which result in failed conception in your womb, she said,while bowed noldi shed tears.

looking at brother Noldi who was full of guilt and to shed tears while hugging my stomach tightly, making my little heart sliced, it turns out I just know the reason why at the time I went to the obstetrician at that time,I was given various sports medicine and it turned out to be a medicine to clean the contents to shed. That's the sadness I feel right now.

"sorry big brother should not make you too many thoughts that make your physical condition weaken at that time, but believe me until this second, I'm not very sorry, I'm not very sorry,because it was too busy brother was not there beside you at that time.sambut continued to curl up in my arms while holding my flat stomach.If only our baby was not broken then at this time brother will hug you together.

hearing the words of brother Noldi made me not believe, this mysterious him turned out to have a melow side as well.