The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 49 Meaningless anxiety

"Sweet wine, a dense color emanated clearly from behind the glass of the owner, who dares to taste it will turn to the dream world as a solvent in wishful thinking, there will be a pseudo-shadow, and,when the time comes it will realize because one sip is able to control you, so it can make you speak all the secrets of your heart".

My days today are so much fun, every day there is a noldi with me, so no longer lonely. We will spend a lot of time together, eating together and other activities.

7:00 am

"hello....

"hello, well what's up, Frans? noldi was having a phone conversation with her assistant.

"The work I have completed here, and there are some documents to sign, if there is any time today I will come to bring it, how?

"alright, Frans, I'll wait for you this afternoon,

"go.tut.

Somehow hearing the conversation made me a little sad, which is likely to be busy again in the world of work and will often travel far again either time will come home to see me.

because I was busy with my own thoughts, I did not realize from earlier brother Noldi noticed my behavior.

"honey.

"sis, I answered briefly

"what is it, how do you look sad?

"would you go to work again and never come back ?

"oh.that was, Frans telfon and he's gonna deliver some documents today, so he'll meet me later this afternoon, for now some work I'll just take from here,the rest will be done by my assistant.

"really? my question is enthusiastic, which means noldi ngak will go away from me.

"he baby, now you are pregnant will be very dangerous if you live alone, so you do not think much about the no-no so that your health remains stable.

"get ready, my answer is short.

"alright baby, while passing to the bathroom kak noldi rushed to take a bath.

Breakfast this morning, I only made sandwiches and warm milk, because we used to eat less heavy food in the morning.

After everything was done I prepared, I took him and arranged it at the table, while waiting for Brother Noldi to come down for breakfast together.

"sadly, call Brother Noldi from the stairs while walking towards the dining table

"let's have breakfast, I said, serving sandwiches and pouring a glass of milk for noldi.

"he dear, he took his food.

We spent our breakfast in silence. Everything I've wanted all this time about my small household, slowly began to materialize, besides the hardworking kak noldi was also very devoutly worshiping, and that made me very amazed, when our children are born, we can be good parents to them.

"Darling, don't forget to drink the vitamins.

"well brother, my neighbor.

    Because the breakfast was finished, brother Noldi went straight to his workroom, and I immediately cleaned the dining table and also immediately washed the dirty dishes used breakfast.

Because it was advised by the doctor to consume a healthy and balanced diet, today I plan to make a fruit and vegetable salad, and, because sister Noldi also liked it very much and besides brother frans today will come so I make more, sister noldi and brother frans almost have the same appetite.

While preparing everything I did not forget to brew ginger tea for noldi, I know at this time to accompany me he had to do his work from home and without the help of his secretary, he said,so he needs stamina to maintain his endurance. Immediately I headed to noldi's study to bring her some tea.

"sister.call me behind the door,

"he ..honey come in, he asked

"it's tea for sister, drink it so that sister's a little rilex, my neighbor

"thank you dear, he said briefly while focusing on the screen of his laptop.

    I also did not want to linger in the workspace kak noldi because it will make him buy time, I rushed to the kitchen to prepare the salad ingredients that I will make. While playing my favorite song, I finished my work, and did not forget I also prepared a plain sandal bread to complement the salad dish. Finally finished also the kitchen business, now I want to clean the flower garden next to the house. Our yard is very green and many shady trees there, there are many ornamental plants and ornamental plants that I like the most is roses, almost all types of roses are in our garden, there are many, besides because I have a flower shop business, my love with roses itself did start as a child, because it often saw mama planting and caring for roses and when blooming is very beautiful.