The Pain of Loving in Silence

Episode 33 Without Rejection

"This heart rate is racing, there's occasional vibrations, stings in this blood stream, that feeling

back again describing a smile again at the corner of this lip, what happened?"you are the owner of true love".

Still nailed to sit by the bed, without a sound,

"glass.I didn't know you were so.

angry but, right now I'm here, forgive brother and smile, sis noldi

defending silence.

"do you want me to smile?

wh-wh-what for? to make fun of me? answer me with a ketus.

"sad.

angry, but don't you miss me? connect noldi with a handsome face

charisma-filled.

"missing big brother, how important is it for big brother if I miss big sister? whether or not I am the same

only, I am only a woman who imposes her will on a man, who basically does not want me, I replied with a trembling voice.

I admit that this marriage we had was my wish, all because of my selfishness to have and be loved, for me noldi was the dream man I wanted,in addition to her charisma she also has high ethics and values of loyalty. I asked to marry him.

"sad sorry .... for missing me you have to be like this, but you have to know until now that you are my wife, and you realize that.

"hearing the words of my wife that noldi said made me shiver, why my heart is pounding and there is a little vibration that makes my feathers stand up, it really makes me blush embarrassed.

"honey, my dear....., call brother noldi to me.sorry because your easy-time brother who should be happy is even full of pressure,

"do you ever know what it's like to miss your sister, what it's like to wait from day to day? was it worth it that I did all that just to get a little attention from big brother? what saddens me is this fate of my love for my sister, crying out all the burdens I felt without looking at her at all,maybe for this brother is the redemption that I have to go through with my decision to force myself to big brother.

"caca is probably the dumbest guy in the world in love, but you should know that you are very grateful to have you until this moment, just there are so many things out there that you have to do,brother just doesn't want the outside world to recognize you as part of my life

" caca.. not like that, continued noldi.

"but why ? am I a burden to my sister? ask me with a vibrating voice,

" caca, dear.you should know that if anyone out there recognizes you as my wife then they will try to hurt you, you know if that happens then it ends my life in the hands of your brother,he entrusted you to me, in the world that I live in right now all risk the lives of many mafia out there who want my life and it doesn't matter to me if only I end but what if they involve you too? if I'm the one they're after doesn't matter and what if my wife does too? said noldi with a pressure tone.

Hearing everything that Brother Noldi said, making my bones limp for a moment, hearing him say the ending of life frightened me, because if brother Noldi left me alone in this world I could not imagine the destruction of my life without him.

" sister.....call me, with a sad face with tears, sister don't leave me alone in this world, I love big brother very much,if big brother leaves there's nothing else I can do, just move on and hug him tight.

Getting such a reaction from me Brother Noldi just fell silent and hugged me too, this warm feeling always lingered in my memory. Slowly noldi lifted my cheek and wiped my tears.

" caca..

"i just kept quiet and kept hugging her,

"sadly I miss you so much, while whispering in my ear, brother Noldi exhaled me goosebumps, while he kissed me Brother Noldi began to pull me tighter into his arms,baby you know there are a lot of women out there who volunteered to offer themselves to me but only a caca can pull me away from touching another woman.

"when I forget my sorrow,

" honey ..while kissing me, my brother Noldi started naughty with his cool style and with full of charisma, I realized that if I miss it too.

"awww....the voice escaped when noldi kissed my neck, the stinging feeling stirred up the adrenaline in my body, with sly noldi kak played everything in this body,I was so happy to give him access, because I missed him too.

    Unknowingly we were already clinging to each other in kisses, while looking at her as she was like a thirsty baby was there, I rubbed her hair while enjoying her scent, my inner prayer right now is "God do not separate us anymore, maybe I am currently selfish if I do not want to be away from him but that is the reality, unknowingly kak noldi quit his activities and align his face that makes me very embarrassed, he said,dear I miss you so much, said brother Noldi, dear I want it said kak noldi as if asking for permission to access further, I just nodded and also replied with a word I was waiting for him.

" dear, I miss this so much, said noldi, taking off the cloth I was wearing, which may hurt a lot more but still look at me and hold my hand when you feel pain,he said I just nodded.

"ahhhhhhhhhh, I said because noldi already started the game, while holding his hand, with my noldi whispered ,the touch of speech made my lips expand smiling, with his spirit noldi kak started his activities, I also love I want a baby, I want a baby,

" the groans peaked as we reached the breaking point and in racing continued to pump at increasingly higher speeds,spontaneously he pulled the pillow beside him and slipped it into my waist and finally my waist was high above it whispered again in my ear,while timidly I replied, very narrow because from the beginning we married sister only twice entered it and this is the third time, so it is rarely used the owner, while smiling noldi tightened his jolt and well.....the warm liquid perfectly gushed in my womb, with sweaty noldi's legs lying next to me and hugging me, asking me not to move.

"sadly silent for a moment let our future successor find his place inside, not long noldi lay down and fell asleep because tired.