SURVIVING BECAUSE OF STATUS

MISSED THE PLANE

I'm running out of ways to deal with Rania's father, all the things he's decisive about. Even when he came home he knew my house, holding the key he had from nowhere. Open the door of my house with ease. I'm really stressed today. Silence me he ignored.

Entering the room like he already knows the ins and outs of this house.he does not look like a stranger coming to a new house. Sitting on the edge of the bed, rubbing the bed sheet then on his back with half his legs dangling down, without feeling puffed. I really want to scream, "asshole" a lot. Until my uneg-uneg. What is the power I just keep silent do not want to show my arrogant side in front of Rania.

Breathe out, pull out again. Countless times I do it but my anger never subsides.

“comfortable room, soft mattress. But darling sleep alone” God,, can't the lips be still. Before I throw him in the face with the perfume bottle on the nightstand. Don't forget that disgusting smile.

“you want to sleep here, don't be ashamed. We miss, three years is not a short time. Aren't you kangen?” patting his chest to the left. It has been patience that has been pendam from earlier. My heart is hot to hear his rubbish.

“you're a traitor. And get out of my room right now, I'm sick of seeing you...!!!,” I said in a soft tone full of emphasis. Worried to hear Rania in the next room.

My jaw tightened with the unchannelled rage.I ran out of sense facing this man.

“I have to say how many times if I am not a traitor, my heart is still the same as it used to be, there are you and Rania that's it” he replied casually staring at me.

“if you want to brag there must be a limit sir, I am not a child that you can lie continuously” I replied full of anger. The debate this time was not a draw, he who was casually smiling every time he spoke, while I was full of emotions. It seems like this time I will lose, but it must not, I must not be weak in front of this bastard.

“I told you, don't show that adorable face in front of me, because otherwise, I'll lock you up all day in your room you know it's going on.” with his ignorant face that perverted smile comes out.

Fix, he challenged me blatantly, I will serve. He had lowered my pride many times today.Don't forget his eyes and his eyebrow movements went up and down.

“apparently your brain is still the same master, not far from the cell*ng*n. If you still want to meet Rania, get out of my room, or even get out of this house right now” I replied trying as quietly as possible. Because the more I feel this man's emotions the more I feel in the wind.

“you found my weak point baby, well I'm out. Later that night I slept with Rania, do not forget to close the door of her room tightly, afraid that someone will enter the middle of the night. Because here is a man who willingly resisted longing for his wife for 3 years” he said in a calm tone, but my chest went down and up holding a lump of anger because I feel humiliated now.

“fear khilaf..”he said right in my ear, then passed with a triumphant smile. I was fed up, resentful, disgusted with the soft voice that greeted my ears just now. I threw a pillow, but baby only hit the door, because the perverted man closed it after coming out.

I immediately locked the door, my feet slumped while leaning against the door of my room. My tears are spilling. The tears of hatred that I cannot channel, the fury that does not get an outlet. And I feel insulted by every word and deed of that man now.

I didn't even find a way to escape my ex.

My body is sultry, after the show, I haven't had a shower. Walk into the closet, looking for a closed house shirt. To prevent bad things from happening to me. Now at home I can't do anything.

Soaking in the bathup feels so much fun. My body is more relaxed, even with my mind. All emotions, heartache for a moment. When the warm water greeted my soft skin without a thread, the scent of favorite therapy greeted my senses, adding to the peaceful atmosphere.

Forget about Rania's father and her behavior for a moment, I need to refresh my brain to be able to clear-eyed. Looking for the weakness of that perverted man. But what, other than Rania especially?. Come on brain, be smart now, we're facing a creature that has no shameless veins.

Even as the night went on, my eyes did not immediately fall asleep. Feelings of worry, fear and anxiety. If at any time the man enters my room without me knowing. And do unwanted things.

I don't know what time I'm really asleep, maybe because I'm too tired to think. Until I can't stand it.

“assalamualaikum bunda” sound Rania tapping my room. I hurried to open the door still with the face attached. Because I just had a morning prayer.

“lho, Rania koq is neat to go?” I wonder if I am holding my son sitting on the side of my bed.

“said Dad, we're on a morning flight. So Rania finished morning prayers instantly get ready”.

“emang what time the plane” more me, really I did not lie. I really don't know I haven't even seen the plane tickets. My daughter shook her head moving right and left.

“where is your father?” I asked Rania, I really hate her more, can't one day she doesn't make a mess in my life.

“tuh, is under the same om brother?”

“hah..?” that's all that came out of my lips

I rushed down, still with a face I hadn't opened yet. The two people sitting on the sofa of the living room turned their heads in unison.

“morning Fira” greet bang fatih,

“abang since when to come” more curious.

“abang nginap here, want to wake up you pity it looks like soybean, brother sleeps under the same husband you” he replied casually

“why do you stay at home fira, whether the CEO OF GLOBAL GROUP runs out of money to just stay at the hotel”tanyaku upset. How these two guys got along now. How strange. That means they're gonna keep forcing me home.

God what reason do I have to say in order to thwart his plans.

“abang can not relax stay at the hotel. Even in the hotel's own brother.if you want the usual candidacy, they approach to seek support. The only place that's not sniffed is here. Brother can live a normal life for a while.”the explanation, makes sense to me.

Bang Fatih did not lie, ahir-ahir I saw a lot of billboards of various sizes scattered in the streets, displaying the faces of legislative candidates from the regional or central levels. With the various visions and missions they carry out.

“kamu koq not ready, later miss the plane” he said

“can't bang, Fira here only. Fira does not want to go home to meet the traitor” I replied, my chin raised towards her father Rania.

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“if you don't want to go home it's your business and your husband's, but Rania brother take it first, let father and mother be happy. Forget your hatred for your husband, go home, think of the one who gave birth to and raised you now.”what the hell is this. he will indirectly separate Rania and me.

“om brother, ayuk!” so my son is happy to be brought by Fatih first, this cannot be allowed.

“wait a minute, mom packed” I said walking away from them

“kopernya already ready tuh, you just change clothes” it, the voice of the destroyer atmosphere I turned, his chin raised in line with the view of his eyes at the end of the stairs. Since when did he do that.

I don't care what he says, it's only an hour I have to get ready immediately before Fatih's bang brings Rania. The journey from my home to the airport took an hour.

After checking everything and making sure no one was left behind, I descended in haste, breathing hard me down below. I saw the man carrying the riot sitting quietly with his car.

“mana Rania” asked her, her relaxed face did not look panicked

“has gone first, you lama” he said with a smile and a bite on his lower lip. Then he stood up to me.

I don't know why I got goosebumps looking at her expression, I was really scared

“don't fuck around, otherwise I'll shout”kataku as my eyes glare at him. He doesn't care . I took a few steps back. I closed my eyes as my fear grew.

“it turns out your brain is perverted too, breed it..” he said in a soft voice, suddenly a soft object touched my cheek. I was shocked, my eyes were breaking. That hand is already coiling my stomach. I turned around, I quickly pushed the tall body. He retreated with a triumphant smile on his face. My heart is hot, even hot. How many times has he harassed me since his arrival.

“awesome....!” I raised my hand high, took a swing to hit him.

“mau we continue here or in your room, hmm...”dia caught my hand.

“I do not want to be touched men do not know yourself like you, Mr. Amir”, I said again do not forget my tone that has risen.

“ayo departs, I'm afraid I can't control myself” said he casually stepping before me, his right hand pulling the suitcase. Stop, look at me

“want me to grab, my other hand still empty” looked at me with her gentle gaze, extending her left hand towards me.

“quickly leave before you miss the plane because it was you” my steps quickly preceded it.

An online taxi was waiting for us. I looked at him in wonder, my car was there why there should be a taxi.

“mau parked how long your car in the airport, it is safer to put here” the answer as if you can read my mind.

I go in, I throw my body rough in the backseat. Rania's father is sitting next to me.

Throughout the trip we were silent. I don't want to talk to him enough already his bad treatment for me as long as he comes into my life for two days.My mood is broken, peace no longer I get. Only hatred is growing.

I got off the car that was driving me, the man followed me behind. Towards the departure gate according to my destination city.

“Sorry ma'am, the plane has departed from half an hour ago” suffocated my joints have heard it, how can I not meet with Rania. God, why did this man bring bad luck into my life.

“why dear,”tanyanya. A circular hand on my shoulder, the owner smiled shamelessly at me.

“for you I can't meet Rania”tapan sharp I pointed. No matter the confused look of the airport attendant towards us.

“sit down first let calm” so calm he seemed not to feel guilty for missing the plane that had just experienced.

we were sitting next to each other in the passenger's waiting seat, I threw my eyes away. Not looking at him.

“who said Rania was on a commercial plane who?, you know for yourself what happens if your brother brings Rania here. Will not be able to fly him, who is waiting for him certainly do not want to lose track”Ya Allah, why I did not have time to think there. Even bang Fatih chose to evacuate home also for that reason.

“why don't you say it, deliberately want to play me, yes?” tanyaku. The two people sitting in front of me turned their heads, not caring. I hate this guy next to me.

“you didn't ask” casually once this shameless human answer,

“keep thinking, I'm here to accompany you so!” it's exhausted my patience, from waking up until now he makes my mood is not okay.

“maaf mbak, understand PMS” sharp gaze I directed. How dare he say that to the two people staring at us.

I put my foot away from him. It's up to me not to be with him, if it wasn't for Rania I wouldn't have come home with this bastard.

I took my salary, was about to contact Rania, a hand preventing me

“HP Rania is in Mas.”he said still in a soft tone.

I wanted to cry, feel like a fool tricked this man.he was endlessly provoking my emotions from earlier.