SURVIVING BECAUSE OF STATUS

THE REPEATED MISTAKE

“i failed to protect her, I already failed. How can I show my face in front of my father and mother” he said at that time. The first time I personally saw sir fatih, fragile to tears. We who are in one car dumbfounded all.” A tough person is invincible to his business opponents. We cry with regret in front of us.

Sri's story, it still goes.

“When I was assigned to meet the mother with a story that she corals, armed with photocopy of diploma and KTP who either has anyone. I don't know either. When I applied at my mother's place, I was surprised why sir Fatih wanted to help women marry and have children. Furthermore, I was even more shocked when my mother immediately accepted me without suspicion, even giving her full confidence to manage the store. Had I not been an honest person maybe this store was up with its contents” said the woman

“mom good people, even too good.the weakness of the mother is only one, easy to trust the same people. Be careful, you know, many evil people who often take advantage of people like you” he said in a serious tone

“you don't have to worry, I'm experiencing it now. Being lied to without me realizing” my answer was just insinuating his words earlier.

“seru once the story” voice of the man I don't want to meet for now

“for what brother came here, want to laugh at the stupidity of fira?” I asked the fatih bang who suddenly sat in the chair right in front of me.

“Nobody can be proud now, if behind all this there is no more interference by the CEO OF GLOBAL GROUP”, I still have an upset for this man.

“from the past until now brother always proud of the same fira whatever fira do brother always proud.” replied the man who was not ashamed to show his true form in front of me.

“abang can not be long, fira already knows all the stories. I think now Fira is no longer angry, right?” what kind of question is that. Cih, just embarrass me.

I nodded, everything he said was true. There is no reason to hate him. After hearing stories from kirana and monica.

My HP shook right after the fatih bang left. The name of Edo was written there. Amir's secretary in the office.

“Assalamualaikum, mas Edo. Can I help you?” ask me in a friendly voice.

“waalaikum greetings, sorry to interrupt the time, here are some files that you have to sign can mom to the office?” said the man who served as my husband's confidant.

“why not my husband mas” I said, the company will have Amir mas. I told you that I don't understand the real estate and construction companies at all. What should I sign.

“but the ownership is in the name of the mother now, all shares are in the name of the mother.so the one entitled to the signature here is only the mother syafira” he explained

“well, but can't now, I will try as soon as” replied me. I just want to convince myself that I can run two companies at once. There was just that husband.

“i wait as soon as possible, because there are some files that must be signed” said again.

“well I will try. Thank you for your cooperation mas”kataku

“well this ma'am is my obligation, then I close first there is still much to do” the connecting tone is cut off from across. I am grateful that the weight of my mind has been lifted a little.

Lost already anxiety, fear and suspicion towards my husband, may happiness continue to surround me.

***

There is no reason to be unhappy at this time.My hate for the fatih bang evaporated just like that after hearing the real story of the sri. And my husband has always been sweet until now. I reduced my busyness. I try to get home before my husband comes home like he used to.

welcoming her home from work, dinner together chat with Rania. My daughter has gone up to Kindergarten B now. More active and more chatty.

I want to know it's getting bigger. Sometimes they are overwhelmed by the questions asked. But I'm proud my daughter's getting smarter.

Tired of having to check a few piles of files in front of me. This is my second day at PT. TWO PEARLS. The name of the company my husband built, which was so easily handed over to me. The name was also inspired by me and Rania he said I don't know.

From the month of the month the profit chart shows a significant increase, it is great that my husband manages this company. I do not know how he can divide his time between his work in the SOE company and his own company.

Some files I signed. Only two more after it's done, I'll go home, have a warm bath and rest, perfect.

I went back and forth this financial statement, there was a large expenditure number listed there.for what money is this much. I do not understand about other reports. But if financial statements are my forte.

“Mas Edo please leave my room briefly” I said via mobile phone.

“iya, there is something I can help bu” said this man after being in my room

“ini ma'am, there is proof of transfer and bank account statements, all attached here” said Edo after a while re-enter my room, with some files in his hand.

I checked one by one, read carefully. Until finally I stuck to one name listed there. proof of transfer about a week ago according to the date listed there.

My heart stopped beating. My chest's tight. My sight blurred for a moment. My hands trembled and the paper I was holding shook as well.

Proof of transfer amounting to 1.5M on behalf of Felicia Andara. Oh Allah...

My body was limp as boneless, what was the matter with the two of them. What happened to my husband. turns out the change during this is just his wits.why Mas Amir could do this, hurt me a second time with the same person.

Do they still have a relationship behind me, does my husband contact you secretly. And a series of other questions came to my mind. Why would they hurt me again and again.

“what's mom, are you having trouble?” edo asked in astonishment, looking at his face like a confused person.

“who transfers this much money, please see this report mas” I replied while giving a report containing proof of transfer in front of Edo.

“I am ma'am, but on your orders. Something strange” asked again.I shook my head.

“What, this woman ever come here to see you?” I'd like to make sure they both lie behind my back. With a chest that beats fast.

“never ma'am, as long as I work here have never come to bring women, except clients. It was immediately asked to consult to me” Edo replied at length. Did they meet secretly outside?

“do Mas Edo know the woman whose name is listed here, or have you met?” I'm showing you proof of transfer

“no ma'am, and I have never met even though” the answer is straightforward I look fixed face. There was nothing to be suspected of from this man.

She never understood my domestic conflicts, and she didn't know Andara either. So there's no way I'm telling Edo everything.

This heart is back in pain, the wound that has dried up is back bleeding. My heart was broken a second time. I'll make sure this time I won't forgive you.

“i have not told you that I have ransfer” his words no longer care.

“mas Edo bis go now thank you” answered me briefly.

My tears were rushing, my heart was really hurting. The umpteenth time you weren't prepared for betrayal and my husband did it again

My trust that had started to grow, he destroyed it again. I can get up after this, but I'll solve this problem myself. Fuck the station. I don't want to torture this heart just for maintaining a status.

The most important thing now is that my heart must be strong. I must be happy enough that man has brought suffering into my life.

Why do they play with my feelings,. Was the word talak he said at that time just a charade?. There was an invisible pain but it felt more slashing. Instead of me lamenting fate, I'd better find my own way out.

“sri, S2 scholarship offered yesterday so I take it, you please take care of the file yes, later if there is less contact me” I said on sri via telephone.

There was no other choice in my life, other than to walk away from their lives. Please be happy for my suffering, but I will make sure before that I will divorce my husband.

No matter the status of the widow. I'll do it alone even if he doesn't, because I want it.

No one should know about my plan. Even my parents. I knew no one would support my decision. And I have no reason to hold on.

It turned out that nothing had changed from the snake woman, that much money she would definitely use to fulfill her ambition. I treated them too well, and I easily forgave them. But this time never, because I feel pain without them knowing what it's like.

“how today, are you tired. Want mas massage to relax” said the man I hate the most for now.I shook my head slowly I forced a smile even though this heart did not accept. I I have to pretend to be good for the next few days. Until my business is done I'll leave this heartless bastard.

I'm not gonna ask you about the money transfer. Because I know he'll find a thousand reasons to cover up his lies. And I can't fall. Please enjoy the betrayal. But I won't be fooled a second time.

It's been enough of the pain I've been through all this time, and I won't repeat the same stupidity.