SURVIVING BECAUSE OF STATUS

UNCOVER THE PART II TABIR

We can not choose where destiny will bring this life.in addition to patiently undergoing sincere is also very important. There is no word of regret because all the two have arranged. I chose to hold on to keep many hearts from getting hurt.

For most people my choice may sound stupid, but not with me. When the lips say no but the heart is still touched by his behavior, by his change of attitude. I can't possibly go.

Sacred bond in the pledge in the name of God before the witnesses wholeheartedly. I don't want to tarnish that.

Marriage is quite one time there is no second and third, that's my principle. Where the path of destiny will take me I don't know. This heartache is still throbbing occasionally. I don't mind let it go, it all went like this first.

We sat in the back of the house where the fatih bang was occupied. Very large page. I don't know whose house this is, I haven't asked

A neatly arranged garden, elephant grass like a rug spread wide soothing eyes that look.

The small flowers that bloom add to its beauty. In the corner there is a fish pond with various types of colorful fish that make anyone feel at home for long here.

“hai..”someone patted me on the shoulder in his soft voice forced me to look at him.

“tell me who wants to tell me brother is ready to hear it” soft greeting resuscitated me from daydreams about the direction of my marriage.

“fira has lost faith in Amir” mas I replied briefly. Without looking at him. Sitting in the seat next to me that is bounded by a small table.

“hhmmm...”that's all that's said from this man.we looked at each other straight ahead busy with each other's thoughts.

“what fira fears” questions bang fatih without looking at me

“the same incident repeated, fira could not bear the pain for the second time” answered me weakly. That's not the truth.

“give your heart time to answer. Give it some distance for a while.

Do not make decisions when anger is overpowering. If you do not want to regret later” still with the same advice. From then until now his advice has never been in vain.

His mature thinking, always a place to confide my friends in the campus first.

Nothing has changed from his attitude, his smooth speech, his firm tone of speech authoritative. But why hasn't God sent him a soul mate. Destiny no one knows.

“fira is grateful to still have the effort, so it is not too surprised when Mas Amir is double. Even the fira was ready with the worst possibility when it” answered me. I took a slow breath. And blow it up, the same way. Give it a moment.

“fira is ready to part, if only father-and mother did not forbid me, being a widow in our village is still valued a disgrace bang” I said with a gaze that glared far away.

“he did change, which the phira feared the change was just to make amends. Not because Mas Amir still loves fira”, I continued. this man still listens to him carefully.

His lips were locked, his gaze straight ahead. I don't know what he's got

“sorry, should fira not add burden brother” I said, suddenly the guilt feelings appeared.

“no one is burdened, brother is sorry to have to block your number. Brother thought the man would love fira, as it turned out,,” his sentence stopped. He took a deep breath. The load is too heavy.

Bang Fatih's first child, his two younger sisters. His father had asthma. Can not work too hard if the disease soybean can be recurrent. Be the one to help Aunt Rukayah sell rice at her house. From shopping to cooking.

For the results of the cooking, I do have a thumbs up. I'm the only woman who lost to Bang Fatih. His life used to be independent requires him to work hard to finance his college in the city. Rukayyah's aunt's income could not cover the high cost of college.

In college he used to work part-time, starting from being a porters in a factory, to being a sales of a food product.

“Bang, can fira ask?” I said, looking at her, making sure she was afraid she felt uncomfortable

“hmm..” that answer I heard

“how could the woman know the reason why brother left his engagement plan”tanyaku again.

“honest branch, if the man I met was having an affair. I said he's my brother-in-law. He doesn't believe. After that he found out who your husband is and what it has to do with me. All the facts he knows, including those of us who do not have a sibling relationship.” The answer.

“that woman found out about you. Exactly anything about fira”jedah for a moment

“abang has warned many times not to approach you or he will regret it. The woman doesn't care.I give her what she wants as long as don't bother you and also Rania, she agrees. I think it's all over, we broke up well he never came again, until these few months he came again with the same threat. Asking brother to go back to him continued what he used to say, but brother already did not care” his gaze was still glaring as if he was imagining the incident in the past.

“abang threatened back, brother thought he gave up, apparently not. Until the end of the embarrassing incident happened”she added again.

“why do you do all this?”ask me curious

“admissibility brother to protect fira, because the only person who fira have only brother in this city” answer look at me stick

“of course not, precisely brother grateful to be separated from him. After breaking up, only my brother realized that he was not much different from Andara. In front of me he's nice, like a submissive cat. It was behind, like a female tiger. The wild woman is good at theatrics” replied bang fatih in a very upset tone.

I know he harbors tremendous anger. His depressed tone of voice trembled slightly. His jaw is hardened. How can this handsome and established man in front of me get such a woman.

Iba, that's how I feel about this man.at his age he should have been married. But, he was still alone.even sacrificing his happiness for my happiness.

A good man, may he be met with a good man. Only prayer can be made for the good of his life.

“why brother suddenly in the street and mambantu fira” my question, really I wonder as if my life is overshadowed by this man

“abang happened to pass” answer is short. Like someone wants to hide.

“Why Reno is driving, not the brother who chauffeur” asked me again. such as the police who asked the suspect about the crime that had just been committed. I did it because I suspected something.

“we are familiar, occasionally exchanging roles is okay” he said again relaxed once he.

“abang is not afraid of being fired”everything I wonder. The answer is not acceptable. With a glance of his eyes, he looked honest but was the one who knew him the most. No matter how small the secret he was hiding would know. Just hang.

“things like that can not be used as an excuse to fire people at will, there are provisions and labor laws that govern” he replied again.

All right for a while I believe

“what does anyone fira not know about brother?” continue again

“nothing, all about brother fira already know brother does not cover anything” he said. I don't know why he didn't dare look at me. The stronger my suspicions. His attitude began to misbehave. Not quiet.

I'll prove it later, I won't accuse. But I will prove it with my own eyes.

Reno, Sri aka Monica. Bang fatih and CEO of GLOBAL GROUP. I'm sure they know each other behind my back. Let's say we're playing a puzzle. I'll break it.

In time they will be proven. I will never forgive you bang. Sorry as much as you sacrifice for fira. Still brother has lied. There will be no apology for the lies. Brother with Mas amir is the same.

I murmured in my heart. I stared hard at him. The man remained unmoved in his position

“fira must go home bang, pity Rania” I said on bang fatih

“where are you going home?” tannya

“where to go?” answer me while standing up

“ready ready to meet your husband”tanyanya again. as if to hold my step

“ready unprepared, he is still my husband, my duty to serve him. Sorry to bother you brother. Fira returned home” I replied as I passed leaving her.

“abang can't prevent you, but at least let Reno take you home”.

“why not brother, brother is a driver” I looked at his face fixed. Want to know the reaction. He's down again.

“good brother who intervenes, if your husband misunderstands brother irresponsibility” said.

He did know very well the character of my husband.The three years of their friendship during college were enough to get to know each other. But I don't know why they hate each other after all this time.

Does the absence of bang fatih in my marriage have anything to do with mas Amir.

“then there is no need to let fira go home by car online course” I said again

“already almost night is not good women go home by themselves” he said again

“whatever his brother wants how fira nyerah” said I resigned

“let Reno intervening to prevent unwanted things” this time I follow his will, it is quite reasonable his worries.

“Abang believe, as smart as a squirrel jumping on the end will fall too?” I said before I got into the car ready to wait for me in front

“Abang believe, go home carefully injalan” he told me. There is no doubt in him.

He who knows me more than anyone why dares to cover up this lie, I do not want to accuse him. I will uncover the truth along with the evidence.