Should I forgive

Home has always been the most missed place

Dara came home and was shocked to see her husband lying on the sofa in a mess. Slowly Dara approached her and her hands stroked her husband's forehead and cheeks.

"What's wrong with you, Mom?" Whisper of the ear yes.

"What makes you turn 180 degrees?" You are so different. I don't even recognize you anymore"

"We spend a lot of time on other things. I love to enjoy tea with you every morning. Talk about the future we dream of. Look into your eyes and listen to your stories. But you haven't done that since we got married. We used to spend a lot of time together even though we ate on the side of the road at night. Or take a leisurely bike ride every weekend. I dream of so much living with you. But since that night, I don't dare to dream anymore. A night that scorches the promises, takes away many dreams, and blows away the sweet memories lost somewhere?"

"I really love you. And never intend to betray let alone deceive you? It was part of my past and the darkest point of my life. Is that how virginity meant to you? You said you accepted my flaws? But it seems like your ego is hard to forgive my mistakes. I feel it Mas. Change for your change of attitude. Especially if you hear about Virgin or an issue of how important it is to maintain a virgin for a woman. The honor and form of an offering at marriage, or like a special gift of the sacred bond of marriage. Your face went sour, and left me alone."

"Did you hear that? What did my heart just say to you? Where could you hear it. Are you even unconscious?" Dara stepped out of her husband and put down her bag.

Tests...tes.....Her husband's tears were shed. Maybe he heard her heart. But he was unable to endure his heartache when he knew someone else had preceded him. And because his ego as a man is torn apart. Isn't it appropriate that he got it from the woman who officially became his wife. And why after the new marriage he knew everything. And that night of tragedy has transformed her into the beautiful daughter that God has given her. And the princess became the strength to build a household.

Dara turned and woke her husband. Joan pretended to be asleep and did not hear it. Then Dara lifted her husband's body with difficulty and took him to the room. Joan woke up and walked limped supported by Dara's shoulder.

Ardy entered and saw Nadiya was already sound asleep. Understand because it's midnight. And Ardy told him he was gonna be home late. Because he didn't want Nadiya to wait for him. Although not yet blessed with a child, but Ardy and Nadiya happy-happy only.

They know that children are God's care. Even if children have not been loved, but they believe God knows better what is best for his servant. So they rarely talk about it and do not question it.

Ardy approached and observed Nadiya's innocent face while asleep. Her face was so adorable without the makeup and makeup that covered her natural skin. Slowly Ardy brought his face closer and kissed Nadiya on the forehead. Yes, they were met in college, and decided to get married without dating.

Remember Ardy when he first saw Nadiya immediately intended to propose her. And wanted to make Nadiya his lifelong friend. Nadiya also immediately agreed because he saw the seriousness and sincerity that emanated from Ardy's face. After getting acquainted they decided to get married even though they did not know each other closely.

Ardy immediately proposes to him, and somehow Nadiya immediately believes him.

Feeling someone kiss her forehead, Nadiyapun woke up. Slowly opened his eyes and stared fixedly and deeply into Ardy's eyes. Stare at him for so long and don't blink. They looked at each other and smiled at each other.

Nadiya embraces Ardy and lays him on his bed. They faced each other and threw smiles of happiness. Nadiya felt her household was so perfect, because her Husband loved her so much and paid attention to her. If there was a slight lack of her husband she assumed it was a human nature. Which does not escape from lack. But the rest of Nadiya thanked God because God left a friend, friend, and husband like Ardy.

"Ngga. Papa just got home?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Where are you, what's papa's job?"

"Yes ma. Thanks to the mother's prayer everything is smooth."

Nadiyapun took Ardy's hand and held him there. Ardy held one of Nadiya's hands. Squeezing his fingers and kissing the back of his hand. They then embrace each other to release affection and longing.

Wherever the foot takes this body away, home is a comfortable place to return. It is the comfort outside that is always missed. Maybe that's the saying until now, My house is my Surg. As far as dreams take him even to the other country, the house is always the most missed.

Sarah came in and saw the mirth, washed her face and looked long. She remembers what just happened to her. It was never suspected that Leo was so reckless and did not even care about the divorce papers they had signed together. For Leo it is just a piece of paper that is meaningless. So that he does things as he pleases.

Suddenly Sarah's wish came to a figure who had looked at her and noticed her. Why did he care so much about the man's gaze. Why is his face so hard to get out of his mind. His deep gaze so captivated his heart. Oh my God...no! He can't remember. Get out of my mind!!!

What happened in his life? Even after the divorce papers came out Leo still continued to approach him and follow his work. How can life be calm if Leo and fear continue to loom wherever he is. Someone like to keep following. Even if there was a boyfriend who talked to her Sarah was so frightened and felt someone loved her

Many problems that Leo has created.Even friends who have dealt with Leo no money want to approach him. If it continues like this for a long time he will be lonely because he has no friends. "I don't want to live alone like this. I also need friends to share the joys and sorrows that fill her home with laughter and affection". Mumbled.

Sarah walked up to her window, and lifted the curtain, and looked out at the night and her eyes came to a room that was still burning. It was Nadiya's room. Sarah looked at the room and threw her anguish away from her distance. The numbers start to drift again at the meeting with Ardy. Handsome and attentive man. That is the kind of man that became his identity. Not a man who loves but does not believe in him.

The love he spoke was not matched by a belief. Not the happiness he gets is actually disappointed, angry, upset because of the quarrel that almost happens every time they meet. The love that had been burning was emotional and burning. There are only dreams that do not materialize and memories that become ashes. Some wedding photos are lying in the corner of the closet, dust seems to cover it.

Seriate........