Should I forgive

Preparation for dinner at the park

Late in the afternoon, Prasetyo came down from the third floor with Freya. They walked into the kitchen and Prasetyo opened the refrigerator and took out some food.

"Sit there! I'll cook you a good meal." Prasetyo said that he remembered the moment when cooking with Freya.

Prasetyo feels that this is the most beautiful time when they are together. And feel that Freya may be his wife. Because at that time they were almost married, and Prasetyo could not remember the events after that.

"I'll wait for you here."

"Well you sit there and I'll cook for you." Prasetyo.

"Ohh yeah, Freya.... Are we married?" Prasetyo asked as he could not remember anything other than their wedding preparations back then.

"We're not married yet." Freya.

"Why aren't we married? Didn't we plan that at the time? Even Vino has been married to Nadiya for seven years. What happened and why didn't we get married?" Ask Prasetyo.

"I have to work in the hinterland and the underdeveloped areas. And if I'm missing, you never called me either. When I got back you didn't live there. And I heard you moved to Indonesia." Freya explained slowly. He could not force Prasetyo to remember everything. Or the consequences can be fatal. His memory could be lost if forced to work too hard.

And if his memory never returns who benefits? He only remembers me. And isn't that what I want? To live with her at my age and spend the old days with her? Should I give her back her memory? Or would I rather he doesn't remember everything? Freya began to deepen and there was a contradiction in her heart.

"Why didn't I call you? I love you so much and so do you? Why did we split up that long?" Ask Prasetyo.

"Because we're not meant to be together yet." Freya.

"Well then we will pay off the seven years that have passed. We're getting married." Prasetyo.

"Is that so? Are you proposing to me on the sidelines of your cooking. And are you proposing to me in the kitchen? You're so funny."

"Come on Freya, I'm serious. I promise to bring back seven years that have been taken from us." Prasetyo said while cutting onions.

"I live in the interior. How could you possibly survive there? I opened a clinic in a lagging area far from urban. You won't be able to live there Pras." Freya.

"I'll try to adjust. It must have been easier with you Freya. I don't want to be far away and apart from you." Prasetyo.

"So slow down. You are still in recovery time. If you're really healthy then we'll think about what we should do?"

"You think I'm sick? I can even cook. Any sick person can cook. I just lost some of the memory I had. I'm still sane and not crazy. So a lost memory might not be very important to me. And the most important thing is that right now I still remember you." Prasetyo.

"You're very good at seducing Pras. But I won't be easy for you to seduce. You always look sweet but you're easily lost and gone." Freya.

"I'm gonna start putting the onions in, are you gonna sit there?" Ask Prasetyo.

"You don't like it when I help you, do you?" Ask Freya.

"Now you can help me." Said Prasetyo who wanted to be close to Freya.

"All right! What am I supposed to do?" Ask Freya.

"Stand here, near me." Prasetyo. "I'm almost done."

"You called me just so I could stand next to you? You're so naughty!" Freya said and they laughed giggling to forget that Freya was only pretending to be Prasetyo's lover.

It was then that Nadiya entered and was stunned at the familiarity of the two of them.

"Sheen...." Prasetyo said normally without the slightest awkwardness. Unlike Freya who immediately took three steps back from Prasetyo's side.

"I'll just take mineral water. What are you doing?" Ask Nadiya.

"I'm cooking something special for us to have dinner tonight." Prasetyo.

"It smells so good." Nadiya.

"of course. You can try it."

"certain." Nadiya.

"This is Freya's favorite food."

"Freya?" Nadiya asked and almost coughed in shock.

"Yes. We often cook them while living together."

"Died together?" Nadiya asked in shock.

"Yes. Did I never tell you?"

"News?" Ask Nadiya. "You never told me about yourself." Nadiya.

"Ohh yeah. Maybe because I'm busy and you're busy. So we never have time to talk about ourselves." Prasetyo.

"Ahk! Just tell me you forgot me Pras!" Chirp Freya.

"No! How could I forget you." Prasetyo said while cleaning up the leftovers that have been cooked everything.

"It's not so Freya. We're very busy. I saw Nadiya was also busy so we definitely never had time to chat. Isn't Nadiya?" Prasetyo.

"Yes right. We are so busy that we rarely talk about things that have gone before. I also just found out that Prasetyo really loves his girlfriend named Freya." Nadiya said as she glanced at Freya.

"All right then how about tonight we have dinner at the park." Prasetyo.

"Can. How's Freya? Do you agree?" Nadiya asked Freya who looked wrong.

"OKs. Let's eat outside. It's gonna be more fun." Freya.

"Come, I'll help you, set up a table and candles." Nadiya.

They walked in the night and there Edsel ran up to them.

"Are you going to play with us?" Ask Edsel who saw his family outside the room."

"Of course it's a hotshot!" Prasetyo said as he shifted the table.

"Sir Aryan! Please help us. We're gonna eat at the park tonight." Nadiya.

"Good Mom."

"We'll help too!" Said Edsel and also Eiden while throwing a ball and running and then sitting on a chair that has been tidied up by Mr. Arya.

"I'll decorate it a little." Nadiya said then went to pick some roses that were still fresh from the garden and put them in a vase.

Nadiya went again to pick flowers to decorate on the edge of the place to eat.

Arya watched as Nadiya picked the flowers and stared at them for a very long time.

You still haven't changed. You still love roses just as much as you used to. I'll help you pick the flowers.

"Goddessel! Eidens! Let's help mommy pick flowers!" Take Arya.

"Yes Om." Said Edsel and Eiden while running after his mama.

Nadiya picked red roses and other roses. Apparently he forgot to bring a basket of places to pick the flowers he used to use. When I put the flowers she had picked, suddenly Arya was standing next to her and gave her a flower basket.

"Oh! Thanks you! I forgot to take the basket." Nadiya.

Arya then smiled and stood beside Nadiya.

"Did Madam Nadiya like roses?" Ask Arya.

"Yes. I love roses."

"Since when?" Arya asked while picking some fresh flowers.

"Since...." Nadiya then remembered some moments with Ardy. Then Nadiya stopped and did not continue the sentence.

"Surely since young." Said Arya who saw the change on Nadiya's face.

"Yes right." Nadiya said and smiled.

"It's mami!" Said Edsel and Eiden handing over the roses they had successfully picked.

"Oahhhh! There are many flowers mami! The basket is almost full!" Said Eiden.

"Yes, of course, full quickly. The four of us plucked together, so the flower basket was quickly full.

"Waahhhh very fragrant..." Said Eiden.

"This is called a jasmine flower. Mami will pick some as decoration later." Nadiya.

"Aaaayyiiiikkk I love this little mami. But the tree is too tall. Eiden can't take it." Said Eiden.

"Om gonna get it." Arya said that her body was tall. It was easy for Arya to pick up that jasmine flower.

"Here Om! I'm gonna hold that bunch." Edsel said as Arya picked the jasmine flowers in a cluster.

"Nih..don't get damaged." Arya said while giving the flower she just picked.

"That's enough! Looks like the basket doesn't fit anymore. Come on now we'll start decorating it." Nadiya said and walked out of the flower garden.

From afar Freya was carrying food with Prasetyo while talking and joking. Prasetyo's face was very sweet as he smiled and looked at Freya.

I just realized that you're so sweet Pras...May your memory return quickly and I will love you more and pay attention to you. I really want to hug you. And you also like to hug me from behind and surprise me. I miss that snickery of you so much. And your sweet smile.

Nadiya stopped her steps and was stunned to see Prasetyo's smile and cheerfulness.