Should I forgive

The veil of falsehood

When Leo called, Nadiya was sitting with her husband. Ardy was stroking Nadiya's big belly. Sometimes Ardy put his ear to touch the stomach that is getting tighter and whisper how much he loves his son and Nadiya who will soon become a mother.

Nadiya picked up the phone.

"Ohh....Yes, congratulations yes. We'll be there."

Then Nadiya hung up the phone and turned to Ardy. "Sarah is pa's father."

"What?!" Ardy's shocked. "Can you just finished the seven-monthly event how can you give birth faster than you ma?" Tanya Ardy was confused, because it just finished the seven-monthly event kok immediately gave birth.

Nadiya knows what causes Sarah to give birth faster, and what secrets she keeps from Ardy and Leo about her age. "Yes.could be pa. A lot of women give birth at seven months."

"Ohh. So what is the condition of the mother and the baby?"

"Lo said everything is healthy. We'll be there tomorrow, pa. We both look at Sarah and the baby", Nadiya asked.

 

In the morning, Nadiya arrived at the hospital with her husband. Ardy always accompany Nadiya when going anywhere because Nadiya's pregnancy is just counting days. Moreover, Nadiya these two days often felt contractions in his stomach. So when coming to Sarah's show at that time Nadiya just briefly continued to go home. So do not know if Sarah disappeared during the event.

Nadiya congratulates Sarah and Leo. Ardy was looking at a cute baby who was opening her mouth looking for something. Her baby was crying from thirst so Sarah woke up and started giving her breast milk. Then Ardy and Nadiya say goodbye, but when he came out of the hospital suddenly Nadiya's stomach was very painful. Then Nadiya asked Ardy to return to the hospital.

"Doctor, help my wife give birth."

Then the Doctor quickly brought Nadiya into the maternity ward. But because of the breech baby's position. Finally the doctor suggested Nadiya give birth Caesar for the safety of the baby. Ardy and Nadiya agreed and they immediately went to the operating room. This is the second time Nadiya entered the operating room, the first when there is cancer in her regime and the second she will give birth to her baby. The same fears and anxieties of being in that room. Especially when the light is so bright and blinding to the eye. Nadiya could hear the sounds made from the tools used by doctors. Nadiya is still conscious because usually at the birth of Caesar only drugged the stomach down. So the stomach up is not sedated. Even if she dared her eyes could see how the doctor removed her baby from inside her stomach.

All movements are done skillfully and quickly. Without feeling the pain Nadiya's baby has been born into the world even though it is not through the normal path as it should be. But normal or Caesarean birth for a mother is not a problem, the most important thing is that the mother and baby are healthy.

Ardy enters the operating room and is amazed to see his frisky and plump baby drinking milk in Nadiya's chest. It is this happiness that makes him the luckiest man in the world, after his struggle for so long to finally get a son who has long been so missed. There was no sentence that could explain the happiness that filled his mind.

 

Five years later the happiness that accompanies the two families is shattered, when Leo learns the truth about his daughter Sasha. Sasha is not his flesh. And having learned that Ardy was his real father. He could not describe the disappointment he felt as filling the universe for him. The normally peaceful sky turned like a thunderstorm roaring within his body. His blood may never flow again even if he's decapitated. His heart stopped beating and the blood turned black from his suffering.

His body was hollow and all the bones were as if they were detached from his flesh. The shock! Disappointed! Feeling betrayed! And a very deep sorrow. The person he loved so much that his heart committed treason so cruelly to him. Although already knowing the truth but conscience has left it to deceive him raw.

The happiness he had been feeling was just like a mirage. The love and affection shown is only a form of betrayal. What does it mean to be together if it turns out to be full of lies only to cover up mistakes and what remains is only a black vacuum.

Sarah cried and crawled to Leo's feet. Holding his feet while shedding tears. But it seems, all the love that Leo felt so far for Sarah, can not even close the wound in her heart. So sick and so painful is the grief that Leo is currently feeling that even a drop of tears cannot flow from his eyes. The anger and embers in Leolah's heart that made her tears dry and only the smile full of bitterness implied from Leo's lips laughed at her stupidity.

"I beg Leo. If it's not for me. Stay here for Sasha." Sarah said as she continued to cry with such deep regret.

"Sasha isn't even my daughter but someone else's daughter. The blood of others flowed in his body. And you. Just to cover up the disgrace and shame, you played with my love and sincerity. What is left of this relationship now? And who are you trying to play? I'm.....I love you so much. Very sincere even if you ask, all my treasures and soul are willing to give to you. But the pain you gave me took away all the love I had for you. I don't know what to call you? The love that you returned with the tuba I never thought if the woman I was so proud of turned out to be able to do it."

"Yes. I made a mistake. I'm sorry for you. But let me fix it. Give me a chance to fix everything. Don't punish me like this, Leo.....I can't live without you. Come back for Sasha's sake.you who she saw when she was first born into this world, you who have given her a name, you also who have taken care of her when she was sick, how could you possibly leave her? To him you are his father. You're the only one he calls dad. Please Leo.think again. You are angry now. I know I don't even deserve your forgiveness. But.stay here. We'll talk about it. After Sasha gets home from school, your anger will subside after you see her. He's your son...." Sarah continues to plead and requests that Leo give her a second chance.

"No Sarah. Do you think you can replace the blood that flows in a person's body with just a blood transfusion. It's not that simple. The truth I saw was so painful. Moreover, I am just like a toy to you." Said Leo did not even want to look back and did not want to see Sarah's face even for a second.

"He calls you Leo's father.you are his father......" Sarah said she still held Leo's leg firmly.

"Take me off Sarah. I want to leave before Sasha comes back. I won't even be able to look him in the eye and give him this terrible news." Leo said as he removed his foot from Sarah's grasp.

"Leo...return...do not go.....The leooooo!! Sarah screamed as she cried sobbing. Sarah fell on the floor and was unable to stand. While screaming, calling Leo's name. And his hands waving at him. But Leo did not want to look back let alone look at Sarah's face even if only once.