Should I forgive

DISINTEGRATED

Nadiya drove her car very fast, out of the housing.

His tears were splattered on his cheeks.His shoulders were lifted up and down at a whim.

His chest felt full of disappointment.

He looked straight ahead. His feet stomped on the gas brutally without realizing it.

Suddenly there was a car that overtakes from the opposite direction, and because it was too fast to drive his car, he also did not step on the brake, he instead stepped on the gas so panicked.

Nadiya immediately slammed the steering wheel into the sidewalk. He did not know if the edge of the sidewalk was a ravine where the water was flowing.

Collisions could have been avoided, but his car slid with him from the highway into the abyss.

The car ringsek and Nadiya bounced out until washed away by the river current.

***

Sasha gave the money to the taxi guy she was riding with.

He saw that Regan had lost track of him. Regan can't go after him.

Sasha then went inside and collided with Arya.

"Sasha!"

Arya Sasha's eyes glazed over.

"Om, didn't you say Sasha could go to America?"

"Yes. Right. Do you want to?"

"yes om. Sasha wants to go there today."

"About once?"

"yes om. Please, oh..."

Pinta Sasha wants to be away from Nadiya and her family.

Arya nodded and she could see something like just shaking her daughter's soul.

"Oh yes om, the car is on the Mall. Sasha was here on the ojek."

"Don't think about it, you'll take it." Arya.

"Aren't you leaving tomorrow?" Arya asked who was worried about Sasha's situation.

"No om. Sasha wants to leave today too."

"Alright if you want to be like that. I'll book tickets for both of us. Om will drive you."

"But Om...."

"No papa.om, you guys are going on vacation for a few days there."

Sasha nodded and went into her room.

He then packed his clothes. He stared out the window for a moment. He was silent for a moment. Nadiya's words were still ringing in her ears.

And that made some clear crystals unwilling to stop coming out from the tip of his eye.

I have to go far.

Memories are painful.

The happiness and warmth in the family has gone. I'm not gonna get it anymore.

I'm gonna go far away from here.

If necessary, I'll work there and settle down.

***

At home, Prasetyo is trying to call Nadiya and Regan. But both cannot be contacted.

Prasetyo was very worried about the two of them, especially Nadiya.

"Papi.mami kok lama, no commute. It's almost night. Don't you want to have dinner with us? Then who will accompany Edsel and Eiden to eat?"

"Oma will accompany you."

"But we want mommy....."

"Your mama hasn't come home yet. Do you not want to eat? What if your mom comes home at midnight? Will you not starve?"

"Yes already.." said Eiden with a frown.

"Prass! Didn't you call Nadiya? Mami was worried." said Omanya as she approached Edsel and Eiden.

"Yes mi. Prasetyo has tried repeatedly, but the phone is out of reach" Prasetyo said.

"There's a car coming in!"

"May it be Nadiya." Prasetyo said as he stood up and would welcome him at the door.

Regan walked with a languid bow. He lost track of Sasha.

"Where's mami?" prasetyo asked when he saw Regan coming alone.

"Mommy? Regan's not with mom. Is mommy gone?"

"It's almost night. Why hasn't Mom come home yet?" Regan muttered.

"Regan's gonna find Mami."

"Wait..om tag along.

Prasetyo then told Omanya to take care of his two children.

"Mi, please take care of the children first. I'll find Nadiya with Regan. Nadiya could not be reached, and she left in a state of anger. Pras, fear of anything happening with him."

"Yes already. Don't you want to eat first?" omanya.

"Not to mi."

Prasetyo and Regan get in the car.

"Let Om drive, you just got home. You must be a soybean." Prasetyo then sat behind the wheel.

They searched Nadiya for several main roads.

They also visited places that Nadiya used to visit.

They went to the beach and also to some of his co-workers.

But the result is nil.

Nadiya was not found anywhere, until midnight.

"We'd better call the police." Prasetyo.

"But before twenty-four hours, we just have to wait for him, because the police will receive our report after twenty-four hours, mami does not return." Said Regan.

"But we still have to report it, we can ask for police assistance through cctv on some of the main roads. Nadiya's car series will be recorded at some red lights." Prasetyo said that he knew that now the system was more sophisticated, and some of the information needed was faster.

Prasetyo drove his car to the police station.

He's making a report there. Then asked a police officer to contact him if he saw the car his wife was driving.

After their reports were received, Prasetya and Regan left the office.

They're back home at 01:00 in the morning.

Some food is still available on the table.

Upon hearing the car enter, Oma went down and asked if they had found Nadiya.

He was also very worried because his son-in-law did not return either.

He hasn't been gone like this all along. Moreover, leaving both of his children who had just healed.

He didn't even call and ask about their situation. Oma's heart was pounding very fast, imagining negative things.

"Pras, how? Can you find Nadiya?" Tanya Omanya hopes Nadiya can be found.

Prasetyo and Regan shook their heads.

Their faces were so sad and worried.

"You eat. You haven't eaten before." The word Omanya because remember if the grandson and his son have not eaten.

"We don't want to eat."

"No! You guys should eat. If you are sick, who will look for Nadiya" said Omanya and prepared a meal for the two of them.

The mood remains silent. There was no laughter and joy as usual.

"Have you called the police?"

"I've mi. They'll see from the cctv."

"alright. That nice. We can figure out where the car is headed. Tomorrow morning I hope there's good news." His words tried to divert negative thoughts from his heart.

***

In the morning two police officers came to Prasetyo's house and gave news if the car driven by Nadiya's mother entered the ravine.

"What!?" Prasetyo was immediately shocked and his entire body was completely hollowed out.

Regan who came down from the stairs also held back the crystal liquid and deep regret.

Oma who was sitting at the table ate instantly fainted.

"Omahaaaa!" Shouts Edsel and Eiden.

Prasetyo immediately ran to help Omanya and took her to the hospital.

Regan went with the police to the scene.

While Edsel and Eiden are being cared for by the Party's Aunt.

In other places, Sasha and Arya are on a plane bound for America.

They don't know what happened to Nadiya and her family.

Sasha also daydreams and doesn't talk much while on the plane.

Arya could only hope that her daughter would soon forget her grief. Whatever happened to him and happened to him, he could forget and quickly rise up for his future.