Should I forgive

Still love her

"How's papa doing?" Nadiya asked who was sitting next to Mr. Alex.

"Papa's fine. Papa is worried about you, Nadiya."

"She's fine, pa." Said Nadiya who felt herself healthy and there was not a single problem in her at the moment.

"No. Papa knows what your daughter is doing, is trying to run away from yourself."

"I mean papa?" Tanya Nadiya was confused. "Nadiya doesn't understand."

"That's it, you won't understand it until you accept yourself."

Nadiya was really confused by the intention of her father who spoke not frankly.

"Papa's words made Nadiya even more confused."

"Do you not want to go back to the household? You are still very young. You need a companion to always look after you."

"Hahaha papa this is all there is. Nadiya's companion is a lot of papa. Everywhere there are bodyguards and drivers who always look after Nadiya."

"Hmmmmm....You still don't understand it. They are different from the companion. They're just guards and look after you for being paid. But the companion of life is where you share your joys and sorrows."

Hhhhh....Nadiya took a deep breath. And shake his head. Then smiled wryly at his papa.

"Do you still love Ardy?" Nadiya gasped as her father mentioned the name she had buried in her veins.

Nadiya just shut up.

Then the father continued the conversation. "If you still love her why did you run away from her and from yourself?"

Nadiya shook her head. It still hurt in his heart as he recalled those bitter memories.

"If you don't love her, open your heart to others. Papa just wants you to be happy. Seeing you alone taking care of papa's business so big papa feels sorry for you. If anyone helps you, you won't worry anymore."

Nadiya kept quiet and listened to what her father had just said.

"Think about Regan. He's a kid if you keep working in his pity office. He needs your presence and your affection."

Nadiya was touched once her son's name was mentioned by her father.

Papa has a name that is suitable to accompany you and can be trusted in taking care of papa's company.

"It's up to you if you think the man is suitable for Nadiya."

"Papa is glad you are broad-minded and not narrow-minded."

"For Nadiya at this time only Regan and papa are the most important for Nadiya's life. If papa wants Nadiya to marry again then Nadiya will do. And Nadiya does not know whether Nadiya can love again or not. As long as the choice of papa can accept the state of Nadiya like this then.....Nadiya is ready."

Nadiya meant to marry without demanding love from her. Because Nadiya does not know if she still has the rest of love in her life at this time.

"He was a good man. Papa's sure he'll be a good father and husband to you."

"Alright pa....." Nadiya then took the medicine beside her father and gave it to him.

"Papa take the medicine first. It's time for me to take my medicine and rest."

Nadiya then left his father who was asleep and immediately went home to see his only son.

Nadiya's tears fall as she recalls that she had abandoned her son all along and ran away from reality.

"Where's Ma?"

"Young master's house." Nadiya said and immediately leaned his head and not long after Nadiya fell asleep.

What a strange woman. Sometimes so cruel and sadistic. But sometimes so innocent and innocent when asleep. Like a masked woman who has two opposite sides of life.

Then after arriving at the young master's house, Nadiya was still asleep. And Vishnu did not dare to wake him. But then the young master came out and shouted calling his mother's name.

"Mommy........" Nadiya immediately woke up and was shocked when she realized Regan was already on her lap. Then Nadiya kissed and pinched her cheek in a fit of anxiety.

"The old man did not come.....Regan kangen's...."

"Yes ..dear mami's child. Mama's also kangen....."

"When did papi come? How is mom alone? Regan kangen papi......" He said in an innocent voice. Nadiya's heart became irregular when her son said kangen with his papi.

"Yes. We'll meet papi soon, okay?"

Regan nodded and continued to hold her mama's hand and took her to her playroom. There Regan told me about some games she liked. And Nadiya only listened while listening to the imagination of his little angel.

"Bi please make some milk for Regan....."

"Yes Non....."

Then Nadiya gives milk to Regan and her son falls asleep in her lap. Nadiya lets Regan fall asleep and begins to observe Regan's innocent face that she left behind in order to take care of her father's company. Finally after a long thought and pity seeing his lonely son Nadiya decided to take his father's advice and remarry.

The next day Nadiya went to see his father and saw his condition, before going to the office.

Nadiya remembered someone and called his men.

"You checked the CEO's situation yesterday in the apartment. And you find out if she's okay?" Nadiya's orders to one of his men. After seeing Regan, however, Nadiya remembered what she had done yesterday to her Papi.

The men that Nadiyapun ruled were confused. It's not usual for mom to worry about the person she herself told to beat her. But after getting beaten up he worried about it.

"Let's check. Boss wants the information right away." Said one of his friends.

On the way Nadiya saw Dara and her friends eating on the side of the road. It reminded Nadiya of the storm that hit his household due to the actions of Dara who could not keep a secret.

It begins with Sarah's guilt for Leo about who the father of her daughter Sasha is. Then Sarah confides in Dara and unbeknownst to them Joan, who happens to be filming their conversation. Then the tape he used as an act of revenge on Leo and Ardy who he sent to their mobile phone at that time.

But apparently Nadiya misunderstood Dara and thought she was the one who exposed the secret. Joan, who happened to be passing by, was very interested in their conversation and told a waiter to record their conversation at the restaurant.

Leo and Ardy believe it all after they recognize Sarah's voice in the tape. Where Sarah also mentioned that Nadiya had arranged her marriage with Leo. And also the message he sent to Ardy who was unrequited about his family at that time.

Keeping the secret alone made his heart extremely burdened. And Sarah wants to share it with her best friend Dara who will at least lessen the burden of her heart.

But who would have thought it was from his vent to Dara instead of reducing his burden even into a storm in his household. Sarah even regretted her actions and if she could keep that secret to herself then none of this would have happened.

Since then Sarah, Dara and Nadiya have not communicated with each other. Their friendship has also been fractured due to the events that have destroyed their household. And from then on Nadiya trusted no one but himself.

His daydream was jolted when his men called and said the CEO was fine. Nadiya sighed in relief after finding out her ex-husband was fine.

While at the office Nadiya's men were whispering about the news that they read yesterday in the old newspaper.

"It turns out that her ex-husband is the CEO of the company Adam Karya if it's not wrongly named Ardy." Crack one of his themes.

"I know because my friend recently became his secretary. But I'm not sure if he cheated on that witch's best friend. Because my friend said he was even reprimanded for his sexy clothes. And some office regulations that should not be scandalous among employees. He's not even interested in women. So how could he do that." Said another officer.

"It's possible that now CEO Ardy has changed."

"But my friend said he didn't even have a lover until now.....But I became curious about the life of the witch and her ex-husband. I'll meet him later and find out about the truth of this news."

"Already grandma. What are you guys gossiping about anyway? If you get caught by mom....You guys are gonna whusss....." Danar said that was crammed with the gossip of his friends.

"You know nothing and do not interfere in our affairs. Huh!?" His tomboyish and gossipy girlfriend rebuked him.