Should I forgive

Go away

Early in the morning at about 04:00 a.m., Sasha had woken up and went straight to the kitchen to meet party aunty.

Last night he couldn't sleep because of that Figura problem last night that he found and the glass was already broken.

"Bi did auntie go to Sasha's room yesterday?" Sasha asked after she knew that Prasetyo and Nadiya had not come out of her room.

"Yes non. Yesterday I went to Non's room on orders from Mr. Prasetyo. Yesterday there were a lot of broken glass in Non's room. Even Non Nadiya's leg was injured by the broken glass." Party aunty said honestly because she did not know the problems that occurred in their past.

"What time is bi?" sasha asked very surprised because her aunt Nadiya, was also there.

"Before Non Sasha came home. About 8 p.m." said Aunt Party.

Suddenly there were footsteps of people coming down the stairs from the third floor.

"Yes, thank you, Sasha wants to take a bath first" said Sasha who deliberately went to avoid meeting with Nadiya and also Prasetyo.

Sashapun then went up to the third floor through the emergency stairs. He saw Nadiya and Prasetyo coming down from the main staircase.

"Bi, is your breakfast ready?" nadiya said while eating shirt.

"No, it's on the table."

"Well, thank you bi.." said Nadiya then sat opposite Prasetyo.

"You're not going with Nadiya? At home, Regan and Sasha are there to take care of Edsel and Eiden. Usually you come with me if I go for a week."

"This time I'm not coming, so much office work this week. And everything is urgent. I can't leave him."

"Alright if you don't want to come."

"Oh yeah, when are you going to see that lawyer again Sasha's problem."

"Next week" Nadiya said without thinking.

"I'll leave now" Prasetyo said as he stood up after breakfast.

"Do you want supplies?" ask Nadiya.

"No. I'll eat with my friend later."

"Well, if so."

Nadiya then stood up and drove Prasetyo outside the door.

After that Nadiya went up to the third floor and stood in front of the door of Sasha's room.

Long he stood there and would enter, after Prasetyo left. But he abandoned his intentions.

Nadiyapun returned to his room and sat by the window. From the window, the security guard closed the gate again after Prasetyo's car came out.

Nadiya then took a long breath.

Sasha's room.

Sasha enters her room after seeing Nadiya enter her own room.

Apparently when Nadiya stood a long time before the door of his room Sasha saw all that. Sasha quickly hid behind the wall and waited until Nadiya entered her own room.

Now Sasha is convinced that Nadiya already knows everything.

Aunty now would have known if I was the daughter of her husband and best friend?

But what is my fault? I don't even know and have never met my real father?

Even they're all gone. But....Is Aunt Nadiya going to kick me out of this house?

After knowing the truth about who I am, and about my mother? Could Aunt Nadiya accept me?

Could it?

She hated my mother so much that she was gone.

She also separated from her husband because of his hatred.

Then me?

I was the daughter of the cause of her separation?

Do I have to wait until I'm expelled?

Do I have to wait until I'm down and defend myself for the faults of my parents?

Why should I take away their sins?

Should I leave this house?

But where am I supposed to go?

I don't have any money.

I was still in college and financed by them.

Ohh yes. About Arya. I haven't returned the suit.

I'll give him back and ask him for a job.

He's been very nice to me. He could help me.

I'd better get out of this house before I'm embarrassed.

All this time they loved me so much, I couldn't bear to see the painful stares of them.

I've lived with this family for a long time and I feel like family. And suddenly everything was revealed.

Oma, Om, even thinks of me as his granddaughter for not knowing

my past is also my mother.

If they find out, they'll hate me.

Nah!

Before I see the hatred in their eyes, I need to get out of this house today as well.

I gotta go.

I need to get out of this house.

Don't let them see me.

I have to get away from them.

Sasha packed her things quickly. It did not take long because all the items in his suitcase had not been unloaded by the time he got home.

He then walked to the door. Suddenly he remembered if he had forgotten to enter something.

The figura that was in the drawer.

He almost forgot to bring it. Don't forget to leave a letter on the table for all of them.

After putting the letter down, Sasha slowly came out and gave a little money to the security guard outside.

Luckily no one saw him because everyone was still in his room. They haven't come downstairs yet.

It was still very early morning indeed, even Nadiya was also in her room after delivering Prasetyo until earlier before she left the city.

"Where are you going so early in the morning?" the security guard asked because he saw Sasha carrying a suitcase and even got out without using a car.

"I'm going out of town sir. There's an important job."

"Isn't Non still in college?"

"Yes, I have a three-month internship out of town." Sasha pulled her suitcase and looked for a passing taxi.

"Non't use a car?"

"Ngga sir. I went with a friend" said Sasha, then entered the taxi she had booked.

The security guard then closed the gate back and looked at the envelope Sasha had given him.

"Lumayan. Can make wife shopping!" said the security guard and put the money back in.