Should I forgive

Tapping Memories

They gathered and made some bonfires. And start singing while accompanied by the guitar they bring. Each group consists of 15 people. The atmosphere of the forest became lively with the number of bonfires burning. It was beautiful and there was no sadness from everyone there. The warmth enveloped the cold and all that felt was a joyous atmosphere. They all enjoy it.

Nadiya got out of his tent and headed for his group. Suddenly his hand was grabbed by someone from behind. His heart almost fell. Riko smiled at him. And let go of the handle because it happened from his instinctive reflexes. This atmosphere reminds them of their togetherness first, but suddenly Riko realized that everything was not the same anymore.

"Sorry." Said Riko looking in Nadiya's eyes.

Nadiya nodded.And walked over to join her friends. His heart was still pounding with shock and shock.

Riko walked behind him and occasionally saw Nadiya's face.

Riko sat down near Dara and started playing her guitar. Sing some of his favorite songs. And every song sung was a song that always accompanied the two of them while still together. Every now and then Dara sang, and Riko's fingers nimbly plucked each string while occasionally her eyes looked sharply at Nadiya.

Sometimes their views meet and Nadiya quickly turns them away. Though if Riko looked down occasionally Nadiya stole a glance and wanted to continue to see it. Especially when Riko sings and plays guitar, all that makes his own happiness for Nadiya. Riko is indeed a very romantic figure, and Nadiya knows very well about it. His charm and the way he walks, sings, sits and jokes are still etched into his mind.

"Nad here" Dara called him.

When Nadiya will suddenly move a branch from a tree almost fell on him. Riko who saw that quickly ran towards him and pushed Nadiya. They rolled over and Riko hugged Nadiya very tightly. The twig fell to the ground and fortunately no one was hurt.

Nadiya looked closely at Riko's face. Nothing has changed from that face. You are still the Riko he once loved with all his heart. Riko also looked closely at Nadiya's face. A deep longing was clearly visible from the sight of his eyes. But not the power to declare. Clearly the high wall had become a hindrance and it was impossible to regain it.

Dara approached and realized what the two of them were thinking. Her tang grabbed Nadiya's hand and quickly awakened her illusion. Nadiya woke up and her face flushed red. Then Nadiya's hand stretched out and grabbed Riko's hand.

"Thank you for saving me. If not twigs it's possible......"

"It's important you're okay. Is anyone hurt?" Ask Riko. Nadiya's smile now felt warmer and friendlier.

"Relga." Nadiya. But his eyes were shocked when he saw Riko's bloody elbow. It looks like he was hit by a rock when he saved himself.

Nadiya grabbed Riko's hand and looked at her wound. Then take her and invite her to treat it. The wound is deep enough. Riko complied and followed him by continuing to look closely at the beautiful face of Nadiya who was occasionally exposed to moonlight.

Nadiya treated carefully and soulfully. Her tender plaster rubbed Riko's skin and cleaned her blood, then gave her the red medicine and gave her the plaster. Riko really enjoyed this moment, when else could be close to him. And in her heart she felt grateful that her hand was slightly hurt. At least it can be close to Nadiya even if only for a moment.

"Nad?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Are you happy?"

Nadiya looked up and her eyes looked at Riko's face. Riko returned her gaze then Riko bowed for a moment.

"I'm married. So did you. And of course we hope to get happiness in each household."

"I'm sorry Nad. Despite being married, I still can't forget you." Riko looked away from the tent whose door was open.

"You're very different from him Nad. Attention the way you talk and all the money is on you I really like it. But what is my day. Destiny took you away from me and took away my love and happiness."

Nadiya heard but did not want to look at him. This is overkill. You should not say that, which will be a burden when Nadiya comes home later.

"Did you not remember me at all, Nad? Our memories?"

"I can only pray that you are happy. If you're happy I'm happy too."

"Do I still mean anything to you?"

"Don't Rik. I don't want our past to be thorns, and to create havoc in our household."

"I just want to know Nad."

"For what? It's all meaningless now." Nadiya cleaned up and put in some of the equipment that had been used to treat Riko.

Riko looked at him and was disappointed that Nadiya had changed.

"Yukkk!" Nadiya takes Riko out of the tent and bumps into someone. Nadiya almost fell when a strong hand caught her. She is Ardy her husband who suddenly appears from outside the tent. Nadiya looked nervous and confused.

Riko pulled her hand. Riko wanted to catch Nadiya who was right standing in front of him. But someone caught him first.

They're staring. Ardy seemed confused and asked in his heart what were the two of them doing in the tent? Just two. Ardy's face began to blush and let go of his grip out of jealousy.

Riko nodded and the road first left them. Dara approaches Riko and tells her if it is Nadiya's husband.

Nadiya knew what Ardy was thinking and took his hand to sit next to him in the tent. Ardy still seems annoyed by what he sees.

"I almost fell over a twig. She helped. Her pain was injured then I treated her." Nadiya gives an explanation for seeing Ardy who is still upset.

"here? Fined? Those nights? Both?" Apparently still hesitating with Nadiya's answer.

"Yes, I don't think anything else. My equipment is here. And I treat inside."

"What if he treats you badly. You two only? Those nights who knows what he's gonna do because you gave him a chance?"

"A chance? Meanin?"

"Yes. He could have done something else. You're beautiful and no one will ever know."

"That's not gonna happen because I'm so......" Nadiya did not continue his words.

"Because of what?!" Ardy becomes interested in Nadiya's sentence. Moreover, Nadiya did not continue it.

"I know him."

"Ohh. I know now. You know him well? You guys ever been close? Liaising? I should be suspicious, if you don't know her, where could you two be here? In tent?"

I don't know what happened to Ardy. His attitude was very strange and unusual. His jealousy crossed the line for accusing him of all sorts. All this time their relationship was fine and there was never any meaningful quarrel. But today Ardy is very different.

Nadiya began to shed tears. It's sad to hear every question Ardy has that kind of humbled him. Her self-esteem is torn apart, and her belief that their relationship will always be okay begins to falter. His faith began to grow in doubt.

Nadiya buried her face on both her knees and covered her elbows. Didn't answer Ardy's questions and didn't want to prolong their debate. Shame to be heard by his friends. He would not dare to look them in the eye if what happened today was seen and heard by them.