Should I forgive

Far away my dream

The next day Nadiya had cooked some food menu assisted by Prasetyo to welcome the arrival of her mother-in-law.

"Finally also Pras. Let me continue the rest better you pick up mommy maybe soon will be here." Nadiya said to Prasetyo while preparing some cooked dishes.

"Are you sure you don't need my help anymore?" Ask Prasetyo.

Nadiya then nodded while smiling sweetly. His smile was lo, make Prasetyo klepek and approached him then kissed his forehead.

"Ehmmm stinks of onions." Goda Prasetyo's.

Just make Nadiya's cheeks flushed.

"Clearly the smell of onions.kan again cook and just ngulek onion." Nadiya said annoyed.

"Okay then I'll take a shower and go get my mom."

Just now Prasetyo was going to take a shower then the apartment door was knocked on by someone and from his voice it seemed like they recognized the voice.

It turned out that Monik's mother with Sasha was already at the door of the apartment.

"Mommy? How come Mami has arrived here not Ngabarin Prasetyo? Prasetyo just wanted to pick up mommy?" said Prasetyo who was stunned and shocked because his mother had even arrived.

"Let's see how many times you've called Mami, you don't answer, you finally take a taxi." Said Monic's Mother.

"really? Prasetyo same Nadiya is cooking dishes to welcome the arrival of Mami, so Prasetyo does not hold HP, uh Mami even already here." Prasetyo reasoned that his mother was not angry.

"Nad Mami has arrived here." Prasetyo shouted to Nadiya who was in the kitchen.

"Yes Nadiya is coming." Nadiya said still with a very oily face and without makeup.

"Mommy? Has your mom arrived? Prasetyo just wants to pick up mami."

"Yes you guys are busy cooking, Mami phone many times no one raised HP, Prasetyo your HP too."

"Sorry yes Mami Nadiya does not know, Nadiya thinks Mami has not been here, so Prasetyo same Nadiya cook first to welcome Mami, sorry yes Mami." Nadiya said she felt bad. Maybe if Nadiya's birth mother, its okelah, Nadiya does not need to explain at length. If this is the same mother-in-law, so must be good at carrying yourself and maintaining an attitude to please her.

"Yes it's okay, Mami also just got a taxi, did not wait long yes mami rest first." Said Monic's Mother.

"Oh yeah, I forgot! This is Sasha, the son of the late secretary Mami. Mami thinks of her as her own granddaughter. Both of his parents are gone." Obviously Monic's mother.

Hearing Monic's mother's story about Sasha, Nadiya's heart becomes a trough for her fate. If Regan is having problems with her parents who are divorced, well if this makes her more sad because both parents are no longer at the age of children.

"Hey Sasha....You sweet and pretty boy, come on please come in here rest here." Said Nadiya holding Sasha's hand and invited her to sit on the sofa.

"Hi Auntie, hi Om." Sapa sasha while smiling sweetly to Nadiya also Prasetyo. Sasha does have a cheerful and sociable face.

"Sasha here come with Oma, let's take a break." Mother Monic said as she got up from her seat and walked into the guest room.

"Yes Oma." Sasha said as she pulled her small suitcase into the other room. Because indeed in the apartment Prasetyo there are 2 rooms, one main room and one more room for guests or if there are relatives staying overnight.

"Yes, if my mom wants a break. Mami wants to drink what let Nadiya make." Kata Nadiya offers a drink to her mother-in-law.

"No Nad, Mami just had a drink, Mami's not thirsty." Said Monic's mother.

"Then Nadiya finished the cooking first yes Mami, soon kelar, just wash the dishes." Nadiya said because her in-laws want to rest, so Nadiya can finish some of the obtained before the time to eat.

"Yes there, you finish your job first, same mom Sasha wants to rest in the room first."

"Pras, you please bring Mami's suitcase to the room." said Monic's mother.

"Yes mami." Prasetyo then walked behind Monic's mother and Sasha as well.

"The suitcase Pras put here ya mi." Prasetyo said as he put the suitcase in a corner.

"Just put it there." Said Monic's mother.

"Hi Sasha's. Finally we meet again and I'm sorry, don't know if Sasha has a hard time?" Prasetyo said to Sasha as they were in the room three.

"The story is long Pras." Said Monic's Mother.

"Mami mean?" Prasetyo.

"The mother was gone a few months ago." Monic's mother began to recall the heartbreaking incident.

"Oh my God, how did mommy happen?" Prasetyo.

Then Monic's mother tells the beginning of Sarah and Sasha say goodbye to go home to Indonesia to find Sasha's father but on the way someone chased the taxi they were riding so that there was an accident and his mother died when the accident occurred critical in the hospital." explained IBu Monic.

"I'm sorry Sasha om doesn't know if your mother is gone."

Sasha's eyes glazed over and then Prasetyo hugged her.

"Have not been sad and Don't cry anymore right now there is oma, there is Om also there is aunt Nadiya. Don't cry anymore." Entertain Prasetyo while stroking Sasa's long hair.

Sasha is now 10 years old so she has started her teenage years and is entering puberty.

"I can't stay here with om, I want to go to school here because Papi is buried here, Sasha's mom is buried here" said Sasha."

"Maybe, can you stay here with Om as well as Oma's aunt too huh?" Prasetyo.

"Yes Om, Sasha wants to be close to Mami as well so if Sasha kangen with Mami as well as Sasha papi can go to the grave to talk to Mami as well as Papi."

"Yes to Om."

"Emang Om Pras has a child? didn't Om just get married when his son was big?" Ask Sasha plain.

"Yes Om's son is as big as you are now in 7th grade but his son om Pras school in the dorm."

"Have you got big, Om?"

"Yes dong want to know his son?"

"You Om, make Sasha's friend Sasha go to school in a new place, and Sasha has a friend." Sasha.

"Well later if you have started to go to school, Om will invite Sasha to meet Regan's son om, Yes you will go to school there."

"yes Om. Om. wife.

what is your name beautiful?"

"You can call aunt Nadiya."

"Yes om, aunt Nadiya is also good at cooking, Om." Sasha.

"Yes dong Om who taught aunt Nadiya to cook." Prasetyo said praising himself. hehehe

"What time is it Om om pinter cook?"

"Ya dong Om is smart to cook Om it was still young to learn to cook the same famous chef so Om smart to cook later you try it, Om the same Aunty cuisine."

"Yes Om."

"Yes now you rest first yes later if all is ready Om will call you here huh."

Sasha then nodded.

An hour later Nadiya had finished his cooking and cleaned all the equipment in the kitchen after that he prepared dishes for them to eat at the dining table in the living room so one with the living room.

Then Monic and Sasha's mother came out of her room after they felt they had enough rest and Prasetyo called them to eat.

"Let's eat."

They look happy with the cuisine of Prasetyo and Nadiya. Especially Sasha, she eats really well. Some of the food menu was even gone by then.

"Well, you can open a restaurant where your cooking is so good." Praise Mother Monica.

"Iya Pras is very good at cooking and Nadiya learned a lot from Prasetyo in processing food." Nadiya.

"Yes, this Auntie child is a hobby of cooking from the first from childhood it is already seneng and if the mother is again cooking in the kitchen sometimes waiting for mami in the kitchen all day mami cook eh pas already big she learned from Chef, it just so happens that there he will be independent, living alone so cook himself eaten by himself yeah that's how." Bright mother Monic.

"Yes lucky yes Nadiya is very grateful because Pras is good at cooking so Nadiya can learn new cuisine menus and processing methods that Nadiya does not know." Nadiya.

"Sasha also wants to be able to cook kayak Om same aunt."

"Yes later you will live here so you can also learn to cook from Om also Tantemu Nadiya" said Monic's mother.

"Yes Oma."

"Sasha let's go get some food." Nadiya Tawar.

"Aunty, Sasha is full."

Then Nadiya cleaned all the dishes and bowls to the back, then he washed the dishes until it was finished after that Nadiya joined them watching television while chatting.

"Oh yes Nadiya, Prasetyo, this is Sasha want to stay here with you guys because she wants to go to school here to be close to her late father and mother right?"

"Well, Sasha can stay here anyway, it just so happens that her aunt Regan's son is also the same age as Sasha so you can be friends" Nadiya said.

"Yes Aunt, thank you."

"Mommy lives here too, right?"

"Yes dong Mami do not want to nimang grandchildren of you, let's how there is good news yet?" Said Monic's Mother.

Nadiya and Prasetyo then looked at her and they smiled blushing in embarrassment.

"Don't be quick to give good news so that Mami can hold a grandchild" said Monic's mother.

"Iya doain ya Mami let Nadiya quickly get pregnant."

Nadiya then blushed in embarrassment.

Tonight Nadiya could not sleep because she thought of something that deeply disturbed the recesses of her heart. Mother Monic's request to give a grandchild is what stuck in the heart and burdened Nadiya's mind. Nadiya wondered in her heart could she have another child after giving birth to Regan.

Nadiya knew full well that she had had uterine cancer surgery and being able to have Regan was the most beautiful gift of her life. But she never thought long that this second marriage her husband also wanted a descendant of her. Nadiya became doubtful and worried about whether she could still get pregnant again or not. If Nadiya can't get pregnant again then Monic's mother must be very disappointed. Prasetyo will also be sad because he cannot give offspring to his parents.

Prasetyo is his only child. For them the descendants must be very important and they put great hopes on Nadiya at this time. Nadiya could not imagine if she could not give offspring to the Prasetyo family. Nadiya will feel to be an imperfect and worthless wife because it can not make the family happy.

Nadiya hoped and prayed to God to grant her another child from her second marriage. This is very important for his life in the future, especially in the eyes of the Prasetyo family. Descendants are such an absolute thing at the moment considering there is no other child who can give offspring other than Prasetyo.

Finally, because of tired Nadiya also fell asleep with various thoughts that burdened him.