Should I forgive

Should I forgive
A useless regret



Rossa paced in her room with fear, regret and so on. He wanted to go to the hospital and see Sasha. But he did not have the courage to look Sasha in the eye. As a result, Sasha becomes injured and somehow is in his present state.


Diana suddenly walked in and looked at Rossa who was pacing around like she was confused.


"Do you know how Sasha is doing?" Rossa asked Diana who had just entered. His face showed his concern. His eyes look so sad.


"No! There's no word yet. Vano is not back either. I heard that Vano went to the hospital with the coach." Diana stood up while looking at Rossa who just kept squeezing her fingers.


"Yes. Maybe Vano's coming there." Rossa turned her eyes to the wall to her left. He felt unable to look into everyone's eyes due to his actions. Especially to all of Sasha's close friends.


"Wouldn't we go there too? I'm worried about her condition too." Diana was also very worried about Sasha. However, since Sasha helped him, they have been like close friends and more to friends. And seeing Sasha pass out yesterday made her very anxious.


"But I have an important task today and cannot be left behind, maybe I can't go there." Rossa tries to avoid meeting her best friend. Though in his heart he was eager to see her. But what he did made him feel guilty. Meeting Sasha and seeing her pain would make her even more hurt.


All this happened because he had betrayed his friendship. He has given information on when Sasha ran and with whom Sasha did the exercises in the morning.


But Rossa never knew if they would hurt him. Rossa thought they would just meet him and bribe him. Unexpectedly, they hit him.


It's all beyond Rossa's knowledge. They didn't say it before either. If they knew what they were going to do to their best friend, then Rossa would not tell them any info about Sasha.


"Oohh. Yes already. How about we go there tomorrow. If I go there without you, Sasha will be disappointed." Diana wants Rossa to go to the hospital to visit Sasha. Diana knows that Rossa is Sasha's best friend. They always look together and share a lot of things.


Diana also wanted a friend when she went to see him. If not today, then tomorrow.


"But I can't tomorrow either. Today and tomorrow my schedule is very tight." Rossa still makes excuses for not being able to meet her best friend. He was also awkward to come face to face with her. Looking at her lying state, making a heartache Rossa.


"Yes already. Then I'm really sorry that I'm going there without you. Maybe I'll take Vano tomorrow." Diana thought who else could accompany her there besides Rossa. Diana finally thought of taking Vano.


Vano was Sasha's best friend. And he's also a great friend to talk to.


"Yes. You go, and tell me how it is." Rossa then sat down and held her head with one of her hands.


His head felt heavy due to a lot of thinking and pressure from his heart. Such a deep sense of pressure made his head spin, and there was so much he was thinking about right now.


Diana then took her laptop and left again.


"You're going again?" Rossa looked at Diana who took the Laptop and she put it in her backpack. Diana's face looked very cheerful when she put in the laptop. I don't know what makes it look so bright. Is it his new job? Thought Rossa in the heart of guessing.


"Yes. I have to go to the studio and this is my new job." Diana smiled confidently and an aura of happiness emanated clearly from her two eyeballs.


His lips smiled and held for so long.


"You're beautiful and attractive, and there'll be plenty watching." Rossa praised Diana for being beautiful.


Her hair was shoulder-length with slightly bluish eyes. Her hair was brownish and a little blond. His face was also perfectly tapered without looking thin. Her beautiful face was innately born without pulling thread, planting thread, and without changing it by surgery.


It is only fitting that she won a beauty contest and one more she is also smart and good at speaking. Even so applying to be a presenter he was immediately accepted so quickly.


Yes, he was the attraction of the news itself. People will feel at home watching it, no matter what news it will bring.


"Hopefully. I hope the rating is good and I can get an appreciation from the CEO." Diana carried her backpack and took her shoes.


"Are you going to wear clothes like them?" Rossa asked while paying attention to the high heels Diana was going to wear.


"Of course." Diana wears high heels.


"Hopefully succeed!" Rossa said with a sincere smile praying for Diana.


"Thanks. Yea..." Diana then came out and when she was hanged she passed Vano who had just returned from the hospital.


Ow hell!


Diana sprained because her shoes went into the hole. But he quickly pulls her off before Vano disappears.


Thankfully not removed!


Diana murmured as she pulled the end of her high heels that stuck on the streets with checkered rough ceramics. So many intersections between one box with another box. And it is troublesome if you walk on it with high heels with small edges.


"Vano!" Shouted Diana from a distance.


Vano turned his head and looked for the origin of the voice. It turned out to be Diana's voice that was far ahead of him.


"Vano...." Diana then ran away with a backpack on her back.


"You're home yet? How's Sasha doing?" Ask Diana.


"He should be treated for one week."


"Is the wound bad?"


"It looks so."


"Tomorrow I'll look at him. Now I have to go to the studio, and it's almost too late." Said Rossa.


"Okey, be careful."


***


Tired of being in the room with guilt and a sense of unease, Rossa finally came out of her room.


As she was about to walk to safety, Rosaa saw Catrine and the minister enter the campus.


What else are they going to do?


I'm really stuck right now.


Rossa murmured in the heart. Rossa then sat under a tree and stared at the sky so high.


I'm a real fool!


Why was I affected by their words and I received money from them. And that money I've used for online shopping is half. How will I replace it if I defend Sasha. How am I going to return the money in that envelope if I don't want to help them.


I don't think long. I didn't know it would turn out like this. Especially Sashalah who suffered the most. He had to run with his injured leg. And now he has to be treated for a week in the hospital. If his leg is injured then, what if he can't progress in the next competition?


Ohh I'm so sorry I made such a big mistake. If Sasha finds out, then she won't forgive me.


This is his big dream. He even tried hard to achieve everything. But I hurt him and....


What am I supposed to do now?


Should I apologize?


But, I'm sure Sasha won't forgive me for this mistake of mine.


Should I reverse Catrine's money. But the number has been reduced by half. Why should I shop so fast? I should be able to postpone it so I can return the Minister and Catrine's money.


It's really messed up and driving me crazy!