Should I forgive

The deep suffering

Sandra then nodded and smiled. How happy he was because it turned out that everything was so easy according to his wishes.

Sandra shrugged her shoulders and smiled at the children sitting in front of the television.

"Let's do the PR now. Auntie will help you." Sandra said as she looked softly at the two boys who were now grown up.

They are so cute and handsome. Her cheeks are also very cubby. They are so adorable in her eyes.

He could not wait to embrace her. However, because they just met, of course, it cannot be done.

They'll be scared.

"This is Auntie...." Edsel said while showing the PR that must be completed.

"When what Eiden?"

"This is Auntie." Eiden said while taking out the PR from his school bag.

An hour finally their PR could be completed.

"You can play now. The PR is done, isn't it?" Ask Sandra.

"Aunty. Thank you Aunt.we want to play now."

For some reason Edsel and Eiden feel close and easily familiar with Sandra. It happened without them knowing.

The other with Sandra. The bond she felt was so strong. Although not the seed, but he still felt his love was so great to the two children.

Until now, Sandra is also unmarried and has no children.

Seeing Nadiya's child and her chance to be a surrogate mother, made her eyes glow and her smile as bright as the moon.

He then watched the twins play in the yard.

He called his mother.

"Mom, Sandra's gonna be in town one week. Don't let that mother go anywhere, until Sandra comes back." Sandra's message to her mother.

"And ma'am, don't tell anyone he's in our house."

"Yes, son."

"But what about his family?"

"Sandra will take care of everything."

Sandra hung up on him, and he was sure that no one would know, because his house was a bit far from the neighbor.

Sandra had also paid the doctor who took care of Nadiya so that she would not tell anyone.

It turns out that the lust and desire to be the mistress of Prasetyo has buried all the goodness in her heart.

As he was wrapped in a lot of debt and the opportunity came, his common sense had been defeated by his lust.

He did not think again if his actions were wrong and would hurt Nadiya.

What she was thinking about right now was for the sake of her own happiness and being debt-free also being a respected and respected great mistress.

He has a great chance at the moment.

He just needed to show a kind and caring attitude until they all sympathized and liked him.

That's what Sandra's gonna do.

And now everything is done. He met the child he had conceived and entered the big house.

After that she will master everything and her eyes widen as she imagines what she will get if she succeeds in seducing Prasetyo, and becomes the mistress of his home.

Nadiya will never be found. Because right now he had even forgotten what his name was and who he was.

Sandra has become selfish and evil. He's changed. The circumstances that constrained him, and his greedy lust had made his feet wrong in stepping.

***

"Oma can go home." Prasetyo said to his omana.

"really? Oma has missed both of Oma's grandchildren. Oma wants to see them." Said Omanya while getting out of bed.

"So Pras had already asked the doctor, and the doctor allowed the oma to go home."

They went home and were out of the hospital.

An hour later they arrived home.

Edsel and Eiden then ran and hugged Omanya.

They cuddle. Then Oma looked at the woman beside the two of them who stood up and smiled kindly.

"You...."

Prasetyo answered him.

"Sandra Aunty...." Sapa Sandra approaches Monic's mother.

Monic's mother nodded without asking much.

He went inside and spoke to Prasetyo.

"Pras, why did you let a stranger look after my two grandchildren?"

"We've known Oma for a long time. He's good too. So since Nadiya is currently undiscovered, how good would it be if someone was guarding Edsel and Eiden? Someone's guarding Oma too. Pras would go out again to look for Nadiya."

Oma seemed to understand and understand the thoughts of her son.

"Yes already. Are you going out again now?"

"Yes Oma. Nadiya has not been found, how can I calm down?"

"Yes, go, may your wife be found soon. And I hope he's okay."

"Pras go Oma."

Prasetyo then goes again and meets Regan.

It looks like Regan is on a rubber boat with a wet shirt.

Prasetyo then followed him. Now the search other than far away had even been several kilometers away from the scene.

But they have not been able to find Nadiya. Regan was so sad to think about her mother.

"It's the third day. Regan was so worried about me." Regan said as they got closer.

"Calm down. We'll find mami. We must not despair."

"Yes, um."

They searched until the end of the night and the search was stopped.

One Week later....

The search was stopped because Nadiya was not found.

Prasetyo bowed languidly at the river bank.

The tears are rolling so hard. His heart was so sad and hard hit. A deep loss seemed to tear his chest apart.

Regan was sitting next to him. His tears were completely unable to hold him anymore.

He rubbed his tears repeatedly.

Nadiya is missing. Because if declared dead, Prasetyo objected, because if he died he wanted to have his body found.

And the temporary news is that Nadiya is missing.

And Prasetyo sure, in which hemisphere Nadiya is currently. He will find it and will come back.

He believes Nadiya is still alive and not dead. He may be lost, and will definitely return.

That is Prasetyo's belief.

"Let's Om, we go home."

They went home empty handed. The atmosphere of the house became quiet and gripping.

They all do not talk and do not joke.

Especially Regan, as well as Prasetyo. He was so lost and was more often alone in his room.

Only Oma and Sandra look busy and take care of the two Nadiya twins.

Prasetyo rarely eat at home, early in the morning has left for work and came home late at night.

After that he would lock himself in the room and look at the photo of Nadiya and cry.

So did Regan, she was already busy filming early in the morning and came home late at night. He also rarely eats at home.

Their once cheerful personalities become dimwitted and reserved.

It greatly affects the happiness in the house that was previously full of happiness and warmth.

No one dared to mention Nadiya's name in front of them both.

Because the whole house wants the two of them to return cheerful, after the disaster that befell.

Edsel and Eiden were children, sometimes they asked their mother, but after their attention was diverted, they forgot.

Oma was most saddened to see her son and granddaughter grieving all day. They look thinner than before.

It was all because of the deep sorrow, to make them not tasteful to eat and busy themselves in their respective work.