Should I forgive

I am in God's hands

In the house of Nadiya the storm is also destroying all happiness, love, affection, sacrifice, and trust. The storm was in front and split the relationship apart. There is no place for neglected sacrifices. Two broken hearts are in God's hands. Although with all his might and heart against destiny, his line of hands even within God's grasp was painted as the future.

Either way you hide the mistake will be revealed. And how great is the sacrifice to maintain the household if God has another will then in an instant the ark was smashed to pieces hit by a storm.

Who's wrong if one mistake closes with another. And who feels most right when all arguments are not heard. And what is left of the relationship if the trust has been destroyed all that is left is to feel yourself the most right.

"Why did you make such a big mistake ma. If you knew that Sarah was pregnant with my child why would you hide it from me? And you got Leo and Sarah married. Why didn't mom say it? You even purposely kept it a secret for six years? Sarah sent a message but you deleted it. So I don't know if she's pregnant."

Nadiya looked at her husband with great sadness. She could not believe that her husband blamed her for doing all that for the integrity of his household. "Aren't you supposed to be ashamed and guilty of having an illicit relationship with my best friend? But now it accuses me of hiding the truth and I am guilty? All I did was to correct your mistake. How did you mas. You don't even think that every day my heart breaks every time you think of one night with my best friend. But do you attach more importance to the truth about the boy than to my feelings? You hurt me so much, pa."

"Look ma, because of your mistake I lost your son. I can't even see her anymore. I don't know where he is now. Where did Sarah take her? He's my son."

Nadiya's heart breaks when her husband calls her his son. And admit if his actions were right and what I did was wrong.

Nadiya was still crying sobbing feeling the pain from inside her heart. He had to heal his wounds and now they are back. Not less even the pain increases. Notya her husband apologized and admitted the error instead blame because Nadiya deliberately kept secret about her son Sarah.

"This all happened because of your mistake ma. You arranged their wedding. You set me apart from my son. Now I don't even know where Sarah took her."

Nadiya cried as she looked at her husband's changed attitude and never expected him to react that way.

"If you hadn't made the marriage it wouldn't have been like this. If you don't hide it from me then I'll find out sooner. And it won't end like this."

"You're blaming me, Pa?

"Well, it's not because of your fault. Because you kept it a secret from me. Why didn't you just say it back then?" Ardy said with high emotion.

"If I say it what will you do? You're gonna marry Sarah and leave me? Or are you going to do polygamy that starts with infidelity?"

"Why do you think that bad ma? If you say it early before the wedding drama happens. I'll babysit the boy and not marry his mother."

"You think Sarah wants to lose her child? You're gonna take his son and not marry him? Is that possible?"

"Why did you corner me, ma? It's all obviously Mama's fault. Hiding the truth from papa. So that papa lost one of my flesh and I don't know when I'll see you again."

"Whatever papa. Do what you think is right. My mother tried to do what she thought was right. Mama won't argue with me anymore." After speaking Nadiya washed his face with water and slept beside his son with tears that still fell drop by drop until his pillow felt wet.

Ardy was stunned after hearing that Sarah was taking her daughter away to America. A continent far from where he lives now. Where could he possibly find it. Then Ardy walks towards his daughter Sasha's room and holds a doll as well as some of Sasha's belongings. Ardy is very sorry for not knowing the truth about his daughter. Sad and disappointed not to be able to hug his daughter, Ardy falls asleep in Sasha's room.

In the morning Ardy wakes up and remembers what happened last night. His commotion and quarrel with Nadiya. Even Ardy also just realized if he fell asleep in Sasha's room and did not go home.

Then Ardy quickly got up and went home. When he entered the room, he saw that the room was empty. Nadiya and her son Regan have left the room.

Where is Nadiya this early? Inner Ardy. After that, he went to the bathroom. The bathroom was also empty even the toothbrush and Nadiya's belongings were also absent. Then Ardy opened the wardrobe to change his clothes and how very surprised he was when he realized Nadiya's clothes were also not there. Then Ardi looked at Regan's closet. The closet is empty too. And Ardy finds a piece of paper that Nadiya left behind on Regan's shirt.

I went pa. Don't try to find me. Regan I brought. Your attitude hurt me so much. I can't stay in this house anymore.

The sentence is short and clear. Ardy's hand trembled reading the letter Nadiya had left behind. His world seemed to spin even the roof of the house like a collapse hit him. Then Ardy called aunty......

"Dear..bibi....." Ardy called him repeatedly but there was no word. It turns out that Nadiya went with Regan and her household acinten. Ardy's body feels weak and helpless. At last Ardy lay on the floor and regretted all his actions.

His guilt for Sarah and his anger for Nadiya. Ardy is late realizing everything that happened and now he's lost everything he loved. Sasha's loss is also Regan and moreover her heart's moorings that have faithfully accompanied her in joy and sorrow. Where should he look for those who have left him.

They all went and did not say where it went. They all punished me for a mistake I realized too late.

Ohh God ......Why is all this happening to me? I lost everything. I regret. I made a terrible mistake against Sasha, especially against my wife Nadiya. Blame it. I don't believe it. I'm mad at him. I blamed and scolded him. I was the one who made a mistake. I betrayed him and hid him from him. But if you already know my mistake, why do you just shut up Nad? Why not tell me frankly? Why are you hiding your anger from me. So....during this time you keep that secret.you keep quiet and say nothing. Nor do you show your anger and remain a good wife to me. But now that you've left...so long have you endured keeping secrets but once in my anger why did you have to go and leave me? All this time you have survived but why now.......mag away?

Ardy cried and cursed himself. Blaming his overly emotional stupidity and hurting his wife. Angry and even accused his wife of causing this storm.

Seriate........

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