Should I forgive

Inside Private Jet

Prasetyo sat next to Nadiya who is now officially his wife with great happiness. Prasetyo touched the chin and cheeks of Nadiya who was natural and very beautiful. They then looked in silence without speaking.

Usually they would talk about anything, but this time they just fell silent as if they were out of words and ideas to start the conversation.

"Thank you...." Prasetyo finally broke the silence of the atmosphere inside his Private Jet.

"For what?" Nadiya asked while staring doubtfully at Prasetyo's unblinking eyes as if he wanted to swallow it round and round.

"Because it's been an important part of my life." Prasetyo said while kissing Nadiya's forehead. Nadiya was originally going to turn her face away however, Prasetyo's hand immediately grabbed her head so that she could not turn away.

"I don't know how you feel, but I promise to always make you happy." Prasetyo said while kissing Nadiya's cheek. Nadiya tried to avoid it but Prasetyo's hand was too strong to make him turn away.

Nadiya was still not fully aware of what God had set her. Can she be a good wife, for Prasetyo. And somehow the shadow of his past is actually present at this happy time. Somehow the moment when he became a loyal wife for Ardy must be imagined in his mind at this time.

And the betrayal of her husband made her retreat from Prasetyo's embrace.

Prasetyo was even shocked when he suddenly got a rejection from Nadiya when he would give his ownership sign.

But Prasetyo realized, if it takes time for Nadiya to adjust the new life will be lived with Prasetyo on the bitter memories of his past.

Prasetyo swallowed his own saliva and set his breathing back after Nadiya moved away from his seat.

"I'm sorry...." Nadiya said and did not feel two pearls wet his cheeks. And Prasetyo gently wiped off his tears.

"Calm down.I won't force you to do your job. I'll wait until you're really ready." Prasetyo said that increasingly made Nadiya cry sobbing.

Nadiya was very sad because she could not give what was supposed to be Prasetyo's right. His heart was completely chaotic and uncontrollable. But Prasetyo's sincerity really made him feel guilty for rejecting him earlier. But at the moment he was completely unprepared and still needed time to reorganize his heart.

"I still need time......" Said Nadiya who dared not look her husband in the eyes.

"No papa. Don't cry anymore. We're gonna have fun, but you're crying and grieving. Don't be too forced. Didn't we start this relationship from friends, then become friends and forever we will be friends. And I don't want my best friend to cry on this special day"

After a long flight, they finally arrived at the destination for their honeymoon.

Nadiya got off the Private Jet and went into her bridal room. Prasetyo held Nadiya's hand cold as ice. I don't know what made him so anxious that his hands became so cold.

Prasetyo then stopped in front of the main door and made Nadiya confused why he had to stop his steps.

Nadiya was just pounding and waiting for what would happen next. And what Prasetyo will do because they are now officially husband and wife. Being close and touching is not a sin. It will even add intimacy to their relationship that is just about to begin.

But somehow this second marriage is different from the first marriage. If he and Ardy used to want intimacy that has become a right together. But with Prasetyo comes a variety of flavors that are very confusing. Between the feeling of fear, anxiety and hesitation to restart his second household ark or some kind of fear of repeating the same mistake.

And it's a pity why that anxious feeling just popped up right now when they were on their honeymoon. Isn't it unfair for Prasetyo who expects the sweetness of the relationship that is being lived but it turns out in his wife's heart is still stored bitterness in the past.

At last they came to a room full of fragrant roses encircling the room. With Prasetyo plan to lower Nadiya from the sling yes and let her lie on the mattress around her there is a sprinkling of flowers.

Nadiya's heart was pounding more and more uncertainly waiting for what her husband would do to her. Will he demand that right now? Or when is the right time to unify themselves. But Prasetyo suddenly came out of the room.

Nadiya was lying on the bed still with her wedding dress dangling to the floor. Prasetyo entered with cold food and drinks.

Nadiya then sat down and for some reason she was at a loss for words. There is shame, embarrassment, and a variety of unexplainable flavors. Before the wedding, they were just friends and friends. There was never any intimacy between the two. And being trapped in the room with him made it seem like a mistake.

This is the second, but it makes him more anxious than when honeymooning with Ardy. Ohhhhh, damn! That name keeps appearing in my memory right now.

"Hey......" Prasetyo said as his hand flicked to Nadiya's face. "Cock it up, eat it. Before we......" Prasetyo did not continue his words.

The expression on Nadiya's face was paler than before hearing Prasetyo's expression and desire. Naturally, it is husband and wife, so of course as a normal man Prasetyo already can not wait to taste the sweetness of husband-wife relationship.

"You mean...now?" Ask Nadiya and become unappetizing.

"Yes. Eat now, don't you want to take a walk outside?" Prasetyo said with a small laugh seeing the change for the sake of changing Nadiya's expression which of course he enjoyed very much.

"alright. I'll eat and we'll go for a walk." Nadiya's expression instantly turned excited. At least he could delay something he had not wanted to let go of.

Prasetyo cut the food on his plate and fed Nadiya. Nadiya opened her mouth and they looked at each other with great affection and in a sense their gazes.

"Nake right?" Prasetyo said as he continued to feed Nadiya with small pieces. Nadiya nodded and took turns feeding Prasetyo with her fingertips.

Prasetyo held back and bit Nadiya's finger to make her scream.

"Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhjjjg"

"Oh sorry. Is your finger hurt?" Then Prasetyo pretended to blow it and massaged it. Though actually he deliberately teased Nadiya because he did not want the atmosphere between the two of them to be stiff.