Should I forgive

Should I forgive
She's still mine



Ardy is very tired after there is an additional job, which is to meet Leo. He should have come home early, too late. Nadiya who saw her husband was very tired immediately took his office bag and put his suit. Then she prepared dinner for her husband.


"Papa take a shower first ma." Husband says.


"Yes pa." Nadiya began arranging the dishes at the table and sat there waiting for her husband. Coincidentally before the shower Ardy put a cell phone on the dining table. Seeing that Nadiya intended to keep it.


Suddenly a message came in. And Sarah's name is there. "Sadah?" Nadiya's whisper in the heart. Nadiya did not understand why Sarah sent a message to her husband. Why not to him? Because they never look close, or there is a friendship. Her husband doesn't even know Sarah.


She saw her husband still had not come down from the second floor, then quickly Nadiya opened the message. And how shocked, like being struck by lightning when Nadiya saw the contents of the message. "I'm pregnant Ar, after what we did that night." That's what Sarah's message Nadiya read.


Nadiya's tears immediately poured out of shock, shock, feeling betrayed and very hurt. Nadiya quickly deleted the message. Then Nadiya went out and entered Sarah's house. While wiping his tears.


Ardy came down from the second floor and saw a piece of paper on the table. "father eat first. Mama's got important business." Ardy scrunched his forehead. Then eat alone while thinking what makes Nadiya go suddenly without inviting him. Ardy is actually very worried because Nadiya is pregnant with her baby.


Nadiya runs to Sarah's house. When approaching the door, it was unlocked. Nadiya took a deep breath and tried to hold back her feelings. All the anger, disappointment and cries of his heart were pressed into the deepest recesses of his heart. All she has to do is meet Sarah before her husband learns of Sarah's pregnancy.


Nadiya entered slowly and headed straight for Sarah's room. Sarah was lying on the bed looking at the window of Nadiya's room.


"Sari." Nadiya called out to Sarah in a soft voice.


"Oh Nad." Sarah gets up and sits down."Tumben came here tonight? What's up?"


"It's okay. I just need a friend to talk to." Nadiya is looking for the right reason. Sarah is waiting for Ardy. Why did Nadiya come? Sarah was awkward when talking for a long time with her best friend.


"Oh yes Sar. At that time we passed by the hospital. If not wrong doctor. Who is pregnant with Sar?" Sarah's heart started to beat.


"Oh. When is Nad? I forgot." Sarah reasoned.


"Oh yes Sar. I have good news. I finally got pregnant after so long we were waiting for a baby." Nadiya told me she was pregnant.


Sarah's surprised! She didn't think Nadiya was pregnant either. Sarah was so happy when she found a way out of her problem. Because she's pregnant with Ardy's son. Ardy must be happy. It was unexpected that Nadiya was also pregnant.


"Oh! You pregnant?" Sarah said shocked and stammered.


"Yes Sar. Ardy is so happy. Now Ardy won't let any trouble plague the fetus in my womb. His affection and attention are doubling."


Sarah just shut up. And occasionally throw away your face while sighing deeply.


"Thank you, Sar. Nothing makes us happy except this pregnancy. And what makes me most happy is that I will be the perfect woman to give birth to. And our family will be complete with his presence. A happy and happy family. I trust my husband very much. He will solve his problems without getting us hurt. He will surely maintain and number the happiness of his wife and son."


Nadiya sees Sarah starting to misbehave. And tears welled up from the corner of his eye. After that Nadiya said goodbye to Sarah.


"I'm happy with Nad too."


"Yes yes Sar. I'll go home first. You are my best friend. That's why I want to give you this happy news as soon as possible. I trust you so much Sar. You're a friend, a friend, and already like my sister." Then Nadiya smiled at Sarah and left Sarah's house. Nadiya could clearly see the change in Sarah's face when she knew she was pregnant. Also saw a puddle of tears from the corner of his eyes.


Nadiya closed Sarah's door and stood there in the dark. His water flowed like pouring rain. And as he pleased and could not stop his crying. How can it contain him. These tears are like they are shed from all of their sadness. A sense of disappointment and hurt filled and stifled his chest.


Nadiya looked at Sarah's room. And then wipe his tears. And with all his might asked him not to drip any more. Then Nadiya saw his room that no light was on. Signs her husband is asleep.


Nadiya still stood up and thought hard about how to solve her problem. She's pregnant, Sarah's pregnant. The same father. A very much awaited child. One from him and one from Sarah. But I'm his wife. And Sarah was his fault. How should I correct one mistake of my husband so as not to make a mistake a second time.


Ok. My husband is guilty of betraying me. And I can't change his mistake. It's already happened. I have to think clearly. I am currently pregnant. And I don't want my son to suffer for my husband's mistakes. I am very sad. Very disappointed. very hurt. But I also have to think about Sarah's growing belly. I don't want my husband to know that Sarah's pregnant with her child.


Anyhow I'll keep this secret. And make Sarah not say it. I have to find a way out of all this. Oh my God, you gave me happy news, but you also gave me sad news.....


Nadiya opened the door of his house, then immediately cleaned the dining table and washed the dishes. After that Nadiya went up to his room. She saw her husband was asleep. The face she so admired. When sleeping so plain. Who would have thought you would betray me, Pa. I never expected it. You did this to me. To my best friend. Even the seed you laid will become a child. I don't know how many times you've done it behind my back. I don't know. It never happened if it was Sarah. Do you love her as much as you love me. Did you fuck her and you don't remember me back then. Does not even cross your mind about my feelings, when you make out and make love to him. Are you two-faced? Is our marriage just a show? Is the affection and attention you give a charade? Was I meaningless just because I couldn't give you a child? If this child is not in my womb you will leave me. And I'm worthless and you don't love me anymore?


Today. You made me doubt your love, pa? About my attention and sincerity. You're also starting to make me start worrying about your loyalty if you're away from me. Which I was so sure of and trusted you. But now you've broken my faith. Nadiya spoke to herself. And then fell asleep with tears soaking his pillowcase.


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