Should I forgive

A lonely soul

The night was warm for the newlyweds. Yet so desolate for a fragile soul. Especially the curious soul. And make the world feel so narrow and squash it. The stars were flashing like they were laughing. And summon the spirit in the body to lean on the warm moonlight.

Ardy looked deep into the room, across the house. All that is seen is the reflection of a tree blown by the breeze and is dancing in the window. The sound of crickets and night-owning animals is melodious for a pair of hearts that are blending love, but not for a broken heart. The sound of friction of leaves blown by the wind was heartrending and added to the night felt very long.

Nadiya had actually not slept, she was just pretending to be asleep. I don't know how many days Nadiya let her husband cold to sleep without the warmth she gave him. Repeatedly Nadiya tried to get rid of the one night her husband spent with his best friend, but it was very difficult. So that it affected Nadiya's heart to serve her husband. Nadiya knew it was a sin. But what is the power, it is very difficult to fight the turmoil of the heart that burns with the fire of anger.

Nadiya fell asleep because she was tired of thinking about what had happened to her. How he made peace with his heart and soul. Loneliness is also felt. A cold night remains cold, and only the blanket can warm it.

Her husband looked at Nadiya affectionately. But never know what they keep and keep secret. Maybe because it has become an innate nature, if men will not be sensitive like women. And will only understand a thing if it is shown or shown directly. It is natural that women are good at storing their feelings. Even when his heart is broken, it can still make the sweetest smile in the world.

Ardy enveloped Nadiya and slept beside her. There is no anger because Ardy understood what happened to Nadiya was a baby. Although Ardy is desperate to get in touch, for the sake of the health of his son and mother, he ends up questioning her.

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In the dim light of the moon that enters from the window, as if giving blessing to those who are making love. Leo saw the reflection of Sarah's face from the glass on her dresser. Very beautiful and charming, still with makeup that has not been cleaned. No wonder Leo is difficult to replace Sarah with other women. Despite being separated, Leo still loves the woman he is currently remarrying.

Deep down in his heart the possessive attitude was there, none other than because of Sarah's easy beauty charm to make any man captivated to him. Fragrant and fragrant Sarah's body is still very attached to her heart. And at this time his fragrance and fragrance returned to make his blood churn. Leo couldn't wait to ask for longer. Then like a squirrel jumping fast once suddenly hugged and made Sarah difficult to breathe.

"Wait mas. I'm gonna get my hair straight first."

"No need. I like you like this?"

"But I'm sweating mas."

"No papa. I like the smell of your body, even if it's sweating."

"But I'm going to the bathroom."

"No need. Just later. I miss you so much."

"I can't take it anymore."

"me too. Especially me. My heart was pounding and I was beating it. This feeling sucks me a lot."

Leo said he was still holding Sarah. And their reflection looks glazed. Sarah in front and Leo in back.

"I'm going out. I've been asking for it."

"Why didn't you say that?"

"Say what mas?"

"If we can't stand it. We can do it right away. Now just yuk!"

"I've just lately. Later when you pee, just replace me."

"What's!? Peed? Urinate?" Leo's eyes widened and released his embrace.

"Yes mas. I can't stand to pee. But you just kept hugging me and I couldn't take it anymore." Sarah ran into the small room and quickly returned again.

...Peed? I thought you wanted to do it. You can't stand to pee? that's all it is?...

"Have you?" Leo asked to see Sarah coming out of the bathroom. Sarah nodded.

"You said you couldn't stand it anymore? Where if you want to pee?"

"Nga! Not so!" Said Leo sulking spoiled.

Sarah then embraces Leo and invites him to fall in bed. Sarah knows that Leo is upset because she doesn't understand what he's saying. Sarah had already changed her clothes in pink. Thin and transparent. Then cover it with a blanket to keep it warm. But suddenly it was not the blanket that covered his body, but Leo's body that quickly overcame him, making Sarah difficult to breathe.

Sarah's just about to make a sound but Leo's lips are locked. Her breath felt warm on the skin of her face. Sarah is really not wrinkled because Leo's legs also lock her legs. Her tongue walked here and there on her body. Seek and hold what he wants to hold. Sometimes it is soft and sometimes feels so tight. Sarah let it be because they were legal to be husband and wife.

Sarah's entire body was even entitled to be enjoyed by her own husband. Leo unceremoniously quenched his thirst. Like a lion that has got its prey. Gripping and making Sarah not wart at all. Sarah was helpless at last. Leo was so strong and spent all his energy enjoying the long night.

Sarah even staggered to her feet as she ran out of energy to serve her husband's passion. Especially now that she is pregnant. Leo is a young man whose passion is so strong and fierce. So that repeatedly made Sarah droop with roaring breath.

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What a beautiful morning. The sun had shone through the dense foliage and entered the room when the window curtain was open. Nadiya is still asleep. Her husband got up first and walked over to her window. Ardy flicked the window curtains and looked at Sarah's still dark room. The curtain is not open yet. It shows that the occupants of the room are still sleeping.

Ardy looked at him for so long. At first glance it flashed in his memory how warm Sarah's body was. And his passion that night was incredible. Ardy can still feel the pleasure because when it happened he was in a condition that was not drunk heavily. So that with the rest of his consciousness he could still remember every nook and notch even the size of his chest was still clear in his memory. Sarah, who asked for warmth from him, was drunk. Until finally Ardy desperate to do the forbidden relationship with him.

"Pa....." Nadiya felt her husband was not beside her. Her husband's bed was empty. And with eyes that still vaguely Nadiya looking for him. Ardy was standing at the window and looking at Sarah's room.

The sight hurt Nadiya very much.

"Pa......" Nadiya. Ardy looked over and approached him.

"Ma is up ?" Said Ardy.

"Yes pa." Nadiya answered while taking care of the blankets and pillows. Ardy sat on the side of the bed hugging Nadiya's body.

"Papa woke up early. Then papa breathed fresh air from the window."

"Yes pa. Papa took a shower first. Mama let me prepare breakfast for papa."