Should I forgive

The second honeymoon night

After visiting Nadiya Dara back home. Joan was watching a show on television.

"Have you been?"

"Yes Ra. Have you eaten yet?"

"Yet Mas. Yes, I don't need to change clothes. We'll just eat out. We haven't eaten out in a long time."

"Yes Mas. Dara grab the bag first"

Dara went straight to her room and changed her bag, then added a little makeup to her face. Her husband hadn't taken her for a walk. I don't know the last time they spent time together.

Joan herself has begun to accept Dara as she is. With imperfections. And will forget the bitter events of the first night that happened at that time.

And start trying to be a good husband for Dara. Now Joan will surprise Dara. Joan had ordered a table for them to have dinner.

"Now it is." Dara walks and looks beautiful with a little makeup. Joan's eyes sparkled at the beauty of his wife.

Then Joan hugged him and kissed him on the forehead. Dara was stunned and could not believe what happened to her husband. Usually Joan has never been so sweet with him since they were married.

Then Joan turned on the car she just bought a few weeks ago. Their lives are better now because Joan has found a new job. Actually Dara herself was hesitant about Joan's new job. New to work and can you buy a new car? With a fantastic salary? But she also did not want to ruin her husband's happiness by asking him questions and doubts.

"I'm happy right now."

"What makes you happy?'

"yeah. Because soon I'll be the company leader?"

"What Mas? The leader? How can it be so fast?"

"Yes. You just pray. Let your husband succeed."

"Yes Mas. As a wife, if you're happy then I'm happy too."

They arrived at a luxurious hotel and restaurant that her husband had booked.

"Here's Mas?" Dara still doesn't believe it.

"Yes here."

"Later our money will not be enough Lo Mas. Let's go somewhere else."

"Just calm. I have a lot of money now."

Dara is confused. But her husband then took her hand and invited her in. They were given a special welcome. Dara could not believe what she was going through. Like dream. Dara then pinched her arm, but it hurt.

Her husband who was unemployed, odd jobs, to eat also mediocre why suddenly became so respected? Never even a little thought by Dara will eat in this luxurious place with her husband.

Some servants invited them to sit down. And the table has been available some fancy food and it is definitely delicious. There was music and a rose. Lots of candles in the room. Very romantic.

"You ordered all this?"

Husband nodded. "You happy?"

"Yes of course. It's just that I'm still confused. And I thought it was just a dream."

"You're gonna get used to eating in a fancy place like this, baby."

"What?"

"Yes. You should get used to being rich."

"Because soon you'll be a great mistress."

"Yes. We're moving house to a bigger place. You and your son will live there. You don't have to work hard anymore. You sit sweet in the house and the waiter will serve him."

"Haha. Nevermind Mas. Don't make me laugh because of your delusion. Big madam. Luxury home. Servant maid. Where's the money from?" Dara held back laughter, and finally the release also heard Joan's style of speech and her rich-like behavior.

"You doubt me?" Joan is upset that Dara doesn't believe her and laughs.

"Doubt not about it. But what you give today is more than enough. And I'm so happy mas."

"This is not how much. After dinner, we'll stay at that hotel?" His finger pointed towards the extremely elite star-rated Hotel. And only important people and big bosses stay there often.

"What?" Dara almost fainted due to her husband's unreasonable babbling and unexpected surprises.

The dinner is over. Joan took Dara and got into their car. Then because the distance of the restaurant is close to the location of the hotel, then not until fifteen minutes they have arrived at the hotel.

Dara still doesn't want to come down. Doubt what her husband said. Where does the money come from to stay overnight at this hotel? Joan's month-long salary as a jobless laborer is not even enough to stay one night and enjoy the facilities.

"Yuk down." Take Joan

"Mas NGO. Think about it again."

"Are you sure you don't want to come down?" Looking into Dara's eyes. And quickly her husband came down and walked over to open the door for Dara.

She finally came down and let her husband reckless action. Joan took Dara with her, then they walked up to the receptionist and booked a room.

Dara kept quiet, she didn't even want to see Joan pay, or they would be kicked out of there for being in the wrong place.

But how surprised Dara was when a servant approached and greeted them very kindly. Joan was well respected and they were delivered to the room they had booked.

Dara gawked and walked behind the waiter. His arm was pinched again. It turns out this wasn't a dream. Then her husband must be dreaming. Then Darapun pinched her husband's arm. Her husband glared at her.

"What are you doing?" Husband whispering.

"Hehehehe. Are you aware of mas?"

Joan holds Dara's forehead. It made Joan upset. They reached the room, and the maid gave Joan the keys. Joan opened the door and for a moment Dara almost fainted from seeing the beauty of the room.

Joan goes in first and settles down on the bed. Then followed Dara who observed every detail of furniture and room decoration that was so luxurious. Holding and looking around until finally trying a soft mattress.

Joan immediately fell down and slept on a soft mattress. While Dara was still amazed by the beauty of the room. Slowly Dara took off her clothes and replaced them with a nightgown gift from Joan. The shirt is very fitting to be worn by Dara. And the look of the glass is so dazzling, adding to his body.

Then Dara looked at her husband. Dara was very upset that her husband had fallen asleep.

"Mass?" Joan is still quiet."You sleep mas?"

Um. Joan opened her eyes. Her eyes widened to see the beautiful Dara in a nightgown a gift from her. They also look friendly. Dara leaned her head against Joan's shoulder.

They then exchanged looks and embraced each other. Dara misses this moment so much, they have not had sex with husband and wife for a long time. And if it is related, Joan's condition is drunk heavily. Of course it was not liked by Dara. He wants a relationship that is done normally like a husband and wife.

And today his longing is realized. There was no alcohol in his mouth. Relationships made with love, compassion and awareness. Looking at each other with adorable looks instead of blank stares with red eyes, and mouth smelling of alcohol.

Joan touched her skin with her fingers, and the warmth was felt by Dara. Starting from the forehead of the nose the lips of his neck then other desires. The blood began to feel warm, as warm as their breath. Dara feels the sensation of being a full-fledged wife. Which is caressed and given an inner living properly.

The man started flying into the air. His eyes are sometimes open and sometimes closed because of the pleasure he feels. Eventually the blanket became a witness to that exciting night. Dara smiled happily, there was joy and satisfaction she felt. Which had long ago only been stored and restrained in his conscience.

Her tears were dripping down her cheeks. There was a sense of sadness, joy, happiness and recalling the previous nights they spent without enjoyment.

"May you have forgiven me mas." he murmured inwardly. While caressing the chest of her husband who was asleep, after his desire was fulfilled.

Someone has taken my virginity. I don't even know who he is. But I have promised to give all that is left of me only to you. Life, devotion and sacrifice just for you, for our happiness and the wholeness of our household. Moreover, we already have Kiara, our little elf. May you forget my past and see only our future.

I can't change the past. But I hope to change the future and get happiness. I also don't want Kiara to experience the bitterness I experienced in the past.