Should I forgive

Previous life

Not long after that they reached the apartment.

"The apartment is big." Vano said as he looked around the room.

"Yes, this is Aryan's om." Sasha said after they went inside.

"You're gonna live here alone?" Vano asked because until now he also did not dare to ask about Sasha's pregnancy.

"Yes. I'll stay alone. And after my baby is born, I'll stay with him."

"Em, your husband didn't come? Aren't you preaching it?" Tanya Vano tried to provoke Sasha's reaction.

"No. He's very busy." Sasha hid her truth.

She couldn't have told everyone, if she was negligent and engaged in illicit relations, until she was pregnant.

Especially in front of his friends. That sounds so embarrassing.

"Sit down. I'll make you a drink." Sasha said then went into the kitchen and brewed a drink.

"You want coffee? It's very delicious. I tried it." Sasha.

"Can too. Did you have coffee?"

"Yes. Why why?"

"You better not drink it anymore. You're pregnant. Drink a healthier drink for you and the baby in it."

"Yes.I sometimes can't bear not to drink it."

"From now on you should watch what you eat and drink. Don't eat carelessly. You can see in some articles, about the advice of healthy foods for pregnant women."

"You're very considerate."

"I just don't want you and your baby to happen anything. There's no family here. You have to take care of yourself."

"Thank you for the advice. I'll be careful from now on." Sasha said then put the coffee on the table.

"Sometimes, I think it's just a dream." Vano said as he remembered the time so quickly changed everything.

"You mean?"

"Yaaahhhh, you're suddenly going to be a mother. I never thought and suspected before."

"Are you sorry that we weren't meant to be together?" Sasha said in a joking tone teasing the melancholy Vano.

"That's one of them."

"Hahaha, I don't know! I also never know what will happen in the future."

"Yes, we're all just puppets in this world."

"You're right. Someone has arranged everything." Sasha said while taking a couch pillow.

Vano then looked at Sasha's silvery.

"He's growing bigger."

"of course! I eat a lot. We eat two servings every day. One serving for me and one serving for her." Sasha said while stroking her stomach.

"Ssssttttttt..he moves." Sasha.

"really? Does it hurt when he moves?"

Sasha shook her head.

"No. Just amused. Suddenly it was like someone was kicking. Especially if I'm hungry. He'll keep kicking it."

"Can I hold it?" Vano asked because she also wanted to feel how the baby could kick.

"of course. Try, feel..... Don't we? She moving?"

"Yes, I can feel it." Vano said as he continued to stroke Sasha's stomach.

***

Nadiya is currently helping Sandra's mother pack jars into cardboard boxes.

There was an order for 300 jars from an acquaintance in the city. He will resell it online. And he ordered his fried onions to Sandra's mom.

"You really brought rizki for us. Since your arrival at this house. Mommy's trading is getting better and rame."

"That's been a mother's windfall. Not because of me. Oh yeah Mom, who ordered all these jars?" Tanya Sekar aka Nadiya.

"Old friend mom. He sells online. So a lot of messages from far away."

"Great huh, that mother friend? Must have been a lot of subscriptions, until this much message."

"Yes, he usually sells groceries, said his son who helped sell online. It just so happens to meet mom in the market, and we'll have a little chat."

"After this you rest. You must be tired from yesterday not rest."

After all was put in the cardboard, there was a neighbor who came to deliver all the orders.

He has often delivered orders from Sandra's mother to the city or to the customer.

"You've come, Yes! It's over, you can take it." Said Sandra's mother.

Nadiya then helped lift the items into the open tub car owned by Sandra's mother's neighbor.

The neighbor looked directly at Nadiya?

"Who is Mom?" Ask Sandra's mother.

"Ohh, he's a mother's brother from afar."

"But..it seems like I've seen it? Where ya? I've seen him get tivi?" Said the neighbor.

"Ah, ngaco you are! Where could he be on TV? Is he an artist?"

"Hehe, maybe I'm the one who saw it wrong, or they just look alike."

Nadiya then smiled at her neighbor and entered the house when everything was done.

The artist?

Who me?

Who was I before my memory was lost?

Who can help me explain all this?

Nadiya became aware, that the place is not here. It's just that he doesn't know where he should be either.

Where's family? Who is his family? Does this village feel foreign to him?

He also thought in his room about the life he had before?

But he also had no idea what his previous life was like? He doesn't remember anything. All she knew at this time was her family and the person she knew was Sandra's mother and her husband.

But when Nadiya asked, they seemed reluctant to explain. Or they say if he didn't know himself before.

They helped Nadiya who was carried away by the river. Since then, they have considered Nadiya to be part of their family.

Nadiya then came out of her room. She then meets Sandra's mother.

"Mom, is the shirt I was wearing the first time I came here still there?"

"For what? Looks like mom kept it."

Sandra's mother took the shirt and gave it to Nadiya.

"There may be a hint of that shirt." Nadiya said but Sandra's mother did not hear too much because she was making fruit juice.

Nadiya then brought the bag containing the shirt to her room.

He took out the shirt and he saw from every detail of the clothes he was holding.

This shirt was much different from the one he was wearing at the moment. The clothes he had worn before were so soft and modern.

The design is very luxurious and the shoulders look very expensive.

Am I an artist?

The neighbor said, if he ever saw me on television.

Could I be an artist?

Nadiya muttered in his heart.

How do I know who I am if there's no television in this house.

There is only radio. Because Sandra's mother likes to listen to dangdut songs.

I'd better wait for Sandra's mom's son to come home. Maybe he knew me in the past. Or he'd seen me on television if I was an artist.

But since Nadiya was at home, Sandra rarely came to the village to meet her mother and father.

He'll only call once a week if he remembers.

He was very busy with the life he was living. Being a disguise Mistress because she did the usual tasks Nadiya did but she was not the real mistress.

Every day Nadiya waited for Sandra's arrival, but Sandra did not come too until Nadiya thought to go for a walk to the market.

But Sandra's mother forbade it. Finally Nadiya just stay at home and do activities like the previous days. Peeling and slicing onions.