Should I forgive
Strive for strength
Vano sat down while looking at his phone screen, it seemed like he was still doubtful about his decision.
Who will he call and tell him? Who among them can accompany him here?
Finally Vano thought to tell someone the situation. They have been friends for a long time. He is trustworthy and will not spread this news.
Jack!
I have to call him.
"Hello Jack! Can come. Don't tell anyone if I call you" Vano said, sending a message to Jack to give him his address.
The new Jack would speak so dumbly and for a moment did not understand Vano's intentions.
After reading a message from Vano, Jack immediately went there. He's looking for an address written by Vano.
Jack stood in front of Vano's room. He looked at Vano with a confused look.
"You here? Aren't you on leave? Then why are you here?" Jack asked and sat down next to Vano.
"I'm on leave on purpose so no one can suspect that I'm here." Vano said without seeing Jack.
"Does Sasha know you're here, too?" Ask Jack
"No! You promise me, don't tell anyone I'm here. I'm tired of being alone all day. There's nothing I can talk to" Vano said.
Jack looked at Vano long ago.
"Don't look at me like that. It's just a small disease. I'll be out of here soon."
"Sick like this you say little sick? You think I didn't read the directions. This is a cancer patient's room, isn't it?"
"You know what?"
"Am I so stupid that I can't read the sign above the door?"
"Damn!"
"Why did you hide it from us? Tell me? I'm so upset you're like this!" Jack said, staring at Vano with regret for not knowing that his best friend was being cared for here.
"I don't want anyone to know if I'm sick."
"okkey. If someone else knows it or not it doesn't matter to me. But at least you tell us. Are we not your friends?"
"Don't tell anyone. I still don't want them to know. I want to be considered a normal man."
"As far as you go."
Jack then fell on the other bed. Because there are two beds in Vano's room. And one was empty, so he fell asleep there.
"How's Sasha doing? Is she okay?"
Jack turned and looked at Vano's face, then turned again to the window nearby.
Jack remembered how his relationship was now sweeter and more pleasant after Vano was not among them.
"He didn't ask you. I often accompany him." Jack said he was lying.
Vano bit his lip when he heard Jack saying that Sasha wasn't looking for him. Somehow his heart hurt like it was sliced open when he found out that Sasha had forgotten about it.
"Good then. I'm glad to hear it." Vano said trying to look tough.
"He's forgotten you." Said Jack then.
"And let it stay like this. He's comfortable with me."
"I'm so happy." Vano said while bowed.
"Now I want to sleep. I haven't slept in the night." Said Jack then.
Not long after, Jack fell asleep.
Meanwhile, Vano becomes agitated after hearing Jack's confession that Sasha is comfortable with him.
There is a sense of unwillingness, however, Vano is aware that he is not worthy of Sasha.
He's disabled. He's not a perfect guy. And even doctors say that he only has a 20% chance of getting offspring.
Doesn't feel like Vano's eyes are wet from sadness and loss.
I'm not getting married.
I can't have offspring.
No one wants to be with a guy like me. Barren man.
Suddenly the doctor came in and looked at the bed next to Vano.
"Who is he?" Ask the doctor while checking Vano.
"My friend."
"Finally you listened to my advice."
"Why are you crying?" Ask the doctor who saw Vano's eyes watering.
"No! Who is crying? I'm just flickering. My eyes are so painful." Vano said trying to show his feelings.
"Do you want to marry a man who can't give you children?"
"Of course I want to have children. I might have to think carefully if she can't give me a child, before we go any further."
"You're right. Everyone expects descent from every relationship."
"Are you talking about yourself?"
Vano was shocked and turned to the doctor who was standing next to him.
"There can be no woman who will live with a useless man."
"You're wrong."
"you mean? Didn't you just say you also expect descent from every relationship?"
"You're right. But every woman has a different point of view. Sometimes despite knowing that the man she was going to marry could not give any children, they still chose to spend their lives with her."
"Surely she's a stupid woman."
"No. He did everything for the people he loved. Even if you have to adopt a child."
"Cannot be. You must be lying."
"My engagement even left me because she loved her ex. She's his first love. He is my patient. He also knew that the woman he married suffered from cancer and could not give him offspring. But they still got married. He broke off his relationship with me."
"I'm sorry." Vano said he felt bad, having reminded the doctor of his bitter memories.
"This world, even though we have everything, but we cannot force people to love us and keep asking if he wants to leave. You know, we dated for 7 years. He's very kind. But his kindness has made me lose him."
"I don't understand."
"He pityes my patient who is his first love. They separated because my patient had cancer and didn't want to be a burden to her lover. But they met again after a long time. And finally my fiancee chose to be with him and leave me."
"What's the reason?"
"Because he thought that no man would want to live with him. Eventually he became one of the men who decided to live with him and accept all his shortcomings."
"Are you hurt when he left you?"
"No, it's just that I lost 10 kg. I kept thinking about it all day. And I always feel full whenever I see food."
"Your story makes me sad."
"But now I believe that what is destined for you will remain yours, and if he is not destined for you, however you maintain it, he will still go."
"Now are you sincere?"
"It was difficult at first. But over time I can forget everything slowly."
"I'm glad to hear that. You finally moved on."
"Life goes on. We should be able to forget it."
"You're a good doctor."
"You're a troublesome patient!" The doctor said he left with some tools that he had cleaned.
"Doctor!"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Thank you."
"Together."
