Should I forgive

The past repeated

Nadiya, Regan and Ardy have just finished dinner at a restaurant due to an invitation from one of Regan's birthday friends. It just so happens that their parents know each other, so Regan forces Nadiya and Ardy to be present together.

"The trick's done, right? Let's go home?" Take Nadiya while getting out of her seat.

"Yes mommy. Who's Regan coming with now? Regan sleeps at mommy's or papi's?" Nadiya's heart trembled at the innocent question from her son. Surely he was confused by the situation that now made him move here and there. Nadiya muttered in his heart.

"Regan can choose. Mommy doesn't mind." Nadiya said wisely and did not want to pressure her son. Even the one Regan was experiencing already made her a tremendous sadness.

What happened in Nadiya's childhood is regrettable and must also be experienced by Regan. Nadiya's mother divorced and cut off all access to her father, thus making Nadiya become shy and inferior in childhood.

From his experience in the past, Nadiya did not want to complicate access Ardy to meet his son. And do not want to make his son a broken home. And do not get the happiness that should be, in the days of children and in the process of adulthood. She wants Regan to grow up in happiness and remember only the beautiful of her childhood.

What Nadiya's mother did, Nadiya did not want to do to Regan. Even Regan can stay with her or with Ardy as much as she wants. For Nadiya, Regan's happiness is above all ego about possession. He is not something that can be put there put here according to the will of his parents, but he is a little angel who must be guarded so that his heart is not broken.

Nadiyapun began to remember his childhood memories and was daydreaming.

Flashbacks*

"Mothers...Nadiya kangen papa." Little Nadiya started crying holding back the longing for her papa. They usually play together and sleep together. There was no papa beside him as if something was missing and lacking in his days.

Nadiya said that because he could not stand the longing for his papa. Access was cut off altogether. The heartache experienced by his mother Nadiya, made him dark eyes and only remembered about the bitterness of his life story. Nadiya's mother was very stubborn by not allowing her ex-husband to meet and not even receive help in any form.

Nadiya's mother threatened to drown herself if her father Nadiya dared to meet her and her daughter. Although Nadiya was small and her mother lived a mediocre life and often even lacked, but her mother still insisted on not accepting a penny of money from her husband.

After not being a great mistress, with servants and all honors, little Nadiya and her mother lived a very miserable life. It was not easy for Nadiya's mother, who used to live like a sultan, suddenly had to lose everything and live in agony in her hometown. Even his mother Nadiya did not see his father until his last breath.

"Your father is gone Nadiya. Don't ever look for him again. Never mention your father's name in front of your mother. You don't want me to be sad, do you?" His mother said with teary eyes. Seeing her mother sad, little Nadiya promised to obey her mother's request.

Nadiya was small even to the point of high fever for missing her papa. But even though, little Nadiya never dared to tell her mother about the sadness she felt. All of that he was quiet to adulthood.

No tear terrace Nadiya dripped when remembering the moment. And at this time little Regan also has to experience confusion about her mommy and papi.*

"Regan wants to stay at papi's..." Regan said because she had been staying at her mother's house for a few days. His mother nodded and smiled at him.

"Siname...!" Someone called Nadiya from behind. Nadiya turned her head and it turned out to be the voice of Karina and her stepmother.

"Hi You eat here too? And....."His eyes immediately looked at Ardy's face.

"Yes. We're done eating and we're going home." Reply Nadiya.

"Aren't you divorced, but ...you're still seen together? Are you guys gonna refer to it?" Ask Sofia kepo's mother and ceplas-ceplos.

"Mommy!" Sela Karina who immediately noticed the change in the hue of Nadiya's face.

"Hush still!" Sofia's mother said slowly to Karina.

"Oooooo....You're confused with you, sometimes you are with the bodyguard, sometimes with your ex-husband ...." Said Sofia's mother who was immediately cut by Karina.

"Mommy.ayo we go home." Take Karina while pulling her mother's arm. "What the hell are you! Mami's not done talking!" Sofia's mother said to Karina.

"Mommy, next time." Karina said to her mother. "We go home first Nad." Karina said goodbye to Nadiya and nodded at Ardy.

 

While Prasetyo was waiting for Nadiya in front of the restaurant and waved at him. Prasetyo gets a message from Nadiya to pick him up now. Nadiya sees him and says goodbye to Regan and Ardy.

After Nadiya gets in her car, Ardy and Regan also go home to her apartment.

"Where's the show?" Ask Prasetyo.

"Lumayan. Regan is so happy."

"This is for you?" Prasetyo said while giving a bunch of beautiful roses in Nadiya's lap.

"Thank you. It's so pretty."

"You like her? Next time I'll give you flowers more often. Is it just roses you like?"

Nadiya. And kissed the flower on her lap with a happy feeling.

"Did Ardy bother you?" Prasetyo Tanya is worried about Nadiya's closeness to Ardy despite her sake for Regan's sake. Because Ardy is still hoping to get Nadiya back. And he used Regan as his reason for closeness.

"No." Reply Nadiya.

"Are you worried every time I'm with Ardy?" Nadiya said while looking at Prasetyo.

"Yes. Sure oes. I'm starting to fear losing you. Because I'm....."

"What?"

"I'm starting to fall in love with you...." Prasetyo said as he looked at Nadiya's beautiful face and stopped his car on the sidewalk.

Nadiya also stared at Prasetyo's face with a shy blush. Her cheeks blushed red like a natural blush-on.

Then Prasetyo clasped tightly onto Nadiya's fingers and looked at her. Prasetyo brought his face closer to Nadiya's face until very close and only a few ml away. Nadiya's breath blows gently the skin of Prasetyo's face. And as Prasetyo got closer, Nadiya started pounding. And thought what Prasetyo would do to her.

Nadiya clasped the flower ties tighter and tighter. As Prasetyo's nose grew closer and touched Nadiya's nose, Prasetyo pulled his head back. And set off his intention to kiss Nadiya.

Then Prasetyo smiled at Nadiya and grabbed Nadiya's head in his shoulder.

After a while they fell silent and enjoyed the togetherness, Prasetyo ran his car. Nadiya looked at Prasetyo who was driving with a strange feeling. Is it possible that I'm in love again? Nadiya Gumam.