Should I forgive

Trying to escape the shackles of the past

Suddenly from behind someone smothered Nadiya's mouth, Nadiya then thrashed. But the man dragged him and took him hiding in the bushes. And after that the man who smothered his mouth from behind released it. It turns out that he is Prasetyo.

"Prass!?" Nadiya said very surprised.

"Nadiya what are you doing? I've been looking everywhere for you. But then I saw you following that guy. Wh-wh-what for? Don't look for trouble." Prasetyo.

"I.i.m..." Nadiya couldn't possibly say if she was following that person because her face was similar to Ardy's.

"Let's go home." Prasetyo said while pulling Nadiya's hand.

Then they get in the car. All the way home Nadiya was silent and his thoughts were still on the person whose face resembled Ardy's.

"What's wrong? How can you just shut up?" Prasetyo asked as he looked towards Nadiya.

"Eh..oh I ..." Nadiya.

"You must still be thinking about that person." Prasetyo guessed Nadiya's mind.

"Ehm.me..."

"If you know him why don't you just call his name? You followed him like a spy." Prasetyo said because he saw Nadiya who walked like a detective behind the person.

"What if it turns out he's a bad guy and he hurt you." Prasetyo.

"I didn't think it got that far." Nadiya.

"Please promise not to do such dangerous things." Prasetyo.

Nadiya then nodded heavily. However, the face of the man was very similar to Ardy so the curiosity of Nadiya was still in his heart. But as Prasetyo said, what if he turns out to be a bad person and hurts him in a quiet place like that.

Ooh I have to forget about that.

"Tomorrow mommy will come here." Prasetyo then got a message from his mom while looking for Nadiya.

"All right."

"Where are we going now?" Ask Nadiya.

"I'm looking for a house for both of us. I saw a house with a good design a few months ago. I want to buy it. It just so happened that the guy was going to sell his house." Prasetyo.

But Nadiya was confused because Prasetyo's car was heading to his old house complex. And a second made him remember a few moments in his past.

Why would he buy a house here?

Suddenly Prasetyo stopped his car, and when Nadiya realized he was aghast and shocked.

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Because he stopped at his old house that used to be two with Ardy.

Prasetyo has gone down first. But Nadiya was still staring in the car so shocked.

Sizzle Nadiya while removing her seatbelt. That house was the one he bought with Ardy when they were just getting married. And now the house is no longer theirs because Ardy sold it to someone else, not too long ago. And it turns out that the one who bought the house would somehow sell it again.

The house has now been renovated into more modern parts. The front of the house is no longer what it used to be. All the interior and design has changed completely.

Prasetyo then opened the car door for Nadiya. "Let's get off!" Prasetyo said as he extended his hand to Nadiya.

Finally though with a heavy taste Nadiya was forced to go down and Prasetyo took her to go inside. The house is empty. Prasetyo already holds the duplicate key because he has paid the down payment without Nadiya's knowledge. Prasetyo was going to give Nadiya a surprise, but it turned out that Nadiya was not only surprised she was even more into a heavy shock.

"Look, this house is nice, right? I liked it when I first saw it in a newspaper. It is a very unique house and the design is nice. It seems like this house is comfortable for both of us, especially if the mother stays a long time, the apartment is too narrow." Prasetyo.

Nadia then walked in and stopped at the entrance.His eyes looked around the room. Nadia then recalled some moments where she often waited for Ardi when she was late to come home and Nadia would fall asleep there until Ardy came home and woke her up. Then his eyes were fixed on the dining table that Ardy often used when they were husband and wife.

"Come on, let's go." Prasetyo said that surprised him.

"I've guessed you'd be surprised by the design of this house. This house is so beautiful in my opinion and this is a gift from me to you I want to spend time with you in this house."

"Eyehh... ummm."

"You must be surprised and really like the design of this house how do you think it is unique and good, right?" Prasetyo said as he walked to every corner of the room.

Dementara Nadia was still a statue at the entrance.

"Come on Nadiya come here" Prasetyo said. I'll show you upstairs."

"Ehh...." Nadiya was still glued unmoved.

Prasetyo then approached Nadiya and took her hand to the 2nd floor.

There Nadiya was even more stunned when Prasetyo opened a spacious room, the room where Nadiya first fostered a new life full of happiness with Ardy.

And the bed how could he forget that every night he would spend the night with Ardy with a very happy heart.

"I was expecting it if you'd like it, look at this room's unique design." Prasetyo continued to speak to Nadiya.

"But Pras I...." Nadia wanted to say if she did not like this house but saw Prasetyo who really wanted to occupy this house and he liked the design of this house finally Nadiya did not say so.

I can't possibly tell Prasetyo the truth about this house as well as about my past.

It hurts too much if I have to repeat the story and remember every painful thing from the story that I don't want to remember.

"Well we're going to buy this house and starting next week we're going to move here." Prasetyo said in a very happy tone.

Nadiya just nodded slowly without being able to say anything.

"Well let's go out later I'll finish his administration" Prasetyo said.

Prasetyo then walked in front then Nadiya behind him still saw every corner of the room where he stood, cooking, cooking, eating together with Ardi and every corner of the house was the most beautiful thing when the tragedy had not happened.

And when he came out of the house he looked at the house opposite him which was none other than the house of his best friend Sarah. However each look at the house, those bitter memories would seep into his mind and slice his heart. And all of a sudden it says if, if and if it starts to tear its heart.

Somehow if it didn't happen this way then it wouldn't be like this otherwise then I wouldn't have experienced these various words if it had started haunting him again.

Nadiya then took a deep breath and tried to escape the shackles of the past that are currently present back through Ardi's house and the house opposite it.