Should I forgive

Should I forgive
The reason Vano left



Ever since Vano disappeared Jack has become a rarity. Now he is seen more often with Sasha.


"Let's go!" sasha said that she had been waiting for Jack.


"Good bike?" ask Jack.


"That's fine! Just walk." said Sasha.


Sasha wears a white shirt and a pink sweater. Combined with jeans and white sneakers.


"Later all anterin I'm ahead of ya."


"Why what?"


"There is!" sasha said, walking beside Jack.


"You want some ice cream?" jack asked as he walked through the ice cream shop.


"Can!" sasha said then walked behind Jack and queued for ice cream.


"Tumben's in line" said Sasha.


"Now, because of this" said Jack while showing a 50% discount voucher%.


"Ohhh, it's worth it." said Sasha as she stood behind the other visitors.


"You just wait at the park. Let me line up here" said Jack, not wanting Sasha to be exhausted by the long queue.


"All right! I'll wait at the park!" sasha said then out of the queue.


Sasha walked while looking at the scenery around her. People appear to pass by while walking with their respective busyness.


Sasha sat down in the garden seat and smiled at someone.


"What's right here?" ask a friend who has competed with him.


"Waiting for a friend."


"What friend is a girlfriend?"


"Friends" said Sasha, looking down at the highway. Jack is not seen either.


"Friendly girlfriend huh!"


"Well!"


"Yes yes. I'm headfirst. I'd like to see a friend, too."


It wasn't long before Jack came in with two ice creams.


"Where do you want?" ask Jack to Sasha.


"Just strawberry."


"Who was there, I saw you talking to someone. Seems like not a college friend?"


"Yes, no. We talk during the competition. Apparently he still knows me."


"Ohh..."


They enjoy ice cream in the park with a romantic atmosphere. Unfortunately, they are not lovers. They are only friends until now.


***


Vano is currently lying in a hospital room alone.


No one knows if he's there. He did not even tell his papa if he was currently in the hospital.


The money from his papi to pay for college he used for hospital expenses. He was treated by a young doctor. The doctor just came out of his room. But not how long he came back.


"No!"


"Did the doctor ask this out of pity for me?" ask Vano.


"No!"


"I think the doctor pitied me too. That's why I kept my illness a secret. I don't want people to pity me. I don't want every eye to pity me. I don't want to lose my pride and my manhood."


"Everyone who suffers from cancer always thinks that way. They think everyone is looking at him with pity."


Vano threw out his face.


"Operation is one week away. Are you ready?" ask the doctor about Vano.


"Yes" said Vano steady.


"I told you from a year ago that you should have surgery, but you won't listen" the doctor told Vano with a slight annoyance.


"I'm scared" Vano said.


"Why are you afraid? Those who know the initial distadium, all perform the operation. But you don't mind it."


"Now I have surgery, because I still want to live for someone" Vano said.


"Your lover?"


Vano just shut up.


"But I've never seen him here. Does he also not know if you're going to have surgery?"


Vano shook his head.


"Then does he also not know if you are sick?"


Vano also shook his head.


"You're being upset. I almost cried for it."


The doctor said while wiping his tears.


"What if you're gone?"


"You said the operation would go well, and I'd live a long time after surgery."


"You are!" They were the same age, and since Vano often consulted him then, they were like friends.


The doctor was about two years older than Vano. Her hair was blond and curled back.


"Do you have a boyfriend?" ask Vano when the doctor will change the bottle of the infusion.


"It takes patience to be the husband of a doctor like me" the doctor said.


"Why?"


"Because I'm so busy" he said, sounding just as good. It seems he has another answer. But he did not want to be too open to his patients.


"Oh, doctor, was there a patient who had cancer like me before me?"


The doctor looked at Vano.


"They're average women. And you just suffered like this."


Vano then smiled wryly.


"You'd better bring a friend. That's better. So that someone you talk to. Psychically and mentally, it will reduce negative thoughts."


"What if someone knows I'm here? I'm so embarrassed. I can't look them in the eye if they know my suffering" Vano said, staring at the doctor's sweet-smiling face.