Should I forgive

Terror an old photograph and a piece of paper

In front of the door when going to open the gate for sports mother Monik found a photo and a piece of paper.

It was a picture of Nadiya and Ardy together in the house. And the piece of paper was a paper from a doctor who said that Nadiya had had uterine cancer, and was less likely to get pregnant.

I don't know where and who put the photo on the page of Nadiya's house. And Monic's mother was immediately shocked when she saw the picture and the paper. Then Monic's mother went inside and held the photo and paper without speaking.

In this room Monic sat and thought about this house that had once been occupied by Nadiya with her husband. But did Prasetyo know that this used to be Nadiya's house? And he is also thinking about his desire to have a grandson who until now has no signs of good news from Nadiya.

I'll call Prasetyo, muttered Monic's mother.

Then this Monic stepped out of his room and met Prasetyo. At that time Prasetyo was also neat and had just come out of his room.

"Pras.mami wants to talk." Monic's mother said, "follow Mami to the room."

Then Prasetyo followed his mother behind him and entered into the room of the Monic.

"What's up, mi? Mami looks so worried?" Ask Prasetyo.

Monic's mother thought for a moment.

Then took a breath and gave the photo to Prasetyo.

Prasetyo squinted his eyes and looked at the photo even closer.

"Nadiya? Is this Nadiya's house? Why did Nadiya never tell her? I even brought her here before we moved, but Nadiya didn't say anything." Prasetyo.

"Do you think Nadiya was deliberately hiding it?" Ask Monic's mother began to dislike the way Nadiya who was not open in the household.

"Come on. Prasetyo only saw Nadiya a bit awkward when entering this house. He should have said it from the beginning. If this is the house he used to live in with Ardy." Said Prasetyo who was disappointed with Nadiya's attitude.

Then Monic's mother also gave a doctor's note paper to Prasetyo.

"Is this mommy?" Ask Prasetyo.

"Look." Said Monic's Mother.

"This is a doctor's note. Who's sick?"

"Your wife?"

"Sheen?" Prasetyo asked while reading the paper.

Hhhhhmmmmmm

Monic's mother smiled wryly. The fact that he would likely get a grandson from his only son was very small.

"Nadiya ever had uterine cancer surgery?"

"Did Nadiya never tell me that either?"

Prasetyo shook his head.

"Didn't you know her for a long time before you decided to get married?"

"Yes mi. But Prasetyo never asked, Nadiya never told me about it either."

"It is not good to start a relationship there are many secrets." Said Monic's Mother. "You have to open up to each other."

Prasetyo just shut up.

"You are my only child, I want you to be happy. And even more so you are still young.Aren't you supposed to start thinking about heredity? Talk to Nadiya, go to the doctor and do a pregnancy program. Nadiya is no longer young, if you continue to postpone her mami worried that Nadiya will not be able to give you offspring?"

Prasetyo then turned to his mother.

glug

Prasetyo had just realized many things he did not know fully about Nadiya.

The descendant?

Obstetric cancer?

This house?

Everything is kept by Nadiya. It turns out that their relationship holds many secrets that are unknown to Prasetyo.

glug

Prasetyo stared straight ahead with a blank look.

Then Prasetyo kept the photo and the paper and didn't tell Nadiya.

Nadiya had just come out of the bathroom, and passed by Prasetyo.

Nadiya smiled at Prasetyo with the sweetest smile, because at this time Nadiya began to be able to accept Prasetyo and her past slowly began to forget.

But Prasetyo did not return his smile and instead went straight into the room and picked up his suitcase.

What's wrong with her?

Nadiya muttered while drying her hair. Nadiya sat in front of her dresser while Prasetyo sat on the mat while looking at her phone.

Nadiya then glanced at Prasetyo.

Why her?

He looks different. Earlier this morning was fine, even after taking a bath Prasetyo woke Nadiya with a friendly. Usually when Nadiya sits in front of her makeup glass while drying her hair, Prasetyo will tease her and hug her. What's wrong with her? Suddenly he behaved strangely.

Until downstairs and breakfast Prasetyo not much to say. Especially in Nadiya, it makes Nadiya feel uncomfortable and continues to guess.

Did I make a mistake with him?

But after making love we even had time to make out, and everything was fine. Nadiya then recalled what she had done an hour ago. There aren't. Nadiya took a bath and Prasetyo sat on the bed. After Nadiya finished bathing, Prasetyo had just come from the outside, and from there everything was different and felt strange.

Nadiya began preparing for breakfast which she had ordered through go food.

At the dinner table they will usually tell stories and joke, also Prasetyo who will look at Nadiya with affection. But not for now.

The dining table was quiet and there was only the sound of forks and spoons clashing with plates. Everything quiet. Monic's mother also kept silent not much to talk about. Even after finishing eating Monic's mother went straight up without saying anything.

While Prasetyo ate only a little and did not speak anything to Nadiya.

What's up with them?

Did they fight? Why is no one talking to me right now? I am tormented by this silence.

Prasetyo then took his bag and got into the car.

"I'm leaving, Nad?" Prasetyo said that he took the car to go to his office.

Without kissing Nadiya's forehead as usual Prasetyo stepped out of the house and followed a confused look by Nadiya.

Prasetyo then turned on the machine without looking back even once. Though at this time Nadiya hoped Prasetyo turned his head and smiled sweetly as usual.

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But Nadiya could only swallow his saliva.

What's wrong with you guys, I really don't understand. Yesterday everything was fine, and there was nothing. And in one night everything became silent a thousand languages. They don't seem to think I exist right now. None of them tried to tell me about the problem that kept them silent a thousand languages.

Though today is the first day Prasetyo entered his new office. Prasetyo has started its office in Jakarta. But Nadiya thought Prasetyo would invite her today for the inauguration. But it turns out he left alone. Though Nadiya was neat and prepared to go with him. Nadiya is also on three days leave from his office.

Then what am I supposed to do now?

With a step gontai Nadiya then re-enter the house and immediately clean the dining table.

One by one he lifted the dishes and bowl and washed them.

He lit the sink water and daydreamed it in his hand and it splashed against his face. Then slowly Nadiya cleaned up the water splash and jolted from her daydream.

What's wrong with me? Why am I so uncomfortable?

Finally Nadiya wiped the dishes and put the dried dishes. The feeling of not staying alive continued to linger in his heart. Suddenly a plate fell because it did not fit when putting it.

Pyarrr

Hhhhhhh

Nadiya was shocked and lowered her head down. He saw his feet bleeding because the plate fell right into his big toe. His thumb was injured because the fragments of the plate scraped and made his skin bleed.

Hhhhsssttt

Nadiya grimaced in pain.

Monic's mother, who was grinning a plate, fell down and saw Nadiya's bloody feet.

Then Monic's mother quickly helped Nadiya and swept her out of the kitchen and sat on the sofa.

"What's Nadiya? And your feet are bleeding? There's a lot of blood."

The sound of Monic's mother who had just entered the kitchen looked very worried when she saw the blood being pierced by Nadiya's leg.

"Should mami call Prasetyo?" Ask Monic's Mom.

"No need for mom." Nadiya. It's just a small wound." Nadiya.

"Well mom will take the medicine box to treat the wound." Mother Monic said as she walked over a small pedestrian near the entrance of the house. There he kept the box.

Then slowly Monic's mother cleaned the wound with warm water and cleaned the dish until nothing stuck there. After that give it a red medicine and cover it with gauze and plaster.

Effffst

Nadiya held back her pain and grimaced in pain.

"Sick and painful, huh?" Monic's mother asked as she furrowed her brows.

"Now it's better. Thanks to mi." Nadiya said while walking will kedur to clean the remaining fragments of the plate.

"Just rest Nadiya, let mami clean the shale." Said her mother-in-law. Nadiya felt bad for her mother-in-law.

"But mi...."

"Not papa. You just take a break." Said Monic's mother.

Not long after, Monic's mother came out and sat down next to Nadiya.

"Sheen...."

"Yes mi." Answer Nadiya slowly.

"When are you and Prasetyo going to the doctor for the pregnancy program? Don't you want to have children?" Monic's mother asked without offending the paper she had found in the yard.

"ehhmmm.it..." Nadiya wavers and still hesitates to answer her mother-in-law's question.

"The presence of a child is very important for a household. The child provides a stronger bond and happiness in your relationship." Said Monic's Mother.

"Ehhmmm...Nadiya hasn't spoken to Prasetyo about this, mi."

"Talk to him when he gets home from work. And start to do the pregnancy program, because ...age..." Monic's mother did not continue her sentence, for fear of offending Nadiya.

Glug

Nadiya was shocked when she heard the word age mentioned by Monic's mother. Yes, clearly the age of Prasetyo and Nadiya is much adrift. Prasetyo is still young and Nadiya is 36 years old. So Nadiya's chance to get pregnant again is only a little left if they continue to postpone it. Moreover, Nadiya had experienced uterine cancer. At least they should consult a doctor before deciding to get pregnant.