Should I forgive

Red noktah nuptials

"Where's ma?" Ardy asked because he saw Nadiya was very busy lately.

"Yes pa. Mama's just got extra work to do." Answer Nadiya. Because there's no way she'd be honest with Ardy if she was busy taking care of Sarah and Leo.

"Oh. Papa doesn't mind. My mom is just pregnant. It is better to take frequent breaks at home. Let's keep mom healthy and the baby healthy." Ardy said that worried about Nadiya's health.

"Yes pa. Papa doesn't have to worry. Mama will take care of her mom and mom to stay healthy."

"That's dong. Papa was happy to hear that. Mama ni, sibuuukk just like hp. Mom also goes away a lot of time."

"Yes pa. Now mama's ready to eat dinner first huh?" Ardy nodded while looking at the newspaper on the table.

Nadiya began to arrange the dishes on the dining table. And once in a while glanced at her husband's phone, just in case there was a message from Sarah, then she should find out sooner.

"Now there are many cases of women committing suicide because of pregnancy, and no one is responsible."

"What's pa?"

"Yes ni. Papa look in the papers. Some throw the baby away, some kill the baby, some commit suicide."

Nadiya let out a long sigh, remembering Sarah. However, he also did not want Sarah to do such a thing. But he also did not want Sarah to be part of his household. Especially sharing a husband with her. Her chest was tight when she said she shared her husband, it felt like she had been hit by a brick. Nah! I can't share my love with Sarah. Or make her Ardy's second wife. That can't happen. His heart whispered to him.

"Your work pa. Making red dots in our marriage." Nadiya Bisik.

"What ma? Mama said something?"

"Oh no pa. Mama was just confused by the many news in the newspaper that made mama sad to hear."

"Oh yes. It is also called the life of Ma. There's always going to be a trial."

Suddenly someone knocked on the door of his house. Then quickly Nadiya opened the door. Sarah stood up and held something.

"Sadah?" Nadiya said beginning to worry. Why is Sarah here? Is Sarah going to tell Ardy what she's pregnant with? Oh myGod. Hopefully not.

"Yes Nad. Here's a package delivery. Shoot into my house." Sarah said as she brought an old bag of stuff for Nadiya.

"Oh yes. I'm looking forward to not coming when it will be sent today."

"So maybe to your house. And no one, so go to my house. Because I know this is your order, and there's your name there so I'll take it first."

"Who ma?" Ardy's voice came from inside.

"Ngga papa pa. It's just my mom's package." Nadiya deliberately did not want to mention the name Sarah. Sarah wanted to come in when she heard Ardy's voice. But it looks like Nadiya is not looking to receive guests.

"Yes yes Nad, I'm home first." Sarah said goodbye, as her eyes glanced inward and it did not escape Nadiya's vision.

Sarah came in with a package of goods. Ardy caught a glimpse of it then started preparing for dinner.

"Yuk pa, eat first. It's papa's favorite food." Nadiya said while giving it to Ardy.

"Yes ma. Papa tasted so good. This must be the cooking mama." Ardi said praising Nadiya.

"Yes pa. Mama deliberately cooked papa's favorite food."

"Thank you ma. My mom is the best wife." Ardy said as he devoured his food.

Hearing Ardy praise her is actually the day Nadiya very happy and flowery. But somehow it was hard to forget what she knew, about her husband's betrayal. There was always something rustling in his heart whenever it came to his memory. It was as if something was breaking her heart and feeling her pain. But Nadiya tried to control her feelings. Or their dreams would instantly crumble to shreds if Nadiya opened her voice about the betrayal.

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Dara was also feeling sad in her room. By ourselves. His son was with his aunt in his room, so he did not see if his mother was sad.

The red dots in her marriage also sometimes make her feel empty and hollow. Especially after one week Joan did not go home. The reason is because there is Sofia's mother who stayed at their house for one month.

So to keep this secret, Joan stayed there for the rest of her in-laws. This certainly makes Dara's heart sad and feel lonely. Sometimes Kiara cries and wants to see her papa. But Dara must always make excuses for Kiara to stop whining.

The promise is four days here and three days there. But it's been a week there. This of course made Dara restless. There was a kind of worry and fear about her husband's attitude. Dara was afraid that her husband would not keep his promise to be fair. Dara also rarely communicates with Karina. If very forced new Dara will contact him.

"Mama, where's Papa?"

"Still work, baby."

"Old kok?"

"Yes. Papa has a lot of work. So Kiara has to be patient first huh?"

"Let's go to Papa's place! Kiara wants papa!"

"Yes mama promised that she would invite Kiara to meet papa."

"Promise?"

Dara nodded. Then Dara carried Kiara in her room and accompanied her to play. Dara grabs her cell phone in it and writes a message for Joan. 'Kiara is very kangen, so meet for a moment.'

Karina Joan was having breakfast when she got the message. Joan responded quickly. Sofia's mother glanced and noticed Joan.

"As usual, go home and you have a lot of rest. So Karina could get pregnant." Mother Sofia's chirps. Sofia's mother saw Joan and Karina's movements as if half-heartedly to give her a grandchild.

"Yes ma." Joan and Karina did not want to argue with her mother. Karina went to the office with Joan. In the car Karina asks who sent the message?

"Who's the mas?"

"Kiara was very upset and wanted to meet. But your mother's home."

"Yes is mas. Today I don't have to go to the office. Meet Kiara and Mbak Dara. Later when we meet back in the office."

"Aren't you going to the office alone?"

"Yes not papa mas. I-i can. Don't worry."

"Am I anter you to the office first huh?"

Karina nodded. Then before meeting Kiara, Joan bought something as a gift for Kiara.

Joan opened the door. And call Kiara.

"Ciara.....Papa's home....."

Duk!Duk!Duk! Kiara came down from the second floor and immediately ran to hug her papa.

"Papa......Kiara kangen's....." Then Joan pulled out something for Kiara.

"This is a gift for Kiara. Because Kiara's been a good boy."

"Thank you papa." Joan carried Kiara and took her to a sofa.

"Breakfast has not yet passed. If you haven't made it yet."

"It's ma."

Dara smiled and sat down beside Joan. Dara misses him too. Then Dara put her head on Joan's shoulder and leaned back while looking at her face.

"Sorry papa ma."

"Yes pa."

"There was Karina's mother who stayed for up to a month. And keep watching papa's movements. Papa so can't be free to meet you."

"Yes pa. Mama knows. How's Karina doing?" Dara also wants to know the progress. And through Joan Dara likes to ask the news of Karina.

"Karina is also very understanding. Karina told papa to come back here to see you. And today papa does not go to the office. Karina takes care of everything."

"Thank God pa. If Karina also understands."

"Sofia's mother wants Karina to get pregnant."

"What!?" Dara was shocked too. Because Joan used to say she didn't want to get a kid from Karina. Enough Kiara.

"Karina still holds her promise. She's not pregnant."

"Is papa happy?"

"Of course ma. Papa is very happy. Because all of papa's dreams have now been realized. Also Kiara's future and life are better. All of this makes Papa happy. What about you Ra? Are you happy?"

Dara had to nod. Though actually deep in her heart, Dara longs for life before Karina's presence. But for the sake of keeping her husband's feelings, Dara kept it.

"Mama is also happy as long as papa is happy."

Then Dara and Joan hugged. Kiara looked at him and smiled at the happiness of her parents. Then Kiara approached and was between Joan and Dara