Should I forgive

Should I forgive
Lifewheel



Everyone can have evil intentions when in front of his eyes there is an opportunity. And things like this can happen and be experienced by anyone. Including Sandra and Nadiya.


Sandra is in a debt-ridden position, and she knows that Nadiya is losing her memory.


That opportunity he used to realize his dream.


"Tante will take you to school." Sandra told Edsel and Eiden.


"Yes Aunt. Hasn't it been?"


"Aunty's ready, don't forget to take it."


"Let's go now, say goodbye to Oma."


Then Edsel and Eiden say goodbye to Oma.


"Later I will all shop kesupermarket, after that directly pick them both." Sandra said to Oma.


"Yes." Yeah." Oma replied while kissing her two grandchildren.


Prasetyo came down from the stairs.


"Breakfast first Pras. Oma's ready for you and Regan." Said Omanya while looking at her skinny-looking son.


"No Oma. While sitting there I will keep thinking of Nadiya. I can't even eat, I'll just eat at the office."


"Yes, that's it."


Oma said with a sad heart reminiscing about Nadiya and also saw her son who continued to grieve.


Every way has been tried, even the search is done once again at the insistence of Prasetyo.


But the result remains the same. Nadiya was not found along the river.


Prasetyo then say goodbye to Omanya without breakfast.


Regan also came down from above.


"Regan, have breakfast first.you've looked so skinny." Oma told him.


"No Oma. Regan's gonna have breakfast at the office. Oh yeah Oma, Regan's coming back to America next week."


"Go, and get your dreams there. You have to study properly, so you can be successful in the future."


"Yes Oma. Now Regan will take care of everything first, and finish filming."


Oma nodded.


They're all gone.


The house is back.


Oma then saw a picture of Nadiya on the wall and spoke to the photo.


"Since your departure, this house has lost its pole. No jokes and laughter. Your husband never even sits at home for long periods of time except sleep. He did not eat breakfast and rarely sat down at the table to eat with us. This house has changed. The house is still the same. But the atmosphere is very different."


Oma then wiped her tears and went up to the third floor.


***


Sandra escorted the Nadiya children to the school gate.


After that he left them and he went to his apartment.


He holds a card that Prasetyo gave him.


With this card he can pay some of his debt to the apartment owner.


He called the owner of the apartment he rented.


"I'll pay you a month first. I'll transfer in the afternoon." Sandra said from her apartment.


"Yes well."


Sandra then took some of her clothes in the closet. After that she shopped at the supermarket for one week's worth.


He bought everything Nadiya used to buy. Prasetyo entrusted household needs to her.


And even gave a debit card for her needs as well as the needs of her two sons.


The opportunity was used by Sandra to partially repay her debt. Half the money Prasetyo gave him he used to pay the debt. And half of it he uses for his daily needs.


Sandra smiled and walked out of the supermarket.


"I have to pick up the kids." Sandra. He then rushed into the car and returned to their school.


***


"Om going home this afternoon. Is there anything you need to do for you?" Arya asked her daughter Sasha.


"No om. Sasha's many friends are here. They're reliable."


"If you need anything, call me, om will definitely help you. You know, you've looked like your own daughter."


"Yes, um." Sasha said then drove her om to the parking lot of the car.


"Om, thank you.Thanks to Om, sasha survived and was able to come back here."


Sasha said as Arya was leaving.


Arya nodded and advised Sasha to take good care of herself.


Suddenly Vano comes with a suitcase and sees Sasha from a distance. He has recovered as he has. Just a few more chemos.


And thanks to Jack, he can restore his confidence until he can return to the campus again.


At first he was desperate and embarrassed to meet his friends. However, because of Jack's advice, Vano finally returned to the campus.


Sasha looked at Vano from a distance.


He smiled when he saw Vano was back. And he's better off than he was when he met the hospital.


"Vano, how are you?" Sasha asked as Vano approached her.


"It's better. You yourself how are you? How's vacation?" Vano asked because Sasha was also on her state vacation.


Suddenly, Sasha's face became grim. He regretted his sad holiday. There should be a lot of beautiful things happening, but the opposite is true.


If he stays here and doesn't come home, then nothing will happen. Its origin is revealed, and also its honor has been tarnished.


"Fun!" Sasha answered only briefly.


He also did not want to linger near Vano. He felt ashamed of himself for being stained. And he could not forgive himself for his negligence.


I'm not worthy anymore...


I'm not the same as I used to be.


I'm not worthy, I'm near you.


Sasha turned her face and left Vano.


"I'm going to my room."


"Yes." Yeah." Vano said while watching Sasha's strange-looking gestures.


***


Nadiya sat on the porch of Sandra's house. She was helping Sandra's mother clean up the onion she had just bought from the market.


Sandra's mother will choose a red onion that is still hard and large to dry.


And those that have begun to rot will be thrown away.


After drying, all the onions will be sliced and fried.


Because Nadiya does not remember who he was and how his previous life was, then he helped the daily life of his mother Sandra.


All of Sandra's photos were kept in her closet by her mother at Sandra's behest.


"Today's a lot of orders. I'll fry everything. Can you help me slice it?" Ask Sandra's mom.


Nadiya nodded and smiled.


"Today I got an order for 20 jars from the city. Later in the afternoon I will take her. Thanks to you being here. Mother's chirping goes on."


Nadiya again just smiled.


"Now come on, let's eat first. I've prepared everything."


Nadiya then went in and ate with her mother Sandra.


There's no television at Sandra's. The television is broken and has not been repaired. So they do not know if the current one in his house is a CEO who had an accident.


Sandra's mother also rarely watched the news, especially newspapers, because she was too busy taking care of the house and going to the market. So did her husband, who had been busy all day.


They use old model phones that cannot access the latest news. So that Nadiya is completely unknown whereabouts.


He was also not allowed to go to the market because Sandra forbade him.


Only doctors still like to come to visit Nadiya once a week, even then on orders from Sandra.