PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

NINETY SEVEN

“You know very well how my life is in

the past, Love.  How Charles's family treated me, they hated me so much.  Even in the most difficult times, when I really needed their support, they were even more pressing and cornered me.  I am the one who is broken and loses the strength and backing of life, which should be sustained or at least comforted, instead had to endure various insults and curse” while Qiandra sighed releasing the pain she had once felt.

Dean clasped the woman's hand tightly,

although he still did not understand the direction of Qiandra's conversation.  However, Dean knew very well how heavy the moment that woman had to go through.  Through the grasp of his hand, Dean hoped to provide strength for the woman.

“But, look, it's me they treat

like that, I was the one who ended up being the life support for them.  Nevertheless, they still did not accept me because I was unable to be like Brother Charles in terms of meeting their needs.  Their hatred made them blind to all my sincerity, until I finally left their lives.  Such hatred

membuat kita kadang kehilangan fokus pada hal-hal yang penting, membuat kita selalu membuang tenaga dan pikiran kita untuk hal yang sebenarnya tidak penting.  Berhenti untuk membenci dan berusaha memaafkan bukan karena kita bisa menerima semua yang sudah membuat kita sakit hati, tapi membuat hidup kita lebih tenang” ucap Qiandra.

Dean looked at the wife's face, he started

understand the direction of the woman's conversation.  Actually he was eager to deny Qiandra's words, yet he was unwilling to cut off the woman's conversation.

“I've never hated them, sick

whatever they did to me.  I

not wanting to let negative energy affect me, I kept trying

think positively and forgive them.  That way, I can survive and live my life even though it feels heavy.  If only I had allowed myself to sink into hatred and heartache, then perhaps we would never have met, for I would have wanted to end my life many times.  But, of all that I

taught to accept without grudges and heartache.  And, look, I can live my life well even I get an amazing life” Qiandra said

with a gentle smile decorate her beautiful face.

Dean sighed heavily, he was very

understand the meaning of the Qiandra story.  However, it is not an easy thing to do as desired by

Qiandra.  It takes a truly sincere heart to be forgiving and accepting, as Qiandra says.

“I know, it's not easy, I've

experiencing it, as I said earlier, Love, I myself repeatedly wanted to end my life just because of heartache and regret.  But I was alone then, and

right now, there I am with you, I hope it will help you to make it easier

doing so.  Forgive and accept

Risty does not mean you forget what he has done, but in that way, you can more calmly face him, so you can think more realistic again” continued Qiandra.

“But that female demon will never have

good intentions, he must have a wicked plan, he Dean was silent as the Qiandra's pointy index finger was placed on his lips.

“Shtttt, if you always think about

the crime, then you won't be able to read the plan he put together behind it

kindness mask.  Try to accept it and stay calm when facing him, then all his masks will be

detached by itself.  Because

your hatred and your anger will make him build a solid fortress, but if you are kind, then he will unknowingly open everything, not just in front of you, but also in front of everyone.  So, it is not you who should drop it, but let himself who dropped himself” said Qiandra.

Dean looked at Qiandra with a look of admiration, “Excellent, Honey, how could you have such a thought. It is like a weapon capable of killing without having to touch, using its own power to destroy itself.  Well, I'll follow your advice, I'll learn to forgive him and accept the dark past.  To be honest, I also felt tired of all the resentment and heartache

this, which made me lose my happiness with the whole big family

Zacharias.  Hah, why don't I meet you a long time ago, so that I don't have to stay in this useless burden.  Thank you, Honey, thank you for all your advice, please help me, I really want that sense of peace” Dean said with full earnestness.

Qiandra smiled, “I'm happy if you

mean with your words, Love, and one more thing, sometimes we have to be able to let ourselves fall when facing an enemy who is very good at theatrics, so that our enemy can open all his own disgrace.  Only our belief and belief in the power of our love can keep us both standing and thinking rationally.  Whatever it will be

whatever my attitude and my actions, I hope you keep believing that my love is only for you and vice versa, my faith in you” said Qiandra.

“What do you mean, Honey, you know I won't let bad things happen to you, never will”

little emphasis.

“Nobody knows tomorrow, Love, but

our love must really stand the test, I trust you so much, so I want you to trust me” Qiandra said as if she could predict the future.

“Honey, if it's like that, I'd better go

and away from all this trouble, I really don't want to hurt you and

heart again.  I don't want to see you

suffering again, I'd rather lose another than I make you suffer again” Dean said in an anxious voice.

“No, no, Love, running will not

solve the problem, you know I've been through it.  Hiding will only prolong the problem and make it more complicated, instead, let's face it and we solve all of this, together, supporting each other and strengthening each other.  Rest assured we can, enough trouble

it's latent and drawn out, look at the suffering of your extended family.  Let's end it and we start with a more peaceful life without grudges and heartache” Qiandra said at length.

Dean was speechless at the words of Qiandra, he

can't deny the truth in the woman's words.  However, he also felt extremely amazed by Qiandra's ability to think through all of her problems.  Dean was more and more convinced that his wife was

definitely able to deal with Risty, Qiandra's ability to string words and

convincing himself was much more reliable than Risty.

facing him” asked Dean in the end after he had stayed silent for quite a while

think of all the words of Qiandra.

“Indeed I didn't know Risty

personally, but I've heard how he's been through your stories.  I thought she was one of those women who not only thirsted for treasure but also for the throne, a woman who could do anything to fulfill her ambition.  And she's got everything a woman wants, beautiful, attractive and smart.  Women like this will indeed be difficult to face by men, because women like this are very good at using their advantages to master men, because women like this are very good at using their strengths to master men, and if it doesn't work out then he will use his weakness to conquer the male” Qiandra said again.

Dean was stunned to hear the words

his wife was, because everything Qiandra said was really appropriate

the character of Risty.  Although Qiandra

never met the woman, but she was able to read Risty's character appropriately.

“Hey, Honey, have you ever learned about

psikor” asked Dean with a sense of wonder that could not be hidden anymore.

“What do you mean, Love” Qiandra asked

surprised to hear Dean's question.

“You can mention the character of the woman

even without ever meeting him, and everything you say is true, said Dean still with a sense of admiration for the ability of his wife.

“Ha ha ha, you are-just there, Love, where

I once studied psychology” kekeh Qiandra when I understood the direction of her husband's question.

“Then how can you call his character in detail, while you do not know his person” asked Dean still with astonishment.

“During my work, I met a lot of people, and I was always used to getting to know how that person was first

before I met him, of course by finding out information about

himself.  From there I learned to start describing the character of others, at first I was often mistaken, because I only relied on one source, but after many times of learning, I was wrong, I know that making judgments cannot be based solely on the words of others, but there are many other things that must be done as well

be noticed, and after trying, finally, well, as you heard earlier, Love.  That's how I know my business colleagues, so I can deal with them” Qiandra explained everything to Dean.

Dean could only hear the Qiandra's explanation, the more his admiration for this woman grew.  Qiandra can master even having the ability to recognize and analyze the people he will face just by listening and studying the life of that person.

“Then what are your plans to deal with it later, Honey” asked Dean enthusiastically.

“To be honest I don't have a detailed plan, Love, to deal with new people

like this, I usually just wait for what he will do.  I will only give effect to whatever he will do, if he attacks me with words, then those words will also be used to deal with him.  I've always learned to use whatever other people use to deal with me, so if he's doing good, then it's good

get it from me, but otherwise if he does evil, then he himself will feel the consequences.  Sometimes I will suffer and be hurt but I will use it for encouragement so that I can stand up again, and eventually that person will fall by itself” Qiandra said at length.

“No, Honey, I don't want you to use that way anymore, I don't want you

sacrificing yourself again, whatever it is, I will not let you suffer

any more.  We will devise another plan, without having to make us suffer again.   Anyway I do not agree if there must be a sacrifice, especially if you have to sacrifice, no, I do not agree” exclaimed Dean.

Dean knew the intent of the Qiandra plan, yet he was unwilling to see the very woman

loved by him must suffer again, even if only for a moment.  For Dean, Qiandra had suffered enough, and she shouldn't have been a victim again just to solve her family's problems.

“Then what are your plans, Love, you yourself know until now we do not know anything

the woman's plan.  We even just found out that he has a desire to host a new one right now, while our event will take place in one more day.  If you have a special plan, though,

alright, I will follow him” Qiandra said calmly.

Dean stared dumbstruck at Qiandra, what this woman said was true.  They really do not know any of Risty's plans, even all the spies and servants around the woman have not given any information.

“Love, don't worry about me, everything will be fine, we'll deal with this together, as long as you keep believing in me as much as I trust you.  Whatever happens next, keep my word right now, I love you, only you.  I don't need to explain how faithful my heart is to the one I love, you already know that.  Therefore, please support me, and I will support you, we will face and solve this problem.  I do not want this problem to drag on until there are our children later, we will always feel worried because the enemy is right in our own bodies” said Qiandra trying to convince Dean.

“But, Qi...” Dean still felt it was hard to let Qiandra suffer again.  To him, Qiandra was the jewel of his life and he would not let his gem be harmed, whatever the reason.

“Shttt, come on, Love, don't think about it, let's enjoy the party preparation, you know I can't enjoy the wedding preparations, you've prepared everything.  Now, will you help me prepare, see these dresses are all beautiful, I am confused to have to choose which one” said Qiandra cut her husband's words.

Qiandra again stepped in front of the large mirror in the room, and began

himself.  The woman was seen circling around while fixing some of the trinkets that were in the luxurious dress.  Qiandra glanced at the husband who was still stuck looking at her but saw that his mind was

drifting somewhere.

“Loveee...., are you really not willing to help me, come on give me input about this dress, if I think this is the best” Qiandra exclaimed but in a spoiled voice.

Dean breathed heavily as if trying to throw away the burden he was in

her heart.  Then the man stepped closer to his wife, and immediately hugged the woman's waist from behind the Qiandra's body.  The two looked at each other through the reflection of their reflection in the mirror, “I love you, Honey, love you so much, nothing can change that.  You yourself know how to suffer me because of past events, I am really afraid that it will happen again, I will not be able to live it” said Dean.

The man placed his chin on the shoulder of the open Qiandra, even for that he

gotta bend a little.  Slowly

he gently kissed the woman's smooth white shoulder lovingly.  His hands were tightly coiled on the slender waist of the wife as if afraid that the woman would disappear from her embrace.  Qiandra just smiled as she gently patted her husband's arm, slowly there was a need to sneak in her heart.

“I'm just asking you to always trust me, though,

Love, like I believe in you”, Qiandra said gently to her husband.