PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED AND SEVENTY FIVE

The old Qiandra was silent so that all that sounded was a sobbing from Dika's lips and Clayandra filled the quiet in the room.  The hearts of the two men crumbled as they recalled the dark past that had befallen their families.  The pain felt as if all that had just happened.

As the sobs of the two began to subside, Qiandra slowly opened her eyes.  A sweet smile was flushed by the woman even though her face looked pale.  “Kak, Feli cape, Feli sleepy, can Feli sleep in the arms of brother, Feli miss big brother” line of sentences that come out of the lips of Qiandra makes Dika immediately stand up and hug the woman tightly.

“Sleep my dear Feliku, go to sleep, Brother will take care of you” said Dika with tears flowing back on his cheeks.

“Kakak cried?, Brother cheated, brother forbid Feli to cry but now Brother cried” said Qiandra with a spoiled tone typical Felicia when together with Dika first.  Dika did not care about the word Qiandra said, she tightened her embrace on the woman's body by occasionally kissing Felicia's forehead lovingly.

“Sleep, Feli, do not force yourself if you are tired, later ....” have not had time to finish the word, Qiandra has continued.

“can fall because of lack of concentration” continued Qiandra who invited a smile on the lips of the two between tears that slowly melted on their cheeks.

Well, the word was always used by Dika when she forced Felicia to go to sleep immediately.  “But Big Brother promise do not leave Feli, yes, beware lho”desis Qiandra.

“Iya, yes Unfortunately Brother, brother promised never again to leave Feli, sister will stay here until Feli woke up later” said Dika seriously.  Feli was always threatening her if Dika forced her to sleep, Feli really did not want her brother to leave, because it was often done by Dika.

The warm embrace of Dika really gives a sense of peace and comfort to Qiandra.  Qiandra really felt safe and her burden seemed to be released as she leaned against the chest of the field of the elder sister.  A different taste to the one he got in Charles' arms or Dean's arms.

It didn't take long, the iandra fell asleep again, entering into her dreamland with such a peaceful face.  While Dika really did not let go of his embrace, he did not get tired of his boss tucking Qiandra's forehead channeling endless longing in his dearly beloved sister.

While Clayandra, Chris and doctor Fredy finally decided to leave the room when they saw that Qiandra had calmed down enough.  Fredy's doctor gave Dika the code that they go out and wait outside the room Dika answered with a small nod.

When Dika's hand felt a little cramp due to his uncomfortable position, Dika slowly changed his position.  However, Qiandra again tightened her embrace, as if she did not want the man to leave her.

Dika just smiled looking at the woman's face, Dika kept moving a little to find a comfortable position.  Then he lay down on the Qiandra's side while still hugging the woman.  “Now I just know what kind of feeling has always bothered my heart when I think of you, Feli.  The affection and love that grew from a sister to a sister, even without me knowing that you are my sister” whispered Dika's heart.

Dika who had always struggled with uncertain feelings, finally really understood the taste in his heart at this time.  Concerns and a sense of wanting always protect the Qiandra and keep it away from any danger.  Now Dika really understand why all the sense of it always mastered the subconscious.

The bond is so strong that even though they do not know each other that they are bound by blood.  Dika kept a strong affection for her sister which made her always want to protect her.  The feeling that makes him also happy when Qiandra lives happily.

“Thank you, thank you for staying up until now, thank you for living among the weight of all the burdens you face.  Forgive your brother's stupidity, I promise I will do anything to make you happy, I'm Andika Kenrich Hamilton, will no longer let tears run down your cheeks, from now on, only happy you can feel, Feli” hiss Dika while again gently tipping Qiandra's forehead.

Dika was so dissolved in the realm of mind and happiness that controlled his heart.  Until slowly the sense of peace made him start to sleepy and eventually fell in the same deep with Qiandra.  Dika and Qiandra were completely asleep with their hands hugging each other tightly.

I don't know how long time has passed, until finally the beautiful eyes of Qiandra slowly blinked.  He stared at the hand that was hugging his body tightly, until he slowly gazed towards the face of the male who seemed to be sound asleep.

For a moment, Qiandra was shocked to realize that the man who was hugging her was not her husband.  But a moment later he smiled as he recalled his past memories that were revealed all the time before he slept earlier.  Qiandra's hand stretched out and slowly stroked Dika's face gently.

Dika who felt a gentle touch on her face slowly opened her eyes, and as she looked at the face of the woman who was still in her arms, a sweet smile was engraved on Dika's face.  “Kakak has promised that brother will stay here when you open your eyes” he said with a distinctive hoarse voice wake up.

“So, Dika's assistant, Presidir Dika, it was true that my sister, Andika Kenrich Hamilton” desis Qiandra did not respond to Dika's remarks.

“I'm sorry your old sister just found you, Feli, and .....” Dika was barely able to continue he said.  “..... forgive all the misfortune you have had to face so far, brother failed to protect you” hiss Dika full of guilt.

“Sstttt, don't ever say that again, because Feli knew all this time that brother always tried to protect Feli, even brother did it even though brother did not know that Feli and brother” said Qiandra.

“You .... know, but what do you know” asked Dika with full curiosity.

“I know you've let me go far back then, I also know that you keep an eye on me.  At first I thought it was my brother doing it because of Daniel's assignment, but it turned out that after some time had passed, Daniel still hadn't found me.  Though I know very well that brother knows my whereabouts” said Qiandra who made Dika smile knot.

“Well, that moment was the moment when I myself felt confused by my own feelings.  I was so worried about you, so wanted to protect you, I don't know, even my attitude was misinterpreted by the two presidir” said Dika with a ruckus at the end of his sentence.

“Dean, ...” hiss Qiandra who arrived remembered her husband, “Danelain knew I was here Brother, and did he know all this” asked Qiandra with a tubi.

“Hmmmm, whereas I want you to forget him, I want you to just remember me as the only man in your heart” Dika said as she winked at the eyes teasing Qiandra.

“Kakkkk ich, yes bed, Brother Dika is my brother, but Dean husband I” said Qiandra while hitting the chest of the brother made Dika laugh happily.

“I know, I know, Feli Darling, take it easy Aunt Clay has told him that you're okay.  But I'm sorry, I haven't let him know where you are at the moment, there are things you should know first without Dean being allowed to know.  But later, brother handed over all the decisions in your hands” said Dika again.

“What do you mean sister” asked Qiandra with a wrinkled forehead.

“Part of our past that is still a mystery until now” said Dika.

Qiandra knitted her forehead, “Kak, whether, ...... mmmm whether .....” Qiandra looked very hesitant to ask Dika a question.

“So, can you tell me everything, what happened that night” asked Qiandra with a slightly shaken shoulder due to a stifled sob.

“I'll tell you everything, dear Feli, everything you know.  But at this time my sister's niece's taste has begun to squirm in there because of hunger, either with her mommy” said Dika while menoel nose pointed Qiandra.

“Ish, brother deliberately yes because of the sound of my stomach” said Qiandra with pampered frowning lips, “But Brother, may I contact Dean, please, I don't want to make him worry” Qiandra said with a face pleading with Dika.

Dika exhaled heavily, in fact he did not want to contact Dean in the meantime, because Dika was also worried that the anti-tracking defense of his conduit had been broken into by Dean.  Dika has not wanted Dean to meet the Qiandra at this time before the iandra knows everything.

“You may contact Dean, Dear Feli, but brother also please, please assure him not to follow you here.  You have to know first what happened in the past, only later you make your own decisions.  Can you calm Dean down from breaking through here” asked Dika with a serious face staring at Qiandra.

“Hmmmm, alright Brother, I just want to assure him that I'm okay” said Qiandra.

“Only ordinary phones, Feli, and not video call” said Dika again firmly that makes Qiandra nagging resignedly.  Dika finally handed the Qiandra phonsel back to the woman and was immediately greeted by Qiandra.

When Qiandra turned on her phone, various notifications came in and it all came from Dean.  Qiandra showed it to Dika, making Dika shake her head slowly, “Basar bucin, but already told that you are now with Aunt Clay” kekeh Dika.

Without wasting any more time, Qiandra directly contacted Dean without even opening all the notifications that went into his phone, because the contents could already be guessed.  On the first ring the call was immediately picked up by Dean.

“Mother, please allow me to meet Qiqi” Dean said in a voice of concern and sorrow.

“Love, ...” said Qiandra slowly but got an amazing response.

“Honeyyyy ....” exclaimed Dean in a loud voice making Qiandra had to keep the phonsel away momentarily from her ear.

“Love, what the hell, you want to make me deaf” snatch Qiandra.

“Oh, my God, this is true you Honey, I'm sorry, I'm really worried about you, where you are now Sayan, are you okay, are you …..” questions bertubi tubi from Dean immediately stopped by QQiandra.

“Love, I'm fine now, no need to worry” Qiandra said.

“Where are you Honey, let me catch up with you, I'll pick you up now” Dean said.

“No, no Love, please give me a moment first, this concerns my past, calm down I'm fine, I'm with my family at this time” said Qiandra again.

“I know you are with Bu Sum, Honey, but I still want to be with you, Dean said.

“I was with my older brother, Love” desis Qiandra who made Dean instantly speechless.

But a moment later Dean again asked the question in a row, “Birth brother, who, how can, not you a kara, are you sure, do not get stuck, Qi, how can, did they force you to say this so I wouldn't look for you, what ...” Dean brought up whatever was on his mind.

“Love, I'm fine and no one threatens me, I'll explain everything later after I know everything.  So please calm down, Love” exclaimed Qiandra trying to calm Dean down.

“But, but at least tell me who your older brother is, Qi” asked Dean again with curiosity.

“Assistant Dika, or Presidir Dika” said Qiandra briefly, making Dean instantly freeze.

“But, but .... how could Honey” hiss Dean with disbelief.

“That's the truth, Love, so please don't look for me first, I need to face all this calmly, Love, please give me time, I promise I'll be home soon if everything is clear, yes, will you fulfill my wishes and wishes and your son” asked Qiandra again.

“But Honey, ...” Dean wanted to argue because he really couldn't leave the iandra alone at the moment.  Dean was eager to accompany Qiandra to face a time like this.

“Love, please, I beg you to” Qiandra said in a pleading voice, leaving Dean helpless.

“Hah, well, Honey, I'll give you time, but don't take too long or I have to tear apart the Mahardika Factory so that they immediately hand you back to me”.

“No, no, Love, all this has nothing to do with Mahardika, this is all purely my problem and my sister Dika, well, thank you, Love, I will immediately ask you to pick me up, I will, if I feel like this problem is over, love you, Love”, Qiandra said immediately turned off her phone call.

Dika took the phonsel from Qiandra's hands and immediately turned it off.  Qiandra frowned when she saw Dika's attitude, “Actually there is something sich Kak, why such a big brother does not want Dean to know my whereabouts” asked Qiandra.

“I will answer everything later, for now it is better that the little one who is hungry is” said Dika while glancing at the stomach of Qiandra.  Qiandra's face met again when her stomach rang again as if the baby had set the drums of protest.