PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED AND THIRTY-NINE

“Oh, I see, well, if you don't want to, we'll have breakfast, or if there's something you want to eat, let me ask the waiter to prepare it” Daniel said.

Daniel chose to succumb to Qiandra's wishes, even though he was desperate to pressure the woman into being honest with her circumstances.

“Enough bread and half-cooked eggs” exclaimed Qiandra spontaneously back to make Daniel's forehead wrinkled.

“Bread will not be enough to restore your energy, I have asked the waiter to prepare your favorite food, fried rice sea food” said Daniel.

“No, no, I don't want sea food” Qiandra exclaimed frantically. Just imagine the food sea food has made his stomach turbulent.

“You don't like sea food, you are serious, Qiandra” asked Daniel in a confused voice.

Daniel knows very well that Qiandra is a fan of sea food especially if it is made with spicy taste. So, it is a little surprising that the woman arrived saying she did not like the food.

“Eh, I .... I ...., ummm, maybe because my condition is not so fit that my taste is so messed up, sorry, don't think about it anymore, I ate the bread alone” Qiandra said with a wave. Qiandra only realized that Daniel was very sorry for everything that became favorite and that was not liked by him.

Daniel stared at Qiandra's face intensely, “You've never been like this, Qi, if you're sick, you'll definitely force yourself to eat anything that can make you healthy. Then, why now you don't seem to want your health to recover, is there something you're hiding from me about your state, Qi” asked Daniel in a soft voice.

“No, no, absolutely nothing I hide, I'm fine, maybe just catch a cold and sleep less, also because I'm coming by the moon alone. Never mind, don't think that Daniel isn't, but thank you for worrying about me” Qiandra said trying to make her voice as calm as possible.

“Hah, well, if you don't want to be honest with me, I know you're hiding something, but if you don't want to open up, I can't force you either. I just want you to stay healthy, so I'm going to find a good treatment that suits your circumstances and the cause of your pain. If only the problem came the moon, I believe the servants here are ready to make a potion that can accelerate the coming of the moon so that you will not suffer anymore” said Daniel acted as if giving up. Though in fact he was provoking a Qiandra response to his words.

“No, no, do not make potions of sorts, I'm afraid not to need it, besides, it will also be very dangerous to ...” Qiandra stopped her words. “Jeez, I almost said it” hiss Qiandra in heart.

“Dangerous to what, Qi, don't worry, the waiters who prepare the food here are also the best chefs, they won't make something that can endanger your situation. Didn't you yourself say your problem is that you want to come to the moon, so don't you have to consume food and drinks that can facilitate your arrival, said Daniel continues to harass Qiandra.

I don't know, even if he knew the true state of the Qiandra, and he was already very confident from seeing the response from the Qiandra. But Daniel still wanted to hear the honesty from Qiandra's own mouth.

Qiandra fell silent, trying to figure out what she had to say to Daniel so that the man would understand her situation. Qiandra was also unable to tell her true state, as she still felt fear and worry that Daniel could not accept her condition.

“Why are you silent, Qi, do you really not want to tell me your true circumstances, are you still so afraid of me, Qi” asked Daniel again with a sincere smile decorating his face.

Qiandra breathed a heavy sigh, she was really still worried about what she had to say to Daniel. “I'm sorry, Daniel, for now I really can't say anything to you. For me this is happy news, but for you, huh, I'm sure this is bad news. And I absolutely cannot predict what you will do to me and this baby” Qiandra whispered inwardly.

“Qi, ...” Daniel restored the consciousness of the woman who currently seemed to be immersed in his own thoughts.

Qiandra gasped at Daniel's reprimand, “I'm sorry, Daniel, but I think I just need to rest right now. No need to bother preparing anything for me, because I really don't want to eat anything. Please don't push me on.” Qiandra said in the end.

“Hah, fine, if you still don't want to be honest, Qi. But I will still wait for your honesty, I hope you will be open to me about your circumstances, so that I can help you to recover your health. Don't worry, you know how much I love you, I won't be able to hurt you, whatever is best for you I will definitely do for you” said Daniel sincerely.

“Alright, thank you for your understanding, Daniel” Qiandra said. The woman breathed a sigh of relief as Daniel no longer urged himself. Because Qiandra really still can not say the current state of himself. He was still not sure if Daniel could accept his two-bodied state at this time.

“Whatever makes you feel comfortable, I will do it” Daniel said. “Then eat, whatever you want to eat, just say it, don't hide it” Daniel said gently to Qiandra.

Qiandra only nodded faintly then started eating the jamless bread available before her. Although Qiandra actually had no appetite at all, she also realized that she had to consume something not only for herself but also for the fetus in her womb.

Just one loaf of bread entered Qiandra's stomach, she again felt her stomach churn. Qiandra tried to die to hold back her nausea, she did not want Daniel to get suspicious of her. However, what power, Qiandra's stomach was completely turbulent, making Qiandra immediately stand up and step towards the bathroom.

Daniel frowned looking at the Qiandra who was stepping hastily towards the bathroom. “Qi, what” asked Daniel who caught a glimpse of the woman's face like he was holding something back. However, Qiandra did not heed Daniel's call, she immediately went into the bathroom and directly lit up all the water faucets there.

Daniel sighed as he again heard the sound of Qiandra vomiting inside the bathroom. “Hah, why are you still covering this thing, Qiandra. But, if you're honest, I can't decide what to do either. Do I have to support you in your ham period, or do I have to ....” Daniel's glaring mind came to a halt when he heard a loud enough impact from the bathroom.

Qiandra only opened her eyes slightly and looked at Daniel with a sad look. Really, Qiandra did not want to be in this state, she did not want to look weak and was increasingly dependent on the man. But whatever the power, Qiandra's body is really as boneless, so let alone to walk to stand alone he is unable.

Daniel immediately ran and without saying much directly grabbed Qiandra's body and carried her bridal style. The Qiandra who felt her body was very weak was only able to raise her hand and draped it around Daniel's neck. Daniel stared at those sad eyes at a glance and could only breathe heavily when he saw those sexy lips say the word “Maaf”.

Daniel immediately brought Qiandra out of the bathroom, fortunately the woman's clothes were not wet, so Daniel did not have to be confused about changing Qiandra's clothes. Slowly Daniel put Qiandra's body on the bed, then he lifted the blanket to cover the woman's body.

Qiandra smiled wistfully looking at the man, “I'm sorry I always trouble you, and thank you for your concern” he said weakly.

Daniel pulled out a chair and sat down next to Qiandra, his hands outstretched a few strands of the woman's hair that covered her pretty face.

“Don't think too much, well, although I still hope you want to be honest about your situation, but for now, rest” said Daniel gently.

Qiandra smiled and nodded weakly, she indeed felt that her body was really very weak at the moment. Even her head felt very dizzy, but the woman did not want to tell Daniel.

Qiandra really isn't ready to say anything right now. All he wanted was to close his eyes and try to restore his strength again.

If he could choose, Qiandra really did not want to depend on Daniel, even though the current situation really needed someone to help and accompany him.

However, Qiandra realized that the more she depended on Daniel, the harder it would be for him to let go. Therefore, as much as possible Qiandra avoids having too many interactions with the man.

Daniel looked at Qiandra's face as she closed her eyes. There was a pain that slowly spread in his heart when he realized that the woman was getting further away from him. Qiandra's pregnancy seemed to be a barrier that would further distance the two. And Daniel also can not do what, because if something happens that is not desirable, then automatically he will be blamed.

Slowly Daniel stood up and stepped away from Qiandra, as the pain of his heart grew more and more raining. By the time Daniel had arrived at the balcony of the luxurious room, he was no longer able to withstand the clear circles that flowed in the corner of his eyes. Repeatedly Daniel breathed heavily, as if to erode all the pain that was increasingly afflicting his heart.

“Why, Qiandra, why should I meet you, why can't fate let you be mine” Daniel sis inwardly.

The man gripped the balcony guardrail tightly, trying to channel the pain in his heart. However, the more he tried to dispose of the pain, the sharper the thorns pierced into his heart. Until finally, the stocky body slowly slumped weakly and sat on the floor leaning against the balcony wall.

“Qiandra, I can't see you continue to suffer like this, but I also can't possibly go back to taking away your happiness. Then what should I do, what should I do, Qiandra. I know you really want to meet him, but I also can't just let go of you” siss Daniel with a faint heart.

Daniel hides his face between his knees, the handsome man looks really bad. If anyone had seen his current state, then one would not have guessed that it was Daniel the Son of Mahardika. A handsome, well-established and always haughty presidir with his cold face in various circumstances.

“Is this the time when I really should let go of you, Qiandra, because if I let go of you at this time, then there will be no more chance for me to be with you. But I still can't, Qiandra, it feels so hard and too heavy for me to see you happy with another man” back Daniel wrestled with his own heart and mind.

Daniel was still sitting pensively, his eyes staring at Qiandra who was still resting on the bed. Her aching heart felt even more uneasy when she saw how pale the woman's face was. “Qiandra, what should I do, please tell me. I love you so much and I don't want to part with you. But I also can't watch you continue to suffer while with me, because I know very well in your circumstances like this you still don't want to depend on me.” Daniel continues to dialogue with his heart.

No matter how long Daniel sank into his thoughts, the heartache alternated with guilt for making Qiandra continue to suffer. Daniel must really struggle with his own ego to keep the existence of the Qiandra by his side. But seeing how much the woman suffered, even though Daniel had tried to do all the best for Qiandra.

Suddenly Daniel saw the Qiandra move agitatedly, making Daniel immediately move closer to the woman. Daniel wanted to touch Qiandra, but his hand was restrained when he heard the woman hissing in her sleep.

“No, no, I beg you not to take my son, do not ....” hiss Qiandra while moving restlessly. His body curled up while hugging his stomach and trying to hide it.

Daniel scrunched his forehead hearing the delirium of Qiandra, “He was afraid I would take his son, or did he remember that moment .....” hiss Daniel in heart.

“Sister Charles, help me ...” cried Qiandra again in his sleep in a weak voice but like lightning striking Daniel's ear.

“Charles ....., so Qiandra again dreamed of that time even though it was a long time ago” Daniel's true hiss was surprised when Qiandra mentioned the name of her late husband. “A ... whether all of that is really attached to your memory, do you really remember everything, do you also know what really happened and therefore you reject me, or you keep the trauma of all those events” continued Daniel still in his heart.

Daniel's face suddenly turned pale, he looked at Qiandra while shaking his head weakly. “No, there is no way you know everything” sis Daniel again with a quiver.