PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY NINE

“So, what should I do, Doc, please never ask me to leave my husband” sighs Qiandra with a face of despair, after a while she fell silent.

Doctor Freddy smiled faintly upon hearing Qiandra ask about the decision to be taken.  Because this is what he hopes for, Qiandra wants to think more calmly to solve their problems.

“That's all we have to talk about, Feli, we all don't want you to lose your happiness either, but we don't want your life to be threatened either.  Especially after this event, we are sure that Dean's people will definitely go further to find out the reason for all this.  Unfortunately, we really do not know who we will face, whether they really exist or not.  Therefore, we must be careful in acting, especially now that you are pregnant with the successor of the Zacharias” family, said Dr. Freddy.

“Doctors mean there is a possibility there is a person who wants to take advantage of all these events” asked Qiandra with a frown.

“Don't rule out, we just suspect, there could be people who use the power of the Zacharias family for their own sake.  But, we also

can't turn a blind eye if the biggest accusation right now is

the Zacaharias nuclear family itself.  Before we can get very accurate evidence, we can't just indiscriminately accuse and act” said Freddy's doctor trying to open up the mindset of Qiandra.

It turned out that the words doctor Freddy could be accepted by the Qiandra, the beautiful woman looked a little nodding her head.  Qiandra's forehead frowned slightly, and she

a little jolted as he felt his hand grip warm up.  It turned out that Dika had not let go of his hand grip on the Qiandra fingers.

“We will always support whatever your decision, Dek, but we will not let you give up your life for free.  Whatever happens, I won't lose you again, I'm really given a chance to live second

the time when you found out you were alive, Feli Sayang” said Dika while holding tightly to Qiandra's fingers.

“Unfortunately Brother died during this” said Qiandra trying to melt the atmosphere.

“Well, I'm alive but I'm like an undead, Feli, my life is just to serve Daniel's family, avenging and continue to drown in longing in the past until I am determined to build this mansion exactly the same as everything in our old mansion” said Dika with

a sad look at the sister.

“Kak, ...”desis Qiandra who was quite surprised to hear Dika's words.

“Your brother even gathered all the descendants of workers who burned in this mansion first, Feli, he tried to make this mansion really like your mansion in the past” said Clayandra who has been silent since.

Clayandra himself was surprised to learn that the workers at the Dika mansion were the children of the workers who had been burned.  Until Dika wanted to restore the state of the mansion, and all that was also the attention of the doctor

Freddie.  The doctor was now watching Dika closely, and he only realized that the young man who looked very strong was harboring a very deep trauma.

However, for now, Freddy's doctor doesn't want to convey that.  Doctor Freddy

just want to focus on the Qiandra first.  In the heart of the middle-aged doctor promised to try to restore the state of Dika.  He knew that only one person could help Dika, namely Qiandra or Felicia, who did look very dear to Dika.

“Kak, forgive Feli who has been selfish earlier” said Qiandra by lowering her face.  Now the beautiful woman felt very embarrassed as well as feeling guilty

to her sister, Dika.  Qiandra thought that she was the one who suffered the most, but now she realized that Dika was too

feel the same.

Qiandra was sure Dika even had to experience things heavier than him.  Because Dika

witnessed all the tragic events himself and he went through all the suffering itself.  Qiandra now understood why the older brother was so defensive of Daniel.

It was natural to defend Daniel so much and forgive him.  It was Daniel who saved his brother.  Even Daniel's family has been protecting Dika and closing all his identity so that Dika remains safe.  Daniel also helped Dika take revenge, and all of that was done by Daniel selflessly.

Daniel only wanted Dika to consider him a brother and to continue to be friends with him.  Daniel was even able to hide the big thing about the relationship between Qiandra and Dika, just because he did not want Dika to leave him.

“It's not your fault, dear Feli, I understand it so much, it's me who is too selfish because I could not control myself.  The fear of losing you, making me lose control of my emotions, I'm sorry ya” said Dika with full of tenderness while caressing Qiandra's hair.

Qiandra was silent again hearing Dika's words.  Guilt returned to his heart, Qiandra regretted his selfish attitude that had ignored his feelings

older sister.  At that time Qiandra also realized that she must have also hurt Clayandra.

“Tante, Uncle, forgive Feli, yes, Feli was too selfish earlier” said Qiandra as she looked at the middle-aged couple with sad eyes.

Clayandra slowly let go of Chris' embrace then stepped closer to Qiandra.  The middle-aged woman immediately hugged Qiandra tightly, “Do not ever apologize to Auntie, son, because if there is something to blame then the mistake is with Auntie.  Aunty who has let all this chaos happen, Aunt who can not make the best decision for all of us” said Clayandra with a sniffle.

“No, no, don't say that, Auntie has done an amazing thing.  Felly

sure, mommy will be very proud of Aunt, Aunt really has done the task of Auntie with extraordinary, me and Brother Dika owe a very big debt to Aunt and family”, Qiandra said with all her heart.

The word Qiandra actually makes Clayandra sobbing.  The memory of her brother, mother Dika and Qiandra, made her heart grieve again.  Chris immediately grabbed his wife's body and released her from Qiandra's embrace, he didn't want Clayandra to get more and more immersed in his suffering.

“Please yourself, darling, pity Feli if you see you grieve, then he will also grieve.  He must think you are still sad because of his attitude earlier” whispered Chris

gently in Clayandra's ears, which instantly made the middle-aged woman

trying to calm himself.

Clayandra gave a faint nod that made Chris know that his wife had heard his words.  Chris can also feel the shock in Clayandra's body because the pressure has now subsided a little.  Chris breathed a sigh of relief, as Clayandra was already able to calm herself down.