PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

TWELVE

Qiandra was dumbfounded staring at the cabinets lined up inside the walk in closet space.  All the cabinets were filled with men's and women's supplies.  The men's equipment, Qiandra believed, was Dean's, but the women's equipment that was there really made Qiandra shake in disbelief.

“It was all prepared for you, Qi, your sleep is so deep, that you don't realize when the waiters put it all in the closet” Dean surprised Qiandra.

“But, but Dean, all this is too much for me” Qiandra said, he saw all the brended items lined up in the closet ranging from various dresses, clothes, bags, bags, and so on, shoes to a beautiful watch.  And Qiandra is not a fashion-unknown person, she knows all that brended stuff.

“Only the best, for the best woman, Qi, let's hurry up, or you will miss the sunset later” Dean said with his sweet smile, “I wait outside, Qi” he continued again, said, then stepped away leaving Qiandra still dumbfounded to see everything in front of her eyes.

Qiandra eventually chose one dress with sleeveless model and a slightly low neckline, the dress was attached fittingly to the Qiandra body with its wide lower part and above the knee.  The white dress with the pattern of small flowers looks very beautiful in the body of Qiandra.  Qiandra completes her appearance with matching color flat shoes and a sunglasses.

Qiandra stepped out of the walk in closet, and when her eyes met Dean's eyes, Qiandra looked down in embarrassment again.  “You are so beautiful, Qi, I don't think I'm willing to take you out of this room, I want only me to enjoy your beauty” whispered Dean who suddenly stood before Qiandra.

“Ish, you fuck sich, Dean, really dreadful, I'm a big boy, who you can gombalin” kekeh Qiandra, but did not blur his face, and without him realizing his heart was blossoming hearing Dean's praise.

“It's up to you to think of me as a dreadlocks, Qi, but I say with all my heart and honestly as I am, alright, Princess, please, let your servant accompany you to enjoy this afternoon” Dean said as he extended his hand to Qiandra.

“Apaan sich, Dean” said Qiandra, but he still grabbed Dean's hand, they both stepped out of the room with their hands clutched together.  While passing through the living room, they cross paths with Vian's assistant, Qiandra wants to release her hand from Dean's hand, but the man just got tighter and tighter.

“Good afternoon, Miss Qiandra, how are you” greet assistant Vian.

“Sore, Mr. Vian, I'm fine, thank you yes and sorry to trouble” said Qiandra softly.

“”Ah, thank God, do not hesitate Miss, please continue Nona” said assistant Vian who immediately let the couple pass, assistant Vian felt bad when he saw the sharp eyes of Dean glanced at him.

Qiandra only smiled sweetly at Vian's assistant, then stepped quickly following Dean who had already slightly withdrawn his hand.  The two of them came out of the luxurious mansion and were directly met with an extremely fine stretch of white sand.

Qiandra was amazed at the sight before her, she leaned over and took off her footwear, then leaned on it casually.  Dean who saw the woman's behavior immediately followed her, he also took off his footwear and put it down just like that.  Dean also grabbed the Qiandra footwear and placed it on the white sand.

Qiandra smiled at Dean, “Thank you, ya”.  “Gosh, why is she so charming, her body is so macho, with that sixpack muscle and black feathers on her chest, ugh, why is she so sexy” hiss Qiandra who sees Dean's appearance.

Dean only wears shorts and a shirt that is removed buttons so that it shows the sixpack stomach and chest of the field.  His shirt sleeves were purposely rolled up, making Dean's arm muscles plastered for real and making him look even more seductive.

“Hey, whether the eyes behind the glasses were enjoying the beach or enjoying another” chuckle Dean when he realized the direction of Qiandra's eye gaze.

“Ich, what the sich, yes obviously I was enjoying the beauty of this sea view” Qiandra said with a red face extinguished because of shame, his actions were known by Dean.

Qiandra simply nodded, then followed Dean's footsteps.  The two of them sat down on a very fine stretch of white sand.The two of them enjoyed the beauty as the sun slowly began to crawl back to its side.  Qiandra was so fascinated that she did not realize that Dean had been sitting behind her back by placing Qiandra between her legs.

Dean gently pulled Qiandra's body to lean against his chest, Qiandra was shocked when she realized the position of the two.  However, Qiandra again helplessly resisted Dean's touch, a sudden sense of comfort rolling in her heart making her resigned and lean comfortably in Dean's arms.

When the king of the day has sunk and left only a tinge of red, Dean whispers softly in the ear of Qiandra, “Qi, I love you very, very much, please, let me fill the empty side of your heart.  I know, you love Charles so much, and your whole heart space is just filled with his name, but now, please let me fill at least the corner of your heart.  Give me a chance to prove that my feelings of love are for you”

Qiandra was speechless at Dean's words, in her heart she was actually very happy.  Because it can not be denied the extraordinary charm of a Dean, will not be easily rejected by any woman.  However, Qiandra again realized his condition, Qiandra felt unworthy to be with Dean.

“Dean, please, think about it all back, I really don't deserve you, you're a star above my sky that's just dust on dirty soil.  Don't humble yourself with a momentary feeling to a woman like me” sighs Qiandra, in her heart she can only cry.

“Qi, why do you always think like that, there are no inappropriate words for you, you are even very worthy and should have been by my side.  And never say my race is a momentary taste, for it is a real taste and not a momentary one.  I've felt this before, and I'm well aware that it's not a momentary taste, Qi” sighed Dean.

“Dean, I don't know how to tell you, like I said, only stupid women don't want you, including me, but, who I am, Dean, and all this feels too soon for me.  Dean, please, understand I've felt a loss before, and it hurts a lot.  I really don't want it to happen again, the pain is still felt even after so many years” sighed Qiandra.

Unknowingly the woman dissolved in her pain which made her feel comfortable as she leaned against Dean's chest.  So that Qiandra leaned more and more without hesitation on the chest of the man's field.

“Qi, I'm not forcing you, but at least allow me to prove all this love to you, give me a chance, Qi” Dean pleaded.

Qiandra took a heavy breath, she felt suddenly her chest felt tight, the opposition within her made the woman close her eyes, trying to shake off all the burdens of her life.  A sudden taste burst into his heart, he knew what it was, but it was too difficult for him to let it grow.  The wounds and pains of his past made Qiandra have to think many times to start a new relationship.

Not a few handsome and established men who try to approach Qiandra, because this woman in addition to having a perfect physique, beautiful, energetic and intelligent.  This caused many men who knew him to fall in love with her.  Not infrequently the men were determined to propose to Qiandra, even though they knew the status of Qiandra as a widow.

However, Qiandra completely closed her heart, she had never been tempted in the slightest by all the seduction and sweetness of the men.  Qiandra never felt any tremors in her chest when she was with any man, only Charles was able to make her heart tremble.

And at this moment, Qiandra realized that her heart was shaking precisely when she was together with Dean.  There was a sense of comfort and happiness as he felt the touch and grip of this man's hand.  Even today, Qiandra

feeling very comfortable in Dean's arms.

“Dean, I can't promise you anything, but honestly I can feel happy when I'm with you.  It's just, I think it's too soon for us, so, do you mind if I ask you to go through all this first.  We live everything, without having a bond between us, at least we can get to know each other first.  I really don't want to make a quick decision on something very big in my life.  I hope, you want to understand I mean this” Qiandra said gently.

“Hmmm, well I agree with you, Qi, we will go through this slowly, but I want you to know that my love for you is sincere and sincere from my heart.  And I will wait until whenever you are ready to accept my presence, Qi” finally Dean is forced to follow the wishes of Qiandra.