PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY-FOUR

“Well, that warmth, that warmth that comes from sincere affection.  You will still feel it even when it is very long gone and only left in the memories of”, Dika said again.

Qiandra frowned and looked at Dika trying to understand what her sister said.   “I mean big brother” asked Qiandra in the end.

Dika turned and looked at Qiandra, “Sama as you feel for Dean, if indeed the affection between you is really sincere, really sincere, then you will still feel the warmth even though you only remember it” he told the sister.

Qiandra was silent to Dika's words, “If there is sincerity, then there must be honesty and trust.  If you are sure the taste you have is sincere

to Dean, you have to be honest and you have to trust him.  Because he must also want something like that from you” continued Dika again.

Qiandra heard Dika's words, “But Brother, there are not so many people who betray when others have been sincere to him.  The proof is there are so many households destroyed because of betrayal” Qiandra said.

“You are right, Feli, but if we always look at all the failures and negativity like that, then we will not be able to start a good relationship.  Because if in a relationship stored doubt and suspicion, then rest assured, the relationship will not last long, replied Dika who was instantaneous

it made Qiandra fall silent again.

“When you keep suspicion on your partner, then at that time various temptations will come to you, which over time will make you become shaky and trigger various baseless accusations.  Wouldn't all of that be true

destroying a relationship?” continue Dika again.

“But, Brother, the problem is now that I'm risking your safety” sigh Qiandra.  For Qiandra, if she thought only of herself, then her decision would not be this difficult.

“We will be even more sad if you know you live in a pura relationship without any genuine affection in it” said Dika.  “Listen, Feli, we are more happy to face danger, but we can find out how your real husband behaves, rather than us living a quiet life while you are in obscure affection.

“Kakak, ....”desis Qiandra who did not expect with Dika's answer.  Such was their affection for her, that they did not care about their own safety, as long as Qiandra was happy.

“Feli, I'm sure you have a decision in your heart, don't change what you believe.  Have you forgotten how you survived this long, you can always make a wise decision.  So, follow your heart, and rest assured that everything will be fine, said Dika

with eyes so softly glared at Qiandra.

“I .... I don't know what to say, Brother, it feels like a word of thanks is not enough to express how lucky I am to have a family like you” Qiandra said with tears returning

it flows on his cheek.

Dika again stepped closer to the sister, slowly she reached out her hand and wiped away the tears on the beautiful woman's cheeks.  Dika squabbling before Qiandra, “We are happy if we can see you happy, Feli Darling, do not shed tears of sorrow, promise we will face all this together and achieve tomorrow

better” he said then grabbed Qiandra's body in his arms.

The warm embrace of an elder sister that Qiandra felt, made this woman even more sobbing.  The tears that kept flowing back soaked the shirt used by Dika.  “Ah, pity this shirt, already for the umpteenth time must be wet again by tears” lamented Dika with a voice

made as sad as possible.

Qiandra immediately took off her embrace, “Ish, indeed brother loves brother's shirt more than me.  Remember brother, I am the only sister you have” picked up the woman while wiping her tears.

“Kakak ihhh” exciting Qiandra.

“Already, already, forgive Brother, now can you tell how you made your decision” asked Dika with a face that returned seriously.

Qiandra stared at Dika intensely, “Did Big Brother really hand over the decision to me” asked Qiandra who answered Dika with a nod of confidence.  “Kakak could have denied that Big Brother objected” continued Qiandra again.

“Tell me, Feli, don't be too twisted, hmmmm, brother will follow whatever your decision” said Dika confidently.

Qiandra took a breath, “I think I should talk to Dean first, and if you'd like I'd like to invite him to this mansion.  Of course with all the requirements as Uncle Chris said earlier.  After I spoke to Dean, I was hoping

you all want to talk and explain everything with terrinici”

qiandra.

Dika nodded her head, from the beginning Dika had indeed guessed that Qiandra would want to bring Dean to the mansion.  Because of that, actually Dika already

prepare everything so that Dean's presence is not a problem to

they are later in the day.

“Sorry if my decision does not match my brother's expectations and is too risky to endanger the safety of all of us, if you have other solutions, I am ready to consider it” said Qiandra a little worried.

“No problem, Feli, already brother said whatever your decision, brother will accept.  Do not think about the risks, because all the risks we will face together Sama” said

Dika while grasping the Qiandra fingers tightly as if trying to convince

Qiandra that she approved the decision of the sister.

“Kak, ...” hissing Qiandra.

“Never hesitate, Feli, we will carry out all your decisions.  No matter what happens, never blame yourself.  Your decision is our decision together, so we'll all be together facing it as a family without trying to figure out who's wrong and who's right again.

Dika knew very well that the anxiety felt by Qiandra was due to thinking of those who were now known as his family.  Dika also realized that if he let Qiandra continue in that feeling, then this matter would never be resolved.  Whatever decision is chosen, Dika knows that everything is clearly at risk.

However, facing all the risks of being together in the bonds of a family, is not much better than just allowing one person to be a victim to protect another.   For Dika himself, Qiandra's safety is above all else.  Dika doesn't care if

must be in danger, as long as it can save the brother who is now

they contain it.

Their togetherness as a family after many years apart, has been very felt.  The bond gets tighter as they face problems like they are today.  The desire to protect each other makes them stronger and can be more calm to face every problem and risk of every decision made.